Chapter 10- Talking isn't the cause for all things.
"You lied to me!" a voiced screeched from the back.
"She lied to me too!" came another angry voice.
Feeling my face grow hotter I try to stand and leave, knowing full well all the questioning faces wanting an explanation. Well they would have to wait. Not here, not now and not after how they have been treating us. They could wait. Feeling my anger rising I knew I had to leave and soon. Head down and shrugging my coat on I walk straight out the aisle heading for the door. No one stopped me, for that I'm thankful for.
Steeping down into the cool breeze blowing onto to my face a hand comes from the shadows and roughly pulls me aside.
"We need to talk. And I want the truth and I deserve it Rory." Dean said.
Leading me to the closest seat he sat me down and then sat next to me, waiting for me to break the silence.
"Well!" he said not wanting to know the answer.
"What would you do if it was yours?" I said turning to face him.
"Is it?" he said getting a bit exasperated.
"Answer me." I wasn't going anywhere. I needed to know once and for all. Confirm my fears or realise a multitude of dreams.
Sighing." If it were mine I would have liked to have know earlier. We then wouldn't be having this conversation now."
"You didn't answer my question." Hope slowly building.
Talking in a subdued voice." I would have wanted you to get rid of it. It would ruin our lives Ror." He said almost pleading, crushing me once again.
Standing up to face him tears streaming down my face I said what needed to be said. What should have been said months ago.
"That is exactly why I didn't tell you. You knew I wouldn't do it. Yes I should have been honest and told you, but I wanted to keep this child. I would rather have it having one parent who wanted it and loves it rather that two one who loves it and one who didn't want it to even live. Jess happens to understand that part and that is why he lied. Jess is the father in every aspect except for the biological part. It is our child. Yours and mine the night of our anniversary if you don't remember. I really don't want you to be part of our lives but I can't force you to."
Walking away I knew he would leave me alone. I had given him an out and he would take it. It would be better this way for everyone involved.
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The second part as promised.:) Thanks to these people who reviewed: some1, markie, Katie, Silverlane, Alliegirl.
"You lied to me!" a voiced screeched from the back.
"She lied to me too!" came another angry voice.
Feeling my face grow hotter I try to stand and leave, knowing full well all the questioning faces wanting an explanation. Well they would have to wait. Not here, not now and not after how they have been treating us. They could wait. Feeling my anger rising I knew I had to leave and soon. Head down and shrugging my coat on I walk straight out the aisle heading for the door. No one stopped me, for that I'm thankful for.
Steeping down into the cool breeze blowing onto to my face a hand comes from the shadows and roughly pulls me aside.
"We need to talk. And I want the truth and I deserve it Rory." Dean said.
Leading me to the closest seat he sat me down and then sat next to me, waiting for me to break the silence.
"Well!" he said not wanting to know the answer.
"What would you do if it was yours?" I said turning to face him.
"Is it?" he said getting a bit exasperated.
"Answer me." I wasn't going anywhere. I needed to know once and for all. Confirm my fears or realise a multitude of dreams.
Sighing." If it were mine I would have liked to have know earlier. We then wouldn't be having this conversation now."
"You didn't answer my question." Hope slowly building.
Talking in a subdued voice." I would have wanted you to get rid of it. It would ruin our lives Ror." He said almost pleading, crushing me once again.
Standing up to face him tears streaming down my face I said what needed to be said. What should have been said months ago.
"That is exactly why I didn't tell you. You knew I wouldn't do it. Yes I should have been honest and told you, but I wanted to keep this child. I would rather have it having one parent who wanted it and loves it rather that two one who loves it and one who didn't want it to even live. Jess happens to understand that part and that is why he lied. Jess is the father in every aspect except for the biological part. It is our child. Yours and mine the night of our anniversary if you don't remember. I really don't want you to be part of our lives but I can't force you to."
Walking away I knew he would leave me alone. I had given him an out and he would take it. It would be better this way for everyone involved.
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The second part as promised.:) Thanks to these people who reviewed: some1, markie, Katie, Silverlane, Alliegirl.