Damnit. For once since Ephram came to town things were becoming less complicated. Ephram and Laynie, I'm not surprised really, since Laynie came back from her boarding schools he's been different. And she's perfect for Ephram, they have a lot in common really, well at least they both hate Everwood enough, that's enough of a common bond. And Colin, God he is so great. I mean things were rocky in the beginning don't get me wrong but he was right when he said we were lucky on the ski trip. Maybe. I mean he's falling in love with me all over again and a part of me is falling for this new Colin, but I don't know how many parts are left in my heart to give out. I never even believed in being in love with two people before, is it possible to be in love with three? Colin has made it clear that he is not the same person I am dating now. Colin, my first true love Colin, I still feel him there somewhere. When Colin does something he used to without even realizing that it's an old habit, I feel that love for the Colin Hart I grew up with come bubbling to the surface. And then there is Ephram, for a long time I would deny till kingdom come that I'm not in love with Ephram, but a part of me is. A part of Amy Abbot I don't even know, let alone my family and friends. The part of me that wants to bolt out of this town the instant I graduate. Little things make me love Ephram, the way that no matter how much he doesn't even intend to he stands out in this town. And when it comes down to it Ephram is the only person in this entire world who knows that the other Amy exists, the one that doesn't want to be here, doesn't want to be Doc Abbot's daughter, or Rose "The Mayor's" daughter or Bright's sister, or Colin's devoted girlfriend. The part of me that wants to be me, Amy, just Amy none of the above listed things that I am known as. So as if I am not confused enough about the two people I am in love with this new Colin, the one brought on by amnesia, has stolen the last little piece of my heart, a piece I didn't even know was available. But even though I love these three men with all my heart is it really fair of them to each only have a little piece, isn't true love having a person's entire heart?