Geez! Disclamers are annoying! Anyways, I don't own Digimon and I never will...unless.....never mind.

Kokoro

Chapter 4: Ruki

Ruki

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Going to the digital world made me realize a lot of things that I never knew I had. Like the bond and trust I have with Takato, Jenrya, and the others, and the love that I had for Renamon. But above all, it has tought me appreciation. Appreciation for my friends, family, and partner. I guess I'm considered pretty lucky compared to others, even though sometimes I think I have the worst family in the universe. Actually, I have it all, unlike Juri... poor girl... she not only lost her mother, but Leomon too. At first, she seemed so happy, it was frightening, but as we continued our journey, I realized she wasn't all that she seemed to be. It was just a shell, to conceal and protect the vulnerable core inside it. And I guess that Leomon's death shattered the shell and penetrated her core. Poor Juri...

Juri

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Ruki... never thought she liked me much anyways. She's so lucky... what wouldn't I give to be like her? Such a caring family, and strong too... she's been through so much, but not even a glimpse of pain escapes her..... but... I guess I'm not that bad..... am I? After all, Renamon never... died. But they don't know... none of them knows... and never will... know the pain that swims in my heart. None of them knows..... like a thousand needles pinned in me... I was the reason... it was because of me... that he died..... I was the reason, I shouldn't have let him go..........

- Flaming Inferno

Long time no update!!! Anyways, I've deleted the quotes since I lost my file for them... I liked the quotes too..... And guess what?!?!? TODAY'S MY BIRTHDAY... no seriously!!! And I'm sick too..... how sad, the only day of the year and I get sick.....