A/N I have to do this to him, I'm gonna make him a nice happy person later…..

Thanks to everyone who reviewed..It took me so long to do this cuz, I well forgot about this, I've been working on another story, which I wanted to finish before I posted.

Saturday January 16th

I've been depressed. Not just little kid mad, real depressed. I don't think I can take not having Mia much longer. I need her now. But I don't want to hurt her, like I've been hurt.

But I have to. She would never like the real me. I have to do this. Tonight.

She's so perfect, I can't.

This is the only way I can fight this horrible thing, being depressed.

I have to have her, tonight.

Saturday January 16th

Later

Ok so She's here I'm gonna have to do it…Kiss her that's all, make her know what I feel…

Sunday Morning January 17th

Avoiding Mia…..

I can't believe what I did. It was late and I was thinking about my horrible life. Wiping away my tears with no feeling left in me I got up. I walked silently into Lilly's room. I carried her into my room. (She's light!) I made her promise not to scream. She nodded. I started kissing her. I was slowly making my way down her neck, when I realized what I was doing. I blushed. But she didn't try to pull away, but now I'll never ever know!!I can't believe it. If I didn't snap out of it, I could have hurt her like what "the girl" did to me.

Ok I admit it. I do want her really bad, but I don't want to hurt her!

I looked up at the breakfast table. Mia was pulling at her hair and Lilly was looking up at her. Mia tried to look at me, but I saw what she was hiding. A hickey… from me! Lilly caught me looking at her and put two and two together.

Of course next, "Uhh Michael, can I talk to you??"

Our conversation:

L: Michael what did you do?

M: I swear that was it!

L: (Looked down at my pants)

M: Ok Lilly if I tell you what happened will you believe me?

L: Maybe…

M: I haven't been feeling normal lately, you know, depressed, And after what happened…(I look at floor)…I felt like nothing would matter anyway, It was sort of dizzy, like I had no control, I wanted her so badly…

L: You are proving my point.

M: Lil. Shut Up. After I started kissing her I realized what I was doing, I stopped. I couldn't hurt her.

L: Michael, She's a Princess. You can't just go and make out with her.

M: Lilly you just don't get it. I couldn't help it. I've liked her since like forever and she hates me….

L: Michael…you are really dumb….

M: what are you talking about???

A/n:

I really hate this story…It's sounds soo retarded, but If you like it….