Chapter 7-
Split Personalities
Movie World
Movie Remus wakes up, yawning and stretching.
He looks at the clock, sees the time, and pokes his bedmate's arm to wake him.
"Siri, get up." The man mumbled protests. "Siri."
"Dun' wanna ge' up," was the drowsy reply.
"Time for work."
Sirius grumbled unintelligently. "Why?"
"Well, you need work."
"Fiiine." He pulled back the sheets, smiling as he saw he was nude. "Didja try to seduce me in my sleep?"
"No. Sorry, Sirius, no sex."
"Fuck. Why not?" Sirius reached over and grabbed a pair of pants, pulling them on.
Remus smiled as he watched Sirius disentangle his hair with his hands. "Wasn't in the mood."
"Then why the hell were you in my bed?"
"You were drunk. Carried me here, promised me a good time, stripped and promptly fell asleep on my arm." He pinched Sirius's cheek. "So damned cute."
"You could have taken advantage, y'know."
"I've told you before, Sirius, I don't fuck my friends."
"Even when they beg. We're soul mates, baby, can't you see that?"
"You're just curious. Experimental. What's it like to be with another guy? It's not so great."
"So, naturally, you only do it almost every day."
"Sorry. But I don't fuck my friends. You're not gay. And we're not soul mates. You don't really even love me."
Sirius looked at him solemnly. "But I do. So much it fucking hurts, Moony."
"Go to work."
Sirius looked hurt, as if trying to fight back tears. "Fine. Sure. Whatever." He grabbed a shirt and walked out, going outside to his bike. He mounted it, slid on the shirt, and kicked off the ground as the bike began to hover.
Remus waved him off.
"Now you know you hurt him there," an oh-too-familiar voice called.
"He's not worth the energy it would take to fuck him."
The other man came over, sighing. "Sex doesn't matter. Just knowing how he feels- Can't you at least let me tell him that, just once, I believe him?" The other man was infuriated.
"You actually believe Sirius Black is your soul mate, Remus? You must be kidding! I'm your soul mate."
"We merely share the same soul."
"Same body, same soul. You're mine, Remus, and I'm not letting you go. Ever."
"I never asked for you! But- I tried to live with you. I tried. I just wanted an hour, a fucking hour, alone with him. No physical contact, just knowing he's not alone, either. I let you abuse me, rape me, hurt me, all in exchange for an hour. When do I get it, Moony, when?"
Remus- Moony- pulled the other man close, kissing him deeply. "I fucking chose you. I gave you everything, and in exchange you ran off to try and mate with him. We were supposed to make that decision together. Mates. God, of all the people, why him?"
"Because I love him, Moony. You can't choose who you love. But still, you had no right to get jealous."
"Huh!" Moony stared at the other half of his soul, thinking. "He is pretty, isn't he?" Moony shoved Remus down on the bed.
Remus licked his lips, thinking. "Yes. Yes, oh god, yes." Moony crawled on top of him, pinning him down.
"Maybe be should fuck him." Remus nodded, blushing. Moony smiled. "You want to, huh? We could give him the roll of his life, couldn't we? And."
Moony leaned over, whispering the words slowly and seductively as he pulled off Remus's shirt. "He's so damned sexy."
"YES!" Remus yelped, and Moony ran his hands over his chest.
"Everything you want, right? Everything you've ever wanted in another person, someone you could give your heart and body over to so easily."
Remus whimpered, nodding fiercely.
Moony's grin grew more evil as he tugged Remus's belt. Remus reached down to help, so caught up in the pent-up desires Moony was drawing out of him to care who was with him. "You realize that whether or not we seduce him, I'll be the one he fucks." Moony slid a hand under the waistband, and Remus moaned, quickly sliding out of the pants.
".I know."
"He'll be my mate, not yours." Another quick kiss, then he nibbled his ear tenderly. Remus sighed his approval, and Moony continued, removing his own clothes.
"I know."
"That's if I keep him." He laid Remus beneath him, spread-eagled, and thrust. "You know how much I like breaking pretty things. And Sirius is very pretty."
Remus started sobbing. Not because he hated what Moony was saying, not even because Moony did his best to hurt him whenever he did this.
He cried because he let Moony control and take advantage of him again.
"Calm down- It's only in our mind. I've told you a thousand times. I can't physically rape myself. So just pretend I'm Sirius like always and let your mind wander as I satisfy myself."
Remus nodded, knowing it was useless to argue when the enemy was himself.
Worse, it was the part of him in charge.
The jealous part of his soul that secretly loved him the way he loved Sirius Black.
And once again Remus buried himself deep inside his mind to hide as Moony raped him worse than any other lover had.
At that point, Draco Malfoy snapped awake.
Split Personalities
Movie World
Movie Remus wakes up, yawning and stretching.
He looks at the clock, sees the time, and pokes his bedmate's arm to wake him.
"Siri, get up." The man mumbled protests. "Siri."
"Dun' wanna ge' up," was the drowsy reply.
"Time for work."
Sirius grumbled unintelligently. "Why?"
"Well, you need work."
"Fiiine." He pulled back the sheets, smiling as he saw he was nude. "Didja try to seduce me in my sleep?"
"No. Sorry, Sirius, no sex."
"Fuck. Why not?" Sirius reached over and grabbed a pair of pants, pulling them on.
Remus smiled as he watched Sirius disentangle his hair with his hands. "Wasn't in the mood."
"Then why the hell were you in my bed?"
"You were drunk. Carried me here, promised me a good time, stripped and promptly fell asleep on my arm." He pinched Sirius's cheek. "So damned cute."
"You could have taken advantage, y'know."
"I've told you before, Sirius, I don't fuck my friends."
"Even when they beg. We're soul mates, baby, can't you see that?"
"You're just curious. Experimental. What's it like to be with another guy? It's not so great."
"So, naturally, you only do it almost every day."
"Sorry. But I don't fuck my friends. You're not gay. And we're not soul mates. You don't really even love me."
Sirius looked at him solemnly. "But I do. So much it fucking hurts, Moony."
"Go to work."
Sirius looked hurt, as if trying to fight back tears. "Fine. Sure. Whatever." He grabbed a shirt and walked out, going outside to his bike. He mounted it, slid on the shirt, and kicked off the ground as the bike began to hover.
Remus waved him off.
"Now you know you hurt him there," an oh-too-familiar voice called.
"He's not worth the energy it would take to fuck him."
The other man came over, sighing. "Sex doesn't matter. Just knowing how he feels- Can't you at least let me tell him that, just once, I believe him?" The other man was infuriated.
"You actually believe Sirius Black is your soul mate, Remus? You must be kidding! I'm your soul mate."
"We merely share the same soul."
"Same body, same soul. You're mine, Remus, and I'm not letting you go. Ever."
"I never asked for you! But- I tried to live with you. I tried. I just wanted an hour, a fucking hour, alone with him. No physical contact, just knowing he's not alone, either. I let you abuse me, rape me, hurt me, all in exchange for an hour. When do I get it, Moony, when?"
Remus- Moony- pulled the other man close, kissing him deeply. "I fucking chose you. I gave you everything, and in exchange you ran off to try and mate with him. We were supposed to make that decision together. Mates. God, of all the people, why him?"
"Because I love him, Moony. You can't choose who you love. But still, you had no right to get jealous."
"Huh!" Moony stared at the other half of his soul, thinking. "He is pretty, isn't he?" Moony shoved Remus down on the bed.
Remus licked his lips, thinking. "Yes. Yes, oh god, yes." Moony crawled on top of him, pinning him down.
"Maybe be should fuck him." Remus nodded, blushing. Moony smiled. "You want to, huh? We could give him the roll of his life, couldn't we? And."
Moony leaned over, whispering the words slowly and seductively as he pulled off Remus's shirt. "He's so damned sexy."
"YES!" Remus yelped, and Moony ran his hands over his chest.
"Everything you want, right? Everything you've ever wanted in another person, someone you could give your heart and body over to so easily."
Remus whimpered, nodding fiercely.
Moony's grin grew more evil as he tugged Remus's belt. Remus reached down to help, so caught up in the pent-up desires Moony was drawing out of him to care who was with him. "You realize that whether or not we seduce him, I'll be the one he fucks." Moony slid a hand under the waistband, and Remus moaned, quickly sliding out of the pants.
".I know."
"He'll be my mate, not yours." Another quick kiss, then he nibbled his ear tenderly. Remus sighed his approval, and Moony continued, removing his own clothes.
"I know."
"That's if I keep him." He laid Remus beneath him, spread-eagled, and thrust. "You know how much I like breaking pretty things. And Sirius is very pretty."
Remus started sobbing. Not because he hated what Moony was saying, not even because Moony did his best to hurt him whenever he did this.
He cried because he let Moony control and take advantage of him again.
"Calm down- It's only in our mind. I've told you a thousand times. I can't physically rape myself. So just pretend I'm Sirius like always and let your mind wander as I satisfy myself."
Remus nodded, knowing it was useless to argue when the enemy was himself.
Worse, it was the part of him in charge.
The jealous part of his soul that secretly loved him the way he loved Sirius Black.
And once again Remus buried himself deep inside his mind to hide as Moony raped him worse than any other lover had.
At that point, Draco Malfoy snapped awake.