Chapter 4: Kagome's Wish
A/N: Here's chapter 4! Hope you like it! Ja!
Kagome smiled but something still tugged at her heart, deep down she knew Inu-Yasha had just blurted that out but it had made her happy to know that someone cared even a little. Yet.yet it didn't help her very much, she knew he loved her, but it didn't feel like the kind of love she needed.
'I guess this is better than nothing.' Kagome thought as they walked down the path toward Kaede's house. When they got back Kaede and the others had just settled down for dinner. When they walked in all eyes turned to Kagome, and upon seeing everything looking safe they smiled gently and the kit, as if on cue jumped into the air to fling himself into her body.
"I missed you Kagome, I thought you were never going to come back. What did Dog face do this time?" Shippou asked sending a glare in Inu- Yasha's direction. Kagome's smile faltered as the kit mentioned the happening of that morning and forced the lump that had started forming in her throat down.
"I'm starved!" She said putting a huge smile on her face. She sat next to Sango as Kaede handed her a bowl of food. Everyone ate in reverent silence. When they had all finished Sango had taken Kagome over into a corner of the room.
"Kagome, you know if you ever need to talk I'll be here for you, we all will Kagome, we are all worried about you. You act weird lately always trying to seclude and isolate yourself." Sango whispered so as no one else in the room would hear. Sango looked at Kagome as her eyes watered a little and her smile faltered but Kagome quickly fought back the emotions she now considered weak and put the façade back up.
"I'm fine Sango really, I've just been stressed out lately, nothing to worry about." Kaogme said happily as she turned to find her sleeping bag.
"I'm tired!" Kagome said faking a yawn. She laid out her sleeping bag and crawled inside it, everybody soon following her decision to sleep. Kagome was exhausted from the days events and even if she didn't it keeping her emotions in check took it's toll, but no matter how she tried to sleep something nagged at the back of her mind as if urging her to open her eyes. Finally she gave up and opened them.
'Where's Inu-Yasha?' Kagome asked herself as she looked around the little hut everyone else was sleeping besides her. 'It must be like eleven o'clock.' She thought to herself. Suddenly she found herself up and walking out the door. Something inside her dragging her body as if she had no control over her actions. Soon she found herself standing in the brush next to a small clearing, her eyes heavy as she started to fall asleep on her feet and yet right before she did she glanced at the small clearing and what she saw woke her up like she had just had a bucket of cold water thrown over her head. She stared wide-eyed at Inu- Yasha as he and the Undead Whore(aka Kikyo.) blatantly made out right in the middle of some clearing. She could hear small moans as They had started loosening each other clothes and could hear the words of love that were soft spoken by Inu-Yasha. Kagome looked down at the Shikon Jewel shards she had and then nodded her head resolutely as if she had made a final decision she then turned on her heal and left the heart-wrenching scene behind her to unfold as it would.
'Who am I to stop him from doing what he wants? I don't care for him anymore, how could he say something like that to me and turn around and betray my trust.AGAIN! All the heart ache you've caused Inu-Yasha, it won't go unpunished.'
Kagome thought darkly as she made her way down a path she had never noticed before and for once not caring whether or not it was safe only caring to find a place where she could be alone. When she finally stopped walking she notice her leg muscles were burning and that her throat was so dry it felt like fly paper when she swallowed. She noticed she was in a small thicket and could hear water a little ways south and stored that in her memory for later use. She then fell to her knees and finally let a tear escape but quickly held herself in check and ripped the necklace with the Shikon Jewel from its customary place about her neck. She smiled as she looked at the jewel as the moon beams from overhead made them shine and twinkle. She felt the power pulling at her, promising her the revenge she so desired, promising her power to control her own life again, promising she would never again feel the pain of heart break if she but wished it so. So she did, she wished for a long time with the large portion of the Shikon jewel clenched so tightly in her hands that her knuckles turned white under the strain, she sat like that until morning mumbling her wish under her breath pleading with the Tama to make her pain disappear and help her gain the control she needed over her life, and as the first rays of dawn filtered through the thicket and landed upon the Tama it dissipated into the air and Kagome collapsed upon the ground unknowing of the changes that were to occur while she slept long into the next night.
A/n: So.What do you think so far? Who will help Kagome before she does something she will regret? More importantly What's happening to her anyways? RnR.
A/N: Here's chapter 4! Hope you like it! Ja!
Kagome smiled but something still tugged at her heart, deep down she knew Inu-Yasha had just blurted that out but it had made her happy to know that someone cared even a little. Yet.yet it didn't help her very much, she knew he loved her, but it didn't feel like the kind of love she needed.
'I guess this is better than nothing.' Kagome thought as they walked down the path toward Kaede's house. When they got back Kaede and the others had just settled down for dinner. When they walked in all eyes turned to Kagome, and upon seeing everything looking safe they smiled gently and the kit, as if on cue jumped into the air to fling himself into her body.
"I missed you Kagome, I thought you were never going to come back. What did Dog face do this time?" Shippou asked sending a glare in Inu- Yasha's direction. Kagome's smile faltered as the kit mentioned the happening of that morning and forced the lump that had started forming in her throat down.
"I'm starved!" She said putting a huge smile on her face. She sat next to Sango as Kaede handed her a bowl of food. Everyone ate in reverent silence. When they had all finished Sango had taken Kagome over into a corner of the room.
"Kagome, you know if you ever need to talk I'll be here for you, we all will Kagome, we are all worried about you. You act weird lately always trying to seclude and isolate yourself." Sango whispered so as no one else in the room would hear. Sango looked at Kagome as her eyes watered a little and her smile faltered but Kagome quickly fought back the emotions she now considered weak and put the façade back up.
"I'm fine Sango really, I've just been stressed out lately, nothing to worry about." Kaogme said happily as she turned to find her sleeping bag.
"I'm tired!" Kagome said faking a yawn. She laid out her sleeping bag and crawled inside it, everybody soon following her decision to sleep. Kagome was exhausted from the days events and even if she didn't it keeping her emotions in check took it's toll, but no matter how she tried to sleep something nagged at the back of her mind as if urging her to open her eyes. Finally she gave up and opened them.
'Where's Inu-Yasha?' Kagome asked herself as she looked around the little hut everyone else was sleeping besides her. 'It must be like eleven o'clock.' She thought to herself. Suddenly she found herself up and walking out the door. Something inside her dragging her body as if she had no control over her actions. Soon she found herself standing in the brush next to a small clearing, her eyes heavy as she started to fall asleep on her feet and yet right before she did she glanced at the small clearing and what she saw woke her up like she had just had a bucket of cold water thrown over her head. She stared wide-eyed at Inu- Yasha as he and the Undead Whore(aka Kikyo.) blatantly made out right in the middle of some clearing. She could hear small moans as They had started loosening each other clothes and could hear the words of love that were soft spoken by Inu-Yasha. Kagome looked down at the Shikon Jewel shards she had and then nodded her head resolutely as if she had made a final decision she then turned on her heal and left the heart-wrenching scene behind her to unfold as it would.
'Who am I to stop him from doing what he wants? I don't care for him anymore, how could he say something like that to me and turn around and betray my trust.AGAIN! All the heart ache you've caused Inu-Yasha, it won't go unpunished.'
Kagome thought darkly as she made her way down a path she had never noticed before and for once not caring whether or not it was safe only caring to find a place where she could be alone. When she finally stopped walking she notice her leg muscles were burning and that her throat was so dry it felt like fly paper when she swallowed. She noticed she was in a small thicket and could hear water a little ways south and stored that in her memory for later use. She then fell to her knees and finally let a tear escape but quickly held herself in check and ripped the necklace with the Shikon Jewel from its customary place about her neck. She smiled as she looked at the jewel as the moon beams from overhead made them shine and twinkle. She felt the power pulling at her, promising her the revenge she so desired, promising her power to control her own life again, promising she would never again feel the pain of heart break if she but wished it so. So she did, she wished for a long time with the large portion of the Shikon jewel clenched so tightly in her hands that her knuckles turned white under the strain, she sat like that until morning mumbling her wish under her breath pleading with the Tama to make her pain disappear and help her gain the control she needed over her life, and as the first rays of dawn filtered through the thicket and landed upon the Tama it dissipated into the air and Kagome collapsed upon the ground unknowing of the changes that were to occur while she slept long into the next night.
A/n: So.What do you think so far? Who will help Kagome before she does something she will regret? More importantly What's happening to her anyways? RnR.