Author's note: Oh gosh, thx so much for the reviews. I luv u guys. Hehehe. So, in order not to disappoint u, this is the next chapter. Will I kill Abby?? I'll leave u guys here!

Disclaimer: *Using my power* 'Be mine Carter. Be mine' *Ignored by him* Oh well, I don't own anyone in ER.

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Carter's POV

Just a few minutes after Abby left, I couldn't bear it anymore. I don't want her to leave me. Especially not today. I had never thought I would ever say this, but I want to work today. I grabbed my coat and rushed out of the door.

The cold air hit me in a full blast, it did me a world of good, my head cleared up from all the fuzz.

Sometimes, I still can't believe my luck. To find such a wonderful woman --- Abby, and to have her love me back. When I wake up everyday and see her mass of messy brown hair, I couldn't help but reach out to mess it more. I love the way her eyes pierce through you. Whenever she looks at me, time stops, I stop breathing. Nothing matters anymore. I just want to hold her, to kiss her, and never let go.

Today is February 14th. Even though I love Abby, I can't get Lucy out of my mind. I liked her, a lot. It wasn't fair, I know. She shouldn't die that young. Right now, my heart is aching, I miss her. I may not have loved her the way I love Abby, but she was special to me.

I sighed as I walked nearer and nearer to the hospital. My breath is coming out in little puffs of white smoke. The sign of life in my body.

"Carter."

"Susan." I was walked on, not stopping, for I wanted to meet Abby as soon as I can. Susan quickened her steps to follow me. "How's it going with Abby?" She asked. God, this woman can read my mind.

"Fine, everything's good."

"Jeez, Cater you're blushing. How good is it? Must be really good, huh? I was worried you couldn't find a girl that could replace me, but oh well." We walked into the hospital.

"I'm not blushing. Gotta go." I waved good bye and went to find Abby.

"Carter? What are you doing here? Come on, don't stand there, help. Car crash, female, 30, injuries in lower back and abdomen, ETA 5 minutes." Lydia pushed a chart into my stomach.

"Wait, I'm not on." I cried.

Ldia shook her head sympathetically as she walked away. "So sorry, none can do."

I groaned, fustrated. There's nothing I can do. I walked out of the ambulance bay and waited for the ambulance to arrive.

"Hey." It was Susan.

"You again."

"Is there a problem?"

"No."

"Are you okay? I know today must be hard for you. I'm sorry."

"How'd you know?" I never told her anything. I don't like talking about Lucy.

"Abby told me. Are you okay?"

"I wish everybody would just stop asking me that. Why do you female talk about everything."

"You'll never understand." She was interrupted by the ambulance. We ran towards it.

They started to give me the stats but I didn't hear anything. I only saw one thing. It was Abby lying helplessly. Her skin was so pale and a dark red puddle is forming on the sheets. My heart stopped beating.

"Oh my god. Carter?" Susan whispered.

"Quick, get her in. We must do everything to help her. She couldn't die. Not today. Not any day." I snapped into doctor mode. There's nothing I want to do but to help Abby. If she died, I knew I would die with her.

"Look, you better work fast." The paramedic interrupted. "I doubt you can help her." I saw Susan shaking her head at the paramedic.

"Why?" I asked sharply. Susan closed her eyes, silently begging him to say no more. But I wouldn't stop until I know what's happening to Abby. "What is wrong? Tell me. The rest of you wheel her in and help her. God Susan, help her!" I screamed.

After they went in, I turned my head to face the paramedic, I shook him. Hard.

"You. Tell. Me."

"Doctor, her condition was already critical when we arrived at the location of the crash." The paramedic replied shakily. "On the way here, she.."

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Tehehe. I know I'm being mean, but I'm gonna leave u guys here. And well, coz I'm no real doctor, and am only a sophomore in high school, I know nothing about medical terms. If I made any mistakes, forgive me. =P And oh plz once again, Review!!! I luv you guys. (Though I know you guys probably hate me for not telling you if Abby's dead or not.)

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I'm crashing. I'm so tired. Stay tuned for the next chapter!