Chapter 5 Simply Impossible
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"what are you fighting for? I don't think it really was the point I was trying to prove, forget it, this is completely pointless, the way you fight," he said
Kisuri's words rung in Sakura's head that night as she laid in her bed and had her eyes wide awake. She couldn't sleep no matter what, and her she felt scared. She rolled over to her side and stared at the picture on her bed side table. It had their group of friends from grade 6 when Syaoran and her, and Tomoyo and everyone else too.
"Li-kun…." The words slipped out of her mouth. She blinked. Since when did she started to call him Li-kun again? She squeezed her eyes shut and pulled the covers over her head. Everything was simple then, nothing went wrong, and she didn't have to think like this. There were no Lang Kisuri then, and there weren't all these trouble, and there weren't Sukito then. Suddenly, she sat up.
Sukito-kun……She grabbed the phone from the table and dialed his phone number, she'd remember it from heart already since she knew him so well.
"MoshiMoshi?" Sukito's muffled voice came onto the other end of the phone. Sakura smiled to herself.
"Hi…" Sakura said in a whisper, careful not to wake up Touya and Fujitaka.
"Sakura-chan? Why are you calling me so late? Is something wrong??" He asked, almost sounding frantic with concern, it made Sakura smile even more.
"Iie…nothing's wrong, I just had a lot of things on my mind and I couldn't fall asleep," she said.
"Oh.." his relieved voice went into her head.
"I'm sorry Sukito-kun, did I wake you up?" She asked.
"Oh, it's okay," his said in a polite tone. You're Pathetic Kinomoto, Pathetic. Those words Syaoran spat at her the first time they had a battle, those words rung in her head as she heard Sukito's soft gentle voice fill up her head. He was much nicer than Syaoran was at first. Sakura thought to herself, but Tomoyo's down cast expression played in her head that she'd seen the other day. What was wrong with her?
"Hello? Sakura-chan? Daijoubu?" Sukito's gentle voice interrupted Sakura's thoughts. Sakura shook away from her trance.
"I'm okay…sorry Sukito-kun for calling you at this time, I think I'll go now, but hearing your voice is very assuring, Arigato," Sakura said.
"Well, if you need anything, be sure to call me, I'm always here, you know that," He said in a strong securing voice. Sakura smiled and put down the receiver and slowly drifted off to sleep.
A flash of amber appeared before her. Eyes that held so much sorrows, so much emotions, so much pain and love.
"Sakura……" came the soft whisper that sent shivers down her spine.
Sakura sprang up from her bed in sweat. She closed her eyes and put her head to her forehead. The sun shone down at her, it was morning already, and it was only a dream. Why did those eyes seem so Familiar…and so sad? She wondered, but she just shrugged. It was just a dream… She assured herself, as she turned around to look at her clock, her eyes widened and her mouth dropped open.
"HOOOOOEEEEEEEEE!!!!" Sakura's shrill echoed the whole house causing Touya to cover his ears downstairs.
"Stupid Kaijuu's late again," he grumbled as he took a bite of his breakfast and Sakura almost tripped on her way down the stairs.
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"Ohayo Tomoyo-chan!" Sakura greeted as she put down her books on the desk. Tomoyo smiled.
"Last night, I had a weird dream," Sakura said, and told her about the amber eyes.
"…Sakura-chan, doesn't that sound familiar?" Tomoyo asked slowly.
"Yeah..it does, but I don't remember anything like that, oh well, just a weird dream, you know me, I always get them," Sakura said with a smile and spotted Sukito coming in through the doors and ran to greet him. Tomoyo stared at sakura's back as she ran. A sadness glimmered in her eyes. It's not fair to Li-kun…but seeing her happy makes me really happy too…I just hope that if Li-kun ever sees her, he'll agree with me, and let her be happy. Tomoyo thought to herself silently as Sakura's smile shone brightly that day.
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As Sakura turned around the street corner, with her can of pop, and accidentally bumped into a tall figure, spilling her drink on him in the process of falling.
"Ow…" Sakura said as she landed on the floor, but as she looked up and saw the spotless, fresh new pure white shirt covered in soda. She gulped and looked up, which made her mouth drop open, in front of her stood Lang Kisuri.
Sakura moved her legs backwards until she felt the cold wood of the fence come in contact with her back. She squeezed her eyes shut, too shocked to get up, as she saw Kisuri reach out his hand, expecting a hit, Sakura put her hands protectively on her head.
To her surprise, nothing happened. She opened an eye and then the other. In front of her, was Kisuri's hand, simply held out as a gesture to help her up. She opened her mouth to say something but she didn't as his cold amber eyes bore into her, and then she realized it. Those eyes from her dream…they were Kisuri's..or more like Syaoran's.
Slowly, Sakura slipped her hand onto his to help pull her up from the floor. She blushed in embarrassment as his stained shirt, as she dug into her bag to get a tissue, but as soon as she turned around to offer it to him, the only thing left in front of her was the gentle blowing of wind. She looked around but he was gone.
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RIIINNG RIING Tomoyo's phone rang, as she ran to grab the receiver.
"Moshi Moshi?" She said into the receiver.
"Hi..it's me, Sakura-chan," Sakura said on the other end.
"Oh..hi!" Tomoyo said with a smile.
"I don't know…something's been bothering me," Sakura said.
"What is it?" Tomoyo asked.
"Today..i bumped into Kisuri," Sakura said.
"Oh my goodness, are you okay Sakura-chan??" Tomoyo asked worriedly.
"..Yeah, and that's what's bothering me," she said, sensing the raised eyebrow on Tomoyo at the other end. Sakura quickly summarized and explained what had happened earlier when she was walking home that day.
"his eyes were so cold, but his hand was so warm, he's starting to really scare me," Sakura whispered, lost in her own thoughts.
"Well…maybe you should have a talk with him? Ask him what he wants from us, and if he'll give Li-kun his body back.." Tomoyo said, not too sure herself. Sakura sighed.
"I'll see….but arigato Tomoyo-chan for listening anyways, I just felt really weird today that's all…maybe I should go," Sakura said and put down the receiver.
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That night, Sakura laid on her bed, her emerald eyes shone in the dark room as the moonlight shone through her windows. Kero's slight snoring came from his little drawer, which drew a smile to Sakura's lips.
Those eyes……they were so cold, so empty, was Syaoran like that too after he left? Was he empty, or was he cold as he'd always been? But how come the tingle he used to send all over my body whenever I stared into his eyes were gone? How come I don't blush the way I used to when he was around?.....have a truly……lost the love I had for him………or was it never really …….love at all?
Just as those thoughts spoke into Sakura's head, a strong gust of wind came through the small opening of the window and blew all the curtains up. Sakura's heart skipped a beat, as she looked around, and the wind was gone.
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…………Was I really never in your heart at all.....Sakura?
A tear slowly rolled down, and disappeared, brushed away by the gentle blow of the wind.
"It's ok, little wolf," the voice of the gentle breeze of wind.
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Author's Notes: I'm so sorry of You ppl found that too short! . I've been rather out-of-mood lately, and is struggling to update all my fanfics, and be fair to all of my readers, I'M really Happy to those who took their time to read this and review it. I hope this chapter was okay. So don't forget to review! ^^ all comments are accepted, which includes criticism. If There was anything you found not so good, please let me know in your review and I'll try to improve it next time and write better. So JA NE for now! ^^