Disclaimer: I don't own the characters, but the story is mine. (woo-hoo) I am praying no one sues me!! If their are any spells and unless I tell you different, I will have obtained them from thecharmedworld.com, so they aren't mine either!
AN: Do ya wonder what Prue's take is? Yeah...me too! :P Here it is, guys, the Superwitch's POV! WOO-HOO. Paigefan, no, Phoebe wasn't dying, she was going off the deep end, so to speak. I told you it may not make sense to you, sorry for the confusion! Oh, and Starring, since you're such a loyal reviewer, I'ma do another chapter on Piper after this one. K? This story is nearly over, cuz I want to get on with my idea before it flies away!
Things have fallen apart. Everything that used to be normal has flown away and now my sisters are in despair. I am fighting the strong pull misery has, and so far, my tactics are working. I hope it lasts. Otherwise, no one will be here to help my sisters. No one but me should do it. It's my job, my responsiblility as the oldest. Besides, I like taking care of them. I love them more than everything. I am overjoyed at the fact that the Elders finally wisened up and let me come home.
It's different with Paige than it is with the other two. They understand me, my ways, and trust me completely. We grew up together, so it is only natural that we are best friends. Paige seems....wary of me. Like she's afraid I am going to hurt her in some way. I would never, not for any reason, cause her anymore pain than she has already suffered. I know that, but she needs to as well. Hopefully, she'll learn to relax and not be so cautious around me. She has to if I am going to get her through these rough parts. I've got to be there for her, no matter what, like I am with Phoebe and Piper. I refuse to let her feel like an outsider. She went through that with Piper, and it hurt her enough. Maybe that is why she's so hesitant with me. I guess we need to talk, her and I. She has to know that I love her and only want to help. Somehow, I'll make her see that, if it takes what strength I have left to give. My newest baby sister is NOT going to drift away from us and be left behind. She's worth more than that!
Phoebe is slipping to the cracks so far that I'm just not sure if I can pull her out of the...world she's in. She stares, unmoving, for hours at nothing. Sometimes, when I talk to her, she looks through me. It scares me when she does that, but I don't let her know. If I just pretend, for her, that she's healthy and normal, then she just might come back. She is getting a little better, but not because of anything I'm doing. Piper is helping her so much, though she has a lot to deal with herself. For days, Piper would barely speak,and wouldn't look at any of us, but now she's interacting with Phoebe. Phoebe responds more to her than anyone, so I'm kind of giving them space. My heart is heavy knowing that I can't do for her what I should. I was dead, gone from her life, and she no longer needs me. That sounds so selfish. I should be glad she is getting better at all, not moping because it isn't ME that's helping her. Still, I can't help but feel a little lost. Piper has always been the nurturer, and I guess that is what Phoebe needs just now. I will keep quiet and give her what I can. Love, support, encouragement...I hope it's enough.
I wonder about Piper. When she's with Phoebe, she seems so strong, but at night, when I look in on her, she's crying into her pillow. I made the mistake of trying to comfort her, once, and only once. She got hysterical, and didn't calm down until I finally left her alone. It was hard, forcing myself to walk away from someone I'd protected all my life and leave her sobbing and thrashing on the floor. It nearly broke my heart. Sometimes, though, you have to do what hurts the most for you, to help the one you love. Sounds like a pearl of wisdom. I sound like my mom. I miss her, but I have to be here with my sisters.
AN: Do ya wonder what Prue's take is? Yeah...me too! :P Here it is, guys, the Superwitch's POV! WOO-HOO. Paigefan, no, Phoebe wasn't dying, she was going off the deep end, so to speak. I told you it may not make sense to you, sorry for the confusion! Oh, and Starring, since you're such a loyal reviewer, I'ma do another chapter on Piper after this one. K? This story is nearly over, cuz I want to get on with my idea before it flies away!
Things have fallen apart. Everything that used to be normal has flown away and now my sisters are in despair. I am fighting the strong pull misery has, and so far, my tactics are working. I hope it lasts. Otherwise, no one will be here to help my sisters. No one but me should do it. It's my job, my responsiblility as the oldest. Besides, I like taking care of them. I love them more than everything. I am overjoyed at the fact that the Elders finally wisened up and let me come home.
It's different with Paige than it is with the other two. They understand me, my ways, and trust me completely. We grew up together, so it is only natural that we are best friends. Paige seems....wary of me. Like she's afraid I am going to hurt her in some way. I would never, not for any reason, cause her anymore pain than she has already suffered. I know that, but she needs to as well. Hopefully, she'll learn to relax and not be so cautious around me. She has to if I am going to get her through these rough parts. I've got to be there for her, no matter what, like I am with Phoebe and Piper. I refuse to let her feel like an outsider. She went through that with Piper, and it hurt her enough. Maybe that is why she's so hesitant with me. I guess we need to talk, her and I. She has to know that I love her and only want to help. Somehow, I'll make her see that, if it takes what strength I have left to give. My newest baby sister is NOT going to drift away from us and be left behind. She's worth more than that!
Phoebe is slipping to the cracks so far that I'm just not sure if I can pull her out of the...world she's in. She stares, unmoving, for hours at nothing. Sometimes, when I talk to her, she looks through me. It scares me when she does that, but I don't let her know. If I just pretend, for her, that she's healthy and normal, then she just might come back. She is getting a little better, but not because of anything I'm doing. Piper is helping her so much, though she has a lot to deal with herself. For days, Piper would barely speak,and wouldn't look at any of us, but now she's interacting with Phoebe. Phoebe responds more to her than anyone, so I'm kind of giving them space. My heart is heavy knowing that I can't do for her what I should. I was dead, gone from her life, and she no longer needs me. That sounds so selfish. I should be glad she is getting better at all, not moping because it isn't ME that's helping her. Still, I can't help but feel a little lost. Piper has always been the nurturer, and I guess that is what Phoebe needs just now. I will keep quiet and give her what I can. Love, support, encouragement...I hope it's enough.
I wonder about Piper. When she's with Phoebe, she seems so strong, but at night, when I look in on her, she's crying into her pillow. I made the mistake of trying to comfort her, once, and only once. She got hysterical, and didn't calm down until I finally left her alone. It was hard, forcing myself to walk away from someone I'd protected all my life and leave her sobbing and thrashing on the floor. It nearly broke my heart. Sometimes, though, you have to do what hurts the most for you, to help the one you love. Sounds like a pearl of wisdom. I sound like my mom. I miss her, but I have to be here with my sisters.