Week 4
Day 1
So everything is ok with James now, I called him and apologized for being so childish and we kept on talking. He told me about a dream he had about me, a sex dream, I really didn't like it and right in the middle of when he was telling me it, the other phone rung and I told him I'd call him today, but then I remembered I was going to crash at Michelle's place to night, and I'd call him tomorrow.
Day 2
Last night we got sooo drunk!! I don't remember a thing. I just remember I learned how to smoke and that we made a phone call. Oh yeah, I'm grounded. My mom didn't find out about my drinking but she grounded me for being too much of a rebel, whatever! I don't really care anymore. Well actually I do because I have a party Friday.
Day 3
So many things are happening at the same time!! This is all weird and confusing so I'll do it in a list form.
James: UPDATE: He was very weird and cold towards me in school so I called him to ask him if he was mad at me, he said he wasn't. But he still wouldn't tell me the end of his dream. Tom: He is all weird, back to normal, but weird, he asked me to stay after school tomorrow… lets see what happens…oh yeah…did I mention that I told him I didn't care if he grabbed my ass?? At the beginning he didn't do it because it felt all weird now that I didn't care, but then he is taking advantage of that. Rob: He is one of my former friends, once last quarter he grabbed my ass and I got really mad at him because he did it in front of everyone and today he told me he wanted to talk to me. I didn't know what that was about so I said sure and he told me that it needed to be in private. When we were alone (Bob and Ralph were there too), Rob asked me why did I care that he called me a slut if I was one. I got sooo mad!! I told him to fuck off and left. Then when the meaning of the words got to me, I turned back and in front of all his friends, I gave him a piece of my mind. John: He is the new kid in the grade and my new crush. He's been here like two weeks but I haven't talked about him because of everything that has happened with James.Day 4
Ok… If I thought yesterday was sort of weird, then today is TOTALLY EXTREMELY WEIRD. I stayed after school and A LOT of things happened. I'm going to do the list thingy again because I can organize my ideas better that way.
Tom: UPDATE: Today he was all playful, he kept hugging me and tickling me and grabbing my ass. Some girls from my grade saw this and I know they are going to give me a real hard time tomorrow but oh well. Then online I talk to this other friend and she tells me he told her that he was just playing with me, that no guy could actually like me or even take one look at me. This made me feel like shit. James: UPDATE: He also stayed after school, he had a basketball game. When I saw him, I asked him to tell me the end of his dream. He didn't want to, so, I took his agenda and teased him for him to tell me. Then Michelle butted in and made things worse, she took his basketball uniform. This only got him mad. By the end of the persecution 5 people wanted to know what the dream was and he was all mad at me. Then in the afternoon he got online and I talked to him. Here's the conversation:[18:42:37] Jackie: hey
[18:42:44] Jackie: did u guys win?
[18:43:24] James: yea
[18:43:40] Jackie: congrats! by how much?
[18:44:08] James: a lot
[18:44:16] Jackie: thats good
[18:44:34] Jackie: !!
[18:45:29] Jackie: hey im sorry Michelle took the taking ur stuff a bit too far
[18:47:57] Jackie: u there?
[18:48:13] James: yea
[18:48:32] Jackie: hey im sorry Michelle took the taking ur stuff a bit too far
[18:51:03] Jackie: r u mad?
[18:52:59] Jackie: or u just dont want to talk to me
[18:53:45] The following message could not be delivered to all recipients: r u mad?
[18:53:45] The following message could not be delivered to all recipients: or u just dont want to talk to me
[18:53:52] Jackie: r u mad?
[18:54:03] Jackie: or u just dont want to talk to me
[18:54:16] James: no
[18:54:31] James: could never be that
[18:54:43] Jackie: oh
[18:54:58] Jackie: how come?
[18:58:03] Jackie: ...
[18:58:20] James: ...
[18:58:46] Jackie: how come?
[18:59:04] James: i wonder
[18:59:14] Jackie: huh?
[18:59:28] James: nevermind
[18:59:34] Jackie: ok
[18:59:53] Jackie: hey im dieing to know..can u plz tell me the end+
[18:59:55] Jackie: ???
[18:59:59] Jackie: plz!!!
[19:00:12] James: no
[19:00:25] Jackie: y??
[19:00:46] James: cuz i dont feeel like it
[19:01:00] Jackie: tomorrow??
[19:01:19] James: not looking like it
[19:01:25] Jackie: y?
[19:01:53] James: cuz i dont feel like telling you
[19:02:13] Jackie: how come+
[19:02:49] James: couple reasons
[19:03:01] Jackie: which r....
[19:06:24] Jackie: at least tell me that
[19:06:51] James: first you go tell stuff we talked about
[19:07:14] Jackie: i was drunk and it must of slipped, but i wont do that again
[19:07:34] James: yea
[19:07:52] Jackie: i swear
[19:09:57] Jackie: what r the other reasons
[19:10:17] James: i dont want to say right now
[19:10:27] James: i'll let you cool down
[19:10:39] Jackie: im cool
[19:10:57] James: i dont know
[19:11:05] James: you said that before
[19:11:21] Jackie: no really im cool
[19:12:24] James: ok
[19:13:50] Jackie: so r u gonna tell me the other reasons or not
[19:14:17] James: you were just acting childish
[19:15:06] Jackie: i know i was, i hate it when i do! i don't know what has gotten into me lately i feel like a 5 year old
[19:18:28] Jackie: u there¨?
[19:18:54] James: been here
[19:19:24] Jackie: then y dont u say anythin
[19:19:51] James: i have nothing to say
[19:20:15] Jackie: oh
[19:21:53] Jackie: im sorry i sometimes act childlish but thats me, take me or leave me
[19:21:54] The following message could not be delivered to all recipients: im sorry i sometimes act childlish but that's me, take me or lea...
I don't know this is all very weird, I don't what's going to happen tomorrow.