I held my fingers against the knife I had taped to the wall beside the door that was within the room that the person was not in. I closed my eyes; I wasn't sure... But as he spoke of Nagi's eyes...I wanted to kill him. That's a downside to being taught to kill... Killing those that have done wrong starts to seem to be the right thing, and the amount of wrong required becomes blurred. How long...
I ripped the knife off the wall and turned to that person in an attempt to attack him, but all that happened was that his pupils narrowed and I was pushed back against the wall. That pain....it seemed vaguely familiar... Only a telekinetic, only Nagi, had done that to me.
"Who are you? I killed Nagi...!" I murmured weakly, forcing myself to my legs again. "Nagi isn't alive anymore..."
"You didn't kill him," he whispered with a small smile appearing on his face. "That was me."
That person crossed the room towards me and put his arm around my shoulder so that he could support my weight as well. I frowned as he kissed my neck affectionately and whispered a promise of forever in my ear. Didn't he understand I couldn't tolerate him? Didn't he understand that a person like that...was not someone a person like me should be around?
"Do you hate me...?" he asked.
"I'll...I...Nagi is dead. I killed him. The others are alive...you're lying! Just leave...leave before I kill you too..."
I killed him...I killed him... I did it with my own hands.... I sat above him for those seven minutes until I was sure he could no longer breathe... My anger was strong all that time; I was closer to insanity... I don't want to kill anyone ever again...
"That never happened, Omi...are you producing images of your life so you can feel free? I had you at one time... I will have you again. Such a bad assassin...sleeping with the enemy. If you thought you killed him, you would be free from your shame, wouldn't you? No one would know how horrible you really were..." he chuckled with his lips curving upwards before he continued, "and only I would know how pure you are. Weiss is gone, Omi, as is Schwarz... We can be together now, can't we? I can have you again, all to myself..."
His eyes seemed so happy but not in a sane manner... They were relaxed, tranquil... I shivered and looked away from him, hoping he would just go away. Hate him...how I wished I could hate him. He was Nagi; he really was... How I wanted to kill him for it...! Hate...killing him...do I hate him?
"Stop it! You're going to make me like you! Just go! Go before I kill you..."
"You'll never be able to kill me. Look at this person you have become, hiding here, keeping your face from the world. I am the only one that truly exists in this place. Not even you reside here. You're no longer a full person, Omi, and never will be unless you can love me...or hate me."
I...I don't know. I don't understand anything. I don't understand him... Nagi was dead, then this person was Nagi too. I lied to myself, or he's lying to me. I know he's Nagi, those eyes...that skin... But he isn't Nagi at all, that expression... Nagi was that body but Nagi isn't in that mind so he is no one.
"I loved Nagi...but I know I hate you..."
Notes: I think Omi's getting even weirder o.O;;; Not that he can compare to how weird Nagi is... Well, yeah...no plot, really, this is pretty sad ^^;; Oh well! I have to go write in Swan Lake for Fui X3 Two pages too o.O;;; ugh, driver's ed thing is soon . I don't want to drive with an instructor...what if they make me go on a freeway o.O;;; Icky, bad, must hide! But also must pass driver's ed -_-;;; Oh, the pain and some other stuff...
Yuki: I thought it'd probably be about 3 or 4 years later so Nagi has plenty of time to completely lose it and Omi can be happily anti-social in his little hut...or whatever he lives it o.O;;; ((it's sad when I don't know -_-;;; )) You're not getting old, they are o.O; But yes...I've noticed that people that try to seclude themselves too much are highly emotional when they actually do socialize . That's just from my experience with people, though...
Bombay-chan: I don't know how I'd describe it o.O;;; Only word I can think of is "special" ^^;;
I ripped the knife off the wall and turned to that person in an attempt to attack him, but all that happened was that his pupils narrowed and I was pushed back against the wall. That pain....it seemed vaguely familiar... Only a telekinetic, only Nagi, had done that to me.
"Who are you? I killed Nagi...!" I murmured weakly, forcing myself to my legs again. "Nagi isn't alive anymore..."
"You didn't kill him," he whispered with a small smile appearing on his face. "That was me."
That person crossed the room towards me and put his arm around my shoulder so that he could support my weight as well. I frowned as he kissed my neck affectionately and whispered a promise of forever in my ear. Didn't he understand I couldn't tolerate him? Didn't he understand that a person like that...was not someone a person like me should be around?
"Do you hate me...?" he asked.
"I'll...I...Nagi is dead. I killed him. The others are alive...you're lying! Just leave...leave before I kill you too..."
I killed him...I killed him... I did it with my own hands.... I sat above him for those seven minutes until I was sure he could no longer breathe... My anger was strong all that time; I was closer to insanity... I don't want to kill anyone ever again...
"That never happened, Omi...are you producing images of your life so you can feel free? I had you at one time... I will have you again. Such a bad assassin...sleeping with the enemy. If you thought you killed him, you would be free from your shame, wouldn't you? No one would know how horrible you really were..." he chuckled with his lips curving upwards before he continued, "and only I would know how pure you are. Weiss is gone, Omi, as is Schwarz... We can be together now, can't we? I can have you again, all to myself..."
His eyes seemed so happy but not in a sane manner... They were relaxed, tranquil... I shivered and looked away from him, hoping he would just go away. Hate him...how I wished I could hate him. He was Nagi; he really was... How I wanted to kill him for it...! Hate...killing him...do I hate him?
"Stop it! You're going to make me like you! Just go! Go before I kill you..."
"You'll never be able to kill me. Look at this person you have become, hiding here, keeping your face from the world. I am the only one that truly exists in this place. Not even you reside here. You're no longer a full person, Omi, and never will be unless you can love me...or hate me."
I...I don't know. I don't understand anything. I don't understand him... Nagi was dead, then this person was Nagi too. I lied to myself, or he's lying to me. I know he's Nagi, those eyes...that skin... But he isn't Nagi at all, that expression... Nagi was that body but Nagi isn't in that mind so he is no one.
"I loved Nagi...but I know I hate you..."
Notes: I think Omi's getting even weirder o.O;;; Not that he can compare to how weird Nagi is... Well, yeah...no plot, really, this is pretty sad ^^;; Oh well! I have to go write in Swan Lake for Fui X3 Two pages too o.O;;; ugh, driver's ed thing is soon . I don't want to drive with an instructor...what if they make me go on a freeway o.O;;; Icky, bad, must hide! But also must pass driver's ed -_-;;; Oh, the pain and some other stuff...
Yuki: I thought it'd probably be about 3 or 4 years later so Nagi has plenty of time to completely lose it and Omi can be happily anti-social in his little hut...or whatever he lives it o.O;;; ((it's sad when I don't know -_-;;; )) You're not getting old, they are o.O; But yes...I've noticed that people that try to seclude themselves too much are highly emotional when they actually do socialize . That's just from my experience with people, though...
Bombay-chan: I don't know how I'd describe it o.O;;; Only word I can think of is "special" ^^;;