Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, but the story is mine. (woo-hoo) I am praying no one sues me!! If their are any spells and unless I tell you different, I will have obtained them from thecharmedworld.com, so they aren't mine either!
AN: I got a request for Paige's POV, and, though I'm doing all four sisters, and maybe Leo, I will do hers next. So here ya go SnOwBuNnY...:) Thanks for reviewing, you too P3Halliwell1329 , Anne, and of course, Starring Piper! I hope you enjoy the fast update...You don't even have to wait a whole day
Piper is drawing into herself more and more each day. We've all noticed it, but none of us have the courage to really say anything. None of us, that is, except Prue. Prue, the superwitch, the sister I never knew, is here and I am actually afraid. Not of her, but of what might happen now that she is back. I do love her and I am happy she is alive again, but I wonder if I am needed anymore. I see how she is with Phoebs and Piper, and I'm not sure if we'll ever get that way. I was a replacement, and a bad one at that. I didn't need Piper to remind me of it. Though she doesn't say it now, the words echo through my mind constantly these days. I forgave her, but I guess my heart won't forget. I know they love me, and I them, but do they NEED me? Not anymore, not for the Power of Three and maybe not even for a sister. Prue is a perfect sister. Even to me, she is the best sister imagineable.
It must be hard for them, knowing that they have an extra person to worry about. I am in the way, although it hasn't been said. Phoebe barely speaks to me. Neither does Piper, for that matter. They are too busy healing or at least trying. Piper has sunk so far, I think she wants to kill herself. God, what an awful thought. Phoebe won't admit that she has gone through a lot and deserves the chance to let go. I tried talking to them both, and got a subconscious door slammed in my face. Prue says it's because they are trying to forget, and I think maybe I remind them. I came when everything went to Hell, and now I am a constant reminder that it all happened. It did all happen, harsh reality, but it's true. I can't deny it, and I tried. I don't want to be the one that doesn't belong. That is something I just can't take.
Glenn is helping me heal. He is exactly who I need him to be. Without him, I'd be lost. The day he came back after looking for me all night, was the day I began to feel overloaded with guilt. I had been so busy worrying about my sisters, that I neglected him completely. Still, he loves me. I know he knows, he has to. He doesn't seem to hold it against me, but I do enough of that for us both. I love him, and I don't deserve him at all. He deserves someone who can drop everything and just BE with him. I can't give him that, he says he understands, but I hate it anyway. Glenn is my shelter, I need him more than I need to breathe. Thank God I realised it before I pushed him away too far. If it wasn't for him, I think I would go crazy.
I think of moving a lot, have even talked to Glenn about it. I can't, not while my sisters are in the state they are, but after...if they begin to think I am only a distraction, an old replacement they don't need anymore, I will go with Glenn and never come back. I don't want to have to do that, but I don't want to be here if that happens. I love them too much to be a burden to them, even if it means I have to leave the only family I have. I have grown to love them more than anything...so much it hurts just to consider going anywhere. My heart breaks every time I look at Piper. Her eyes mirror her thoughts. I want to comfort her, but only Prue can do that. I wish I could help Phoebe, but Prue says what I can't. I will stay out of they way, and maybe they won't remember that I am IN the way. Maybe I won't have to go. I hope they still love me as much as I do them. For now, I guess I have to wait and see...
AN: I got a request for Paige's POV, and, though I'm doing all four sisters, and maybe Leo, I will do hers next. So here ya go SnOwBuNnY...:) Thanks for reviewing, you too P3Halliwell1329 , Anne, and of course, Starring Piper! I hope you enjoy the fast update...You don't even have to wait a whole day
Piper is drawing into herself more and more each day. We've all noticed it, but none of us have the courage to really say anything. None of us, that is, except Prue. Prue, the superwitch, the sister I never knew, is here and I am actually afraid. Not of her, but of what might happen now that she is back. I do love her and I am happy she is alive again, but I wonder if I am needed anymore. I see how she is with Phoebs and Piper, and I'm not sure if we'll ever get that way. I was a replacement, and a bad one at that. I didn't need Piper to remind me of it. Though she doesn't say it now, the words echo through my mind constantly these days. I forgave her, but I guess my heart won't forget. I know they love me, and I them, but do they NEED me? Not anymore, not for the Power of Three and maybe not even for a sister. Prue is a perfect sister. Even to me, she is the best sister imagineable.
It must be hard for them, knowing that they have an extra person to worry about. I am in the way, although it hasn't been said. Phoebe barely speaks to me. Neither does Piper, for that matter. They are too busy healing or at least trying. Piper has sunk so far, I think she wants to kill herself. God, what an awful thought. Phoebe won't admit that she has gone through a lot and deserves the chance to let go. I tried talking to them both, and got a subconscious door slammed in my face. Prue says it's because they are trying to forget, and I think maybe I remind them. I came when everything went to Hell, and now I am a constant reminder that it all happened. It did all happen, harsh reality, but it's true. I can't deny it, and I tried. I don't want to be the one that doesn't belong. That is something I just can't take.
Glenn is helping me heal. He is exactly who I need him to be. Without him, I'd be lost. The day he came back after looking for me all night, was the day I began to feel overloaded with guilt. I had been so busy worrying about my sisters, that I neglected him completely. Still, he loves me. I know he knows, he has to. He doesn't seem to hold it against me, but I do enough of that for us both. I love him, and I don't deserve him at all. He deserves someone who can drop everything and just BE with him. I can't give him that, he says he understands, but I hate it anyway. Glenn is my shelter, I need him more than I need to breathe. Thank God I realised it before I pushed him away too far. If it wasn't for him, I think I would go crazy.
I think of moving a lot, have even talked to Glenn about it. I can't, not while my sisters are in the state they are, but after...if they begin to think I am only a distraction, an old replacement they don't need anymore, I will go with Glenn and never come back. I don't want to have to do that, but I don't want to be here if that happens. I love them too much to be a burden to them, even if it means I have to leave the only family I have. I have grown to love them more than anything...so much it hurts just to consider going anywhere. My heart breaks every time I look at Piper. Her eyes mirror her thoughts. I want to comfort her, but only Prue can do that. I wish I could help Phoebe, but Prue says what I can't. I will stay out of they way, and maybe they won't remember that I am IN the way. Maybe I won't have to go. I hope they still love me as much as I do them. For now, I guess I have to wait and see...