This is the final chapter.

A/N , decications, and thank yous, at the end of the chapter.


Chapter 13
Did you ever think this could happen?


Gin, what are you and Neville doing out here? Shouldn't you be at lunch?

Harry was looking at the two, puzzled. He was hoping there were out to follow them. Harry would not have put it past Neville, but Ginny Weasly? That just would never happen.

What did you and Malfory come out here for Harry? And don't say for sunshine, or for the view. I'm not stupid. Ginny said with a glare in her eye at Harry.

Harry, I really want to get to the Green House. Can't we just let them be?

Harry just looked Ginny, and Draco dragged him away to the Green House.

Harry reality, learn it. She is 16.

Ya, ok. It took Harry and extra second to sit down.

Draco, I have a feeling you brought me here for more than a blow job.

Draco started to unzip Harry's pants.

Guess again Harry.

Draco kissed his hip. leaving his lips there to long. Harry looked down at Draco.

He really has kept his mouth there a bit to long.

Harry kept looking, Draco was almost shaking.

He's crying. Why is he crying?

Draco, why are you crying? Tears started to well up in his eyes. He was already prepareing himself for what Draco would say.

Harry, did you ever think this could happen would happen? Draco stutterd the words.

Yes. I thought it could happen.



I can tell you the exact moment Draco. Harry breathed in a long breath. A year ago, you sat down for the end of the year feast. You looked at me. Slytherin was only 5 points under Gryffindor. I knew you were looking at me becasue you hated me, you couldn't stand, that I beat you. I know thats what you thought. It was that moment, that moment when you looked at me, that I realized that I loved you. It was never hate with you, every mean thing I said, was out of fear, every mean thing I did was out of fear, becasue I didn't know what else to say or do. Thats the moment Draco. That half a second you looked at me. I knew.

Harry put Draco's face in his hands, and kissed him. Softly, on the lips. They didn't move. Harry wanted to hold him like that forever. Tears were still rolling down his Draco's face, Harry started to weep.

Harry, why are you crying?

I know what you are about to say to me.

You can't possibly know what is going on in my mind right now.

Harry stood up, moving to lay down on the grass. He pulled Draco with him.

I can know. I do know.

Draco sighed, and layed down beside Harry. He put his head on Harry's chest.

Harry, I'm-

Draco, can we just lay like this, and watch the clouds together? Becasue if we lay here, and watch the clouds, the moment can't end. Becasue there are clouds at night. Harry was crying silently.



Draco watched Harry weep.

He never was the weeping type. Or showing his emotions. Any of them.

Draco, when did you know, that this could happen? Draco took a minute, playing with Harry's hair.

Potions. You dropped something on the ground. Under your breath you cursed Oh shit. I shouldn't have been able to hear you. I turned to look at you, as soon as Snape went up to chew you out. Taking off 25 points for Gryffindor. Serves Potter right. If he can't mix his potions properly. I held my gaze at you, and watched your face as you were getting chewed out. My heart panged. I never had a pang before. You did something to me. At that moment, I thought it might happen.

Draco, it still doen't tell me why all the tears.

You said you know.

I do, but it will make you feel better to say it.

St. Harry. Draco rolled his eyes. Thinking about me, aww. How touching.

Yes, I know that.

Draco smirked at Harry, then his face started to turn.

You have to go back to your father Draco. I know that. You also want kids. I know that also. Your family is more important. I understand that. I thought I wanted you to say it, as it turns out, I don't want you to.

Are we suppsed to act differntly towards eachother now.

Yes, friendly. I could never pretend to hate you.

You used to be excellent at it.

Yes, funny how something like this happens, then all the sudden I can't

Wanna keep looking at the clouds for a bit?

Harry breathed in, and stroked Draco's shoulder.

It started to get cold outside, and they layed there. The sun was setting, hoots could be heard. Draco turned to Harry, and kissed him. Softly. He held the kiss to long, but he could feel Harry's tears on his upper lip. He let go.

I love you Harry.

Draco got up, and walked away.

***

Harry's hands snapped back off the peice of paper he was holding. Letting his fingers lightly play with the letters, forming them, as if his finger tips were the pen.

Harry-

Dont look back at this time, as a time of heartache and distress. If Im gone when you wake up, don't cry. I don't want you to cry and weep, this isn't good bye. I'll be with you. I promise.

-Yours always, forever,
Draco


Holding that peice of paper, reminded Harry of 15 years before. The happiest, and saddest day of his life. He sighed to himself. Holding that peice of paper close, starting to put it away..

Harry, did you keep that damn peice of paper this whole time.

Yes, why? It shouldn't matter to you anyway. It doesn't concern you in the least. Harry put on a smug smile.

Harry, we have to go, get your socks on, Christina, has to go to the docotor, and Scott will be back home for Christmas in an hour, its his first year, I can't wait to see him. I bet he has grown.

He does make an excellent Ravenclaw, I heard that he has a girlfriend named Anna, also in Ravenclaw. I guess we just have to wait till he gets home.

Harry stood there for another moment, putting the letter away.

Coming Draco.

The end.


I decicate this chapter to Beau. Beau, you will never be trully alone, as long as you are loved, I will pray for you to have a safe return home. God bless.

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I am also currently, trying to get this story on Astoromy Tower, I have made some changes to it, and the like. Im also working on a fic series Threapy Sessions with Ron., and a Valentines ficlet becasue I love Harry/Draco.

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