Authors note : Another Carby.(Don't sue me, I just love it so much.) My
first try writing fanfic, so bear with me. I don't even know how the
characters talk with each other!! Hmm, no wonder I'm so jealous of u ppo
out there who can really WRITE!! lol. Please R& R. I gotta kno what u guys
think.
Disclaimer: I wish I own everybody. but unfortunately I don't. But one day I will, heehe. For now, I don't own anyone in ER.
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I stared at the calendar. February 14th. The day which couples are supposed to celebrate. I guess this rule doesn't apply to me and Carter. I turned my head and watched him sleep. I placed my hand on his chest and felt it move up and down with every breath he took.
"Hey." He mumbled sleepily.
"Hey you." I whispered. "Go back to sleep." Once he wakes up, he will realize what day today is, and start to morn for Lucy. The longer he sleep; the better.
He smiled and gazed up at me. "Have I ever told you this? You look absolutely stunning at the morning."
I smacked him on the chest. "Carter! Yeah, you told me that about 100 times."
"Hey, what day today is?"
Here comes. I thought. It hurts me every year. It hurts even more this year. It's the 5th year anniversary of Lucy's death. I couldn't bear to tell him that today is the day. "February 14th." I said softly, rubbing his back. The tender spot.
As I had expected, his face scrunched up. At that moment, he looked so helpless, so sad, that all I want to do is to kiss him and hug him, to tell him that everything will be okay, just as he had told me once before. "Carter." Was all I said,
"I'm fine." He said as he pushed himself up. I followed him into the bathroom.
"You sure?"
"Yes, Abby." He winced when he accidentally cut himself with razor. A small trickle of blood flowed down his neck. "Damn."
"Here." I pulled out a tissue and helped him to clean up. "What time are you on today?" I asked.
"Kerry gave me day off." That surprised me. Kerry never gave anyone day offs unless completely necessary.
"What?"
"Don't look so surprised. She did give it to me." He smiled and turned to face me. "Want to stay home with me today?"
"I can't. The hospital phoned me and said I must go. They're short of hands." I sighed.
"Come on. They'll manage. Stay." Carter pulled me close. "I need company."
I wanted to stay. I wanted to be in his arms all day. I wanted to help him get through today. I want to do so many things. But I can't. I knew I would be in for it if I don't appear in the hospital today.
"Carter, you know I can't. Kerry will probably make me sit through a seminar on 'responsibilities' if I don't show up." I leaned forward and kissed him on the forehead.
'Alright." He let go of me looked at me with his dark eyes. "Come back soon."
"Yeah. If they don't make me work extra." I said as I pulled on my coat. I opened the door and stepped out. "Bye." I called out.
"Bye. Love you." Carter kissed me and closed the door. I smiled as I walked onto the cold, dreary Chicago streets.
At that moment, my mind was too occupied to know where I was going. I crossed the roads, ignoring the cars that came whizzing by. Suddenly, a pair of headlights appeared just in front of me. A sharp, piercing pain soar through my body And I saw nothing but red. It hurt so bad that I want nothing but to die. Then, as suddenly as the pain had come, I felt no more. I closed my eyes and let the darkness swallow me up. My body fell limp and I uttered a low cry as my body met the ground.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Teehehe. I know there are like, 14 days until Valentines day, but I couldn't resist writing a story! Happy Valentine's day everone! Review plzplzplzplzpzlz and tell me if I should continue. *hugz* (I know I sound desperate for reviews)
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Disclaimer: I wish I own everybody. but unfortunately I don't. But one day I will, heehe. For now, I don't own anyone in ER.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Be my Valentine.
I stared at the calendar. February 14th. The day which couples are supposed to celebrate. I guess this rule doesn't apply to me and Carter. I turned my head and watched him sleep. I placed my hand on his chest and felt it move up and down with every breath he took.
"Hey." He mumbled sleepily.
"Hey you." I whispered. "Go back to sleep." Once he wakes up, he will realize what day today is, and start to morn for Lucy. The longer he sleep; the better.
He smiled and gazed up at me. "Have I ever told you this? You look absolutely stunning at the morning."
I smacked him on the chest. "Carter! Yeah, you told me that about 100 times."
"Hey, what day today is?"
Here comes. I thought. It hurts me every year. It hurts even more this year. It's the 5th year anniversary of Lucy's death. I couldn't bear to tell him that today is the day. "February 14th." I said softly, rubbing his back. The tender spot.
As I had expected, his face scrunched up. At that moment, he looked so helpless, so sad, that all I want to do is to kiss him and hug him, to tell him that everything will be okay, just as he had told me once before. "Carter." Was all I said,
"I'm fine." He said as he pushed himself up. I followed him into the bathroom.
"You sure?"
"Yes, Abby." He winced when he accidentally cut himself with razor. A small trickle of blood flowed down his neck. "Damn."
"Here." I pulled out a tissue and helped him to clean up. "What time are you on today?" I asked.
"Kerry gave me day off." That surprised me. Kerry never gave anyone day offs unless completely necessary.
"What?"
"Don't look so surprised. She did give it to me." He smiled and turned to face me. "Want to stay home with me today?"
"I can't. The hospital phoned me and said I must go. They're short of hands." I sighed.
"Come on. They'll manage. Stay." Carter pulled me close. "I need company."
I wanted to stay. I wanted to be in his arms all day. I wanted to help him get through today. I want to do so many things. But I can't. I knew I would be in for it if I don't appear in the hospital today.
"Carter, you know I can't. Kerry will probably make me sit through a seminar on 'responsibilities' if I don't show up." I leaned forward and kissed him on the forehead.
'Alright." He let go of me looked at me with his dark eyes. "Come back soon."
"Yeah. If they don't make me work extra." I said as I pulled on my coat. I opened the door and stepped out. "Bye." I called out.
"Bye. Love you." Carter kissed me and closed the door. I smiled as I walked onto the cold, dreary Chicago streets.
At that moment, my mind was too occupied to know where I was going. I crossed the roads, ignoring the cars that came whizzing by. Suddenly, a pair of headlights appeared just in front of me. A sharp, piercing pain soar through my body And I saw nothing but red. It hurt so bad that I want nothing but to die. Then, as suddenly as the pain had come, I felt no more. I closed my eyes and let the darkness swallow me up. My body fell limp and I uttered a low cry as my body met the ground.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Teehehe. I know there are like, 14 days until Valentines day, but I couldn't resist writing a story! Happy Valentine's day everone! Review plzplzplzplzpzlz and tell me if I should continue. *hugz* (I know I sound desperate for reviews)
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