I hate songfics. Can't stand them, they're the bane of my existence. But this one was just begging to be written. This is my first songfic, and it's most likely my last, so enjoy.

Disclaimer: Ginny and co. aren't mine, and neither is the song. The characters, Hogwarts, etc, belong to J. K. Rowling, and the song belongs to t.A.T.u (The song is called "All The Things She Said", by the way.. www.tatugirls.com to hear it)

This is not enough.

All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

This is not enough



I'm sitting in the Great Hall, watching her. She's so beautiful, laughing with her friends. She looks up, and I blush, she's noticed me gazing at her.



I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost

If I'm asking for help it's only because

Being with you has opened my eyes

Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?



I've never felt like this about anyone. It scares me; I didn't know it was even possible to feel like this about anyone. But she's so perfect, how can I not?



I keep asking myself, wondering how

I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out

Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me

Nobody else so we can be free



She's everything to me. My friends laugh at her; they call her strange. They think my brother is weird for being her friend. I sometimes want to scream at them ''You know nothing, you have no idea who she is!'', but I can't. I can't.



All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

This is not enough

This is not enough



She looks up again, she's returning my stare. My brother follows her gaze, throws me a smile. But my eyes are on her only.



All the things she said

All the things she said



I look away. It's wrong to feel like this. I have to stop this. But she's just so beautiful, so amazing..



And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed

They say it's my fault but I want her so much

Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain

Come in over my face, wash away all the shame

When they stop and stare - don't worry me

'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me

I can try to pretend, I can try to forget

But it's driving me mad, going out of my head



I'm not the only one like me here; I doubt anyone at school would give me shit about that. But my family; I'm the only girl, they expect me to meet a nice wizard, settle down, have children. I can't disappoint them.



Mother looking at me

Tell me what do you see?

Yes, I've lost my mind



Mother would be shocked. She's tolerant, in theory. But her own daughter..?



Daddy looking at me

Will I ever be free?

Have I crossed the line?



I don't want to think about Father's reaction. He'd be so disappointed - Daddy's girl is DIFFERENT, Daddy's girl is STRANGE, Daddy's girl.. Isn't Daddy's girl any longer.



All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

All the things she said

All the things she said

Running through my head

This is not enough



I stand up to leave, throwing one last glace her way.



This is not enough