Author's note: But why, WHY am I so evil? ç_ç I don't know what to write, so I'll just say that Sesshoumaru&C. aren't mine, but of Rumiko Takahashi. I can't call him Sess-chan after.oops, you don't know it, yet! Please, read! CHAPTER 17 YOU'VE BETRAIED ME "Sesshoumaru, what." Anna said. She felt the need to turn and run away. ""Come in and lock the door.- Sesshoumaru said, without moving- We have to talk." Anna's heart tried to jump away, but Anna tried to calm down. What was this 'we have to talk? Sesshoumaru was surely angry.Maybe because her show with that.her name.that Kima? Ready to an interminable argue with him, Anna entered inside the room and locked the door behind her. In the room reigned darkness. And a deep silence, too. Anna could heard her heart beat the time, while her eyes were focused on the still figure inside the few rays of light from the outside. Sesshoumaru's silence made her feel uneasy. "Listen, I'm sorry for Kima." Anna said, trying to anticipate the events and to dispel that ugly tension. "You're been very artful." Sesshoumaru said, burying her words under a cold blanket. At those words, Anna started to feel scared. Something was definitely wrong. It didn't seem the start of one of their typical argues. Sesshoumaru was more distant now than in the night she was become a youkai. "Sesshoumaru, I don't understand." she said, but a terrible suspect was already inside her mind. "Shut up.- Sesshoumaru said, making a step to her- I'm tired of your foolish human lies running through my head.! Not able to move, Anna followed Sesshoumaru's movements till he stopped in front of her. Anna looked at his face and the contempt she could read in his eyes made her blood froze. "From when?" he asked. "F.From when what?" Anna asked. Sesshoumaru gripped her shoulders, his fingers deeply in her flesh with violence. Anna tried to free herself, scared. What was happening? Why did he act like this?! "You hurt me!" she said. "How many time is passed by since you've hid your feelings?" Sesshoumaru asked, with a dangerous hiss. Anna stopped, astonished. "Have you.seen me?" she said, without voice. Sesshoumaru smiled ironically and Anna closed her eyes, cursing herself. Stupid, stupid, stupid! "It's not as you think." Anna said, but Sesshoumaru clutched her shoulders more deeply, killing whatever she wanted to say. "Don't search excuses, stupid wench.- Sesshoumaru said, while in his eyes passed a red flash of anger- How have you dared to fool me, the great Sesshoumaru? With what courage have you showed me your liar face for all this time?!" "I've never lied!" Anna cried. No! NO! Why was all gone wrong?! "But this is a lie, isn't it?!" Sesshoumaru growled, shaking her. Anna denied, trying to restrain her tears. "And I'm been so fool to fall into your trap! I was near to fa." Sesshoumaru stopped to talk and Anna opened her eyes, surprised. Sesshoumaru.Sesshoumaru was so angry.because he felt anything for her? Was it the point? Did he believe she had lied when she smiled at him or talked with him gently? No, he was wrong! The only thought that now he hated her was breaking her heart in pieces! "Please, Sesshoumaru, listen to me.- she said, trying to calm her trembling voice- It's true, I've hid my feelings since the day I returned to the Palace, after that.that fact. The reason is." "I don't want to listen.- Sesshoumaru said, coldly, moving one of his hand to her throat- You've damaged me, but luckily I'm in time to put a stop to all this." He stopped when Anna's hand touched his one with tenderness. He looked in her eyes and his heart stopped. In those eyes shone something so deep to hurt him. But she couldn't, she wasn't sincere. "Sesshoumaru, I was afraid about showing to you what I felt. You were.not ready, yet." she said. "It's a decision of mine if I'm ready or not for something." Sesshoumaru said, clutching her neck. Anna made a face but didn't stop to look right in his eyes. "You're not ready.- Anna whispered, than she cried with anger and desperation- Do you really think I'm so happy about not be completely sincere with you?!" Sesshoumaru made an angry face. That wench was gone too far and he had given to her the possibility to talk too much. He was there to humiliate her and kill her, so it was better do it there and then. He looked at her for the last time, in her eyes that seemed to make a hole in his soul showing trust and sincerity.Sesshoumaru didn't ever understand what happened then. Anna understood it was the end when she saw the anger over his face. She closed her eyes, waiting for the final act, too much desperate for her failure for think about a reaction, when she felt herself pushed against Sesshoumaru. A second later, Sesshoumaru's lips met hers, in a violent and passionate kiss. Sesshoumaru was kissing her?! Anna was too much astonished to think clearly, but her youkai's senses felt his anger and frustration inside that kiss. Those, with her sensation, made her cry. A tear fell over her face. In that moment, Sesshoumaru opened his eyes wide, puzzled because his crazy action, and pushed Anna away, giving an end to the kiss and giving her his back. Anna, fell on the ground, stood there, dumbfounded, while tears streaked her cheeks without she could really feel them. Sesshoumaru was disgusted of himself. He had never, NEVER, lose his control in such a way! He hadn't kill her.he had KISSED her! What a weakly person was he becoming?! "I don't want to see your face again." he said. If he couldn't kill her, better to put a big distance through them. "Sesshoumaru." Anna said with a trembling voice, raising her face to look at him- Sesshoumaru, please." "If you'll show your face at the Palace, I'll give the order to kill you.- Sesshoumaru went on, turning and walking to the door- For me, you're already dead." Whit this, Sesshoumaru opened the door and went out. Anna stood inside the dark room, looking with teary eyes the closed door. "I couldn't tell you that I love you.- she said, while all her self-control vanished- And now you hate me.Don't hate me.Please, don't hate me!!!" Her last words were lost in her sighs. Sesshoumaru, in the corridor, stopped his steps, like for an afterthought. He felt empty, but his heart beat madly. Tenseiga seemed to pulse at his side. He touched his lips, then rubbed them to cancel even the remember of that damned kiss. He went on to walk, rebuilding the ice armour around his heart. ** Anna spent a terrifying night. She was desperate, but, more of all, she hadn't the slightest idea about how to put a remedy over that disaster. Sesshoumaru hated her, but only because he hadn't understand! She loved him with all her heart! A bit before the dawn, Anna raised on her feet from the ground she had spent the night on. Her face was still full of tears, but Anna didn't care. She had absolutely to talk with Sesshoumaru. She couldn't go without say that she loved him. Sesshoumaru wouldn't surely say the same, but Anna couldn't even think about his contempt for her, not mentioning the fact she couldn't see him anymore. She went out from her room and walked like a sleepwalker to his one. She reached the door, searching the courage to knock, when she heard voices from the inside. Sesshoumaru was talking with someone. "So, she isn't your mate." this someone said. Anna stopped. She wasn't able to give a face to that voice, but he is for sure the youkai had denied her entrance in the Family. Sesshoumaru didn't understand but the other laughed. "I understand, Sesshoumaru-sama. You couldn't blemish your noble kind with such a creature." he said. Anna squeezed her fists and bit her lips, listening. "It's obvious." Sesshoumaru said, with his typical cold voice. The other giggled. "In this case, you haven't reasons for say me no, haven't you?" the youkai asked. "You can do what you want." Sesshoumaru replied. "Really thank you, Sesshoumaru-sama.- the inu-youkai said- I need a new lover and that girl, Anna, is good enough to give me some children. She has surely a dirty human soul, but her blood is demoniac. In charge, I'll try to take the wolf youkais with us." "I've faith." Sesshoumaru said. Anna's head was really near to explode, how the blood pulsated inside her veins. Sesshoumaru was selling her to another youkai!!!! "Just a thing.- Sesshoumaru said- If you can't tame her, kill her. She's a untrustworthy creature and she has enough power. Don't let her do what she wants so easily." "It'll be my duty be careful, Sesshoumaru-sama." the other answered, smiling mischeviously. The door opened with a violent sound. Sesshoumaru and his guest turned to the door, where Anna stood, showing her fangs in a terrible angry face and squeezing her fists. "You are.selling me to him." she growled. From her fists started to drip some bloody drops. "Talking of the devil." the inu-youkai said. "I've told you that I don't want to see your face anymore." Sesshoumaru said, trying to turn away. "Did you want to know how I felt, Sesshoumaru?" Anna asked, with an unnatural and deep voice. Sesshoumaru turned to her again, puzzled. he noticed with surprise that Anna's fangs were grown and her eyes was golden. The sclera was blue. "Calm down.- the other inu-youkai said, annoyed- If you'll transform yourself here, you'll damage the corridor." Anna didn't look at him, her eyes were focused over the unmoving face of Sesshoumaru. "Would you know what I feel NOW, Sesshoumaru?!- Anna said, her voice more strong- So, here! Take all I feel! Take it all!!!!" Saying this, Anna left go her feelings. A monstrous wave of hate, desperation and fighting spirit fill the room, hitting like it was something physical the two. "I HATE YOU, SESSHOUMARU!!!!- Anna cried, covering her face with her nailed hands- I HATE YOU!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!" With a last glance that passed through Sesshoumaru, Anna turned and ran away at an incredible speed. "Stupid wench.- the inu-youkai said, starting to run behind her- I'll take care of her, Sesshoumaru-sama!" Sesshoumaru was petrified. he couldn't believe he had caused such a reaction in her. But.maybe she hadn't lie? He.Was he wrong? Why, why had she react in that way? He couldn't stand that deep hate! Was it a so deep feeling what she had hid for all those months? he didn't understand, didn't understand! Damn, he wanted to understand!!!!!!

"Anna.- he said, without voice- Stop." He had to stop her before she could fight against the other inu-youkai. Anna ran away, leaving her anger take the control. Her youkai blood pulsated as never, filling her of an unknown strength. She heard the alarm cried of the inu-youkais around her, while she went out from the house, but she didn't care. She felt herself changed, more fined and big. The only words in her mind were HATE and DEATH. She laughed at the sound of a thunder. With a couple of jump, she was at the borders of Inuzuka., while the animals ran away feeling her evil presence. She turned, annoyed. An inu- youkai was just behind her. Anna recognized him. He was that damned who had tried to buy her from Sesshoumaru. Growling, without notice her change and the inu-youkais all around, Anna started to give the right lesson to that bastard. Sesshoumaru couldn't believe to his eyes when, while he was running to the head of the inu-youkai's group, he saw the two fighters. Anna was, for the first time in her new life, in her dog-form. A big golden dog, with long and shining hair, golden eyes with blue sclera and a blue-golden flame over her forehead. The bloody anger that flashed in her eyes was not a good signal. A light shone over her head. "Anna, stop!- he cried, running quickly- You're still inside Inuzuka!!" But Anna, seeing Sesshoumaru, lost the bit of rationality that still remained. When the inu-youkai attacked her, she hit him with a leg, making him rolling down the meadow, carrying with him many trees. A moment before Sesshoumaru could reach her, Anna jumped and landed over the inu-youkai, biting him on the neck and killing him with the touch. Sesshoumaru stopped, while the others screamed in indignation. Anna raised her blooded head to the sky and howled wildly, over the dead body of the inu-youkai. "It's my fault." Sesshoumaru whispered, while a picture of the smiling girl laid itself over the bloody monster's one. Anna howled again, than rip off the head of her rival and threw it to the others in sign of contempt. With the blood dripping from her mouth and the anger still in her eyes, the inu-youkai that was been Anna turned her back to the white figure of Sesshoumaru and ran away. Sesshoumaru didn't move, without really advert the other inu-youkais, that were howling, sending their servants to haunt the girl who had spotted Inuzuka's ground. A big group of youkais passed over their heads, following the big golden dog. With a last, big thunder, it started to rain. "Come, Sesshoumaru-sama.- said one of the older- Our servants are enough to punish such an action." Sesshoumaru didn't replied, his eyes focused on the blood dripping from the dead body, carried away by the rain. ** The big golden dog was tired. He had killed many of them, but he had run and fight, run and fight from days. Days.How many? He didn't know. Was it important? No, important was run away from.from.he didn't wanted to think about it. Better growl, eat and kill, fill his body of those fools' energy to try to recover. And that damned rain! Without a stop, it had followed his in his (flight) run, as those stupid youkais, that didn't know how to stop. If not because it rained, the big golden dog would surely covered with blood, the other's and his one. He was been hit, few scratches, but better feel pain that be dead.or not? He had pushed them till there (but where?), a big river of youkais. He had avoided human's villages. He didn't know why, he didn't care so much about humans, but his steps had decided so. The youkais hadn't ever attack him seriously, but now that he was tired, all them had tried to kill him. The big golden dog didn't know how much was during that battle. He only knew that the ground under his feet was covered with corps. He bit a bird youkai, snapping his vertebral column, than he swung two claws, killing maybe ten youkais. Hell! How many were they? "Hiraikotsu!" A human voice? The big golden dog turned his eyes to the voice. yes, a human. Two humans. A woman and a man. He seemed a houshi. Powerful. A big boomerang killed some youkais, then returned to its owner. Crap, he didn't want help from humans! The dog kill the last enemies, while the boomerang hit them again. In that moment, the houshi activated a barrier around the big golden dog. Damn! He was too much weakly to resist. But he didn't want to be defeated. He tried to broke the barrier, but the houshi was too much powerful and (she) he was too much tired. She returned to her human form, while all around the things became more big.or was she the little one? Anna fell on her knees, her hair covering her face, giving a look of hartred to those two humans, that now were approaching her. A tajiya with a big boomerang, dark hair in a ponytail and brown eyes, followed by a cat demon; a young man in the typical dress of a monk. "She's a woman, Miroku." the tajiya said. "I see, Sango." the monk said, with a light of amusement in his eyes to the tajiya cold glance. "Miroku? Sango?" Anna said, with a hoarse voice. She didn't mistake! They were 'they'! "Inuyasha and Kagome.- she whispered, surprising them.- I know them. Please, let me go. Let me." Whatever she was saying, fainted and dead when she fell in the oblivion.