Hyde watched her walk out the door and continued to stare at it after she
was gone frozen in his spot.
"What the hell just happened" his brain kept screaming over and over again trying to take in everything that just happened. Suddenly Hyde became aware that he had been standing in the same spot for minutes and began to angrily pace around the room, frustration showing in his every step
"Where the hell does she get off giving me an ultimatum!" he thought, becoming more pissed off as he began to rationalize the situation. "She even admitted that she didn't think that me and Marcy had anything going on, and she still has that nerve to play the fucking martyr. That is so like Jackie!"
Hyde began to take longer strides as he paced around the Forman's basement, stopping briefly to kick the footstool that block his path.
"Dear God, look at yourself man, she's got you pacing around the basement like a fucking caged animal" a pent-up sigh of frustration escaped his lips.
"How does she always manage to do this to me?" God, sometimes it just took the wrong kind of look from her to set him off, " why the fuck do I put up with it?"
Suddenly Hyde stopped pacing as he examined the question he had just asked himself. He knew exactly why he put up with it.
He sat in his usual chair and sighed again while digging his hands into his hair.
" It's because she the only person who can make you this crazy."
He mentally laughed at himself, he's with someone BECAUSE they make him crazy, what the hell kind of scene does that make. "It's fucked up", he admitted to himself.
He had never known anyone like her. Jackie was right when she said she was not easy to be with. She was so Goddamn girly, she the opposite of everything he had ever thought he wanted in a girl, and somehow he ended up with her. "And why?" he asked himself again with a slight grin on his face. " Because she drives me crazy"
She got to him, plan and simple. She always had, even why back in the day when they hated each other. The fact that she never backed down from anything no matter how stupid and prissy it might be got to him.
Hyde began to rub his eyes as he recounted their last conversation. " God, man, she cried, she cried because of me."
He leaned back in his chair and stared at the ceiling, " She said that she loved me"
The world began to spin as he heard her voice saying she loved him over and over again. He closed his eyes thinking that this would help him to not feel so dizzy, but it didn't.
" She meant it, I know she did," he was sure of it; there wasn't any doubt in his mind, from the moment that he heard her say it he knew she meant it. "
"God that is so like her to say something like that" his brain screamed, " she's never been good at guarding her feeling, no man, she wears them right out there on her sleeve for the whole world to see." That was something about her that had always driven him crazy because that was the complete opposite of what he did.
His motto was, just because your capable of feeling emotions doesn't mean you have to show them. He built walls around him so no one could break in. And for years this had worked, that is until some 95lb midget scaled the walls and found out that he actually had a heart.
She made him feel, and that drove him crazy. The fact that he felt good when he was with her drove him crazy. That she made him feel needed and wanted drove him crazy. The fact that he was more pissed off at himself for putting doubts in her mind and starting this whole fucking fight drove him crazy, the fact that even the thought of her letting him go made his head want to explode drove him crazy.
The fact that he loved her drove him crazy.
Hyde stood up from his chair and headed towards the door with a single destination in mind.
Sorry it took me soooo damn long to update this story, but I was suffering form the worst case of writer's block. Please let me know what you think!!!!!
"What the hell just happened" his brain kept screaming over and over again trying to take in everything that just happened. Suddenly Hyde became aware that he had been standing in the same spot for minutes and began to angrily pace around the room, frustration showing in his every step
"Where the hell does she get off giving me an ultimatum!" he thought, becoming more pissed off as he began to rationalize the situation. "She even admitted that she didn't think that me and Marcy had anything going on, and she still has that nerve to play the fucking martyr. That is so like Jackie!"
Hyde began to take longer strides as he paced around the Forman's basement, stopping briefly to kick the footstool that block his path.
"Dear God, look at yourself man, she's got you pacing around the basement like a fucking caged animal" a pent-up sigh of frustration escaped his lips.
"How does she always manage to do this to me?" God, sometimes it just took the wrong kind of look from her to set him off, " why the fuck do I put up with it?"
Suddenly Hyde stopped pacing as he examined the question he had just asked himself. He knew exactly why he put up with it.
He sat in his usual chair and sighed again while digging his hands into his hair.
" It's because she the only person who can make you this crazy."
He mentally laughed at himself, he's with someone BECAUSE they make him crazy, what the hell kind of scene does that make. "It's fucked up", he admitted to himself.
He had never known anyone like her. Jackie was right when she said she was not easy to be with. She was so Goddamn girly, she the opposite of everything he had ever thought he wanted in a girl, and somehow he ended up with her. "And why?" he asked himself again with a slight grin on his face. " Because she drives me crazy"
She got to him, plan and simple. She always had, even why back in the day when they hated each other. The fact that she never backed down from anything no matter how stupid and prissy it might be got to him.
Hyde began to rub his eyes as he recounted their last conversation. " God, man, she cried, she cried because of me."
He leaned back in his chair and stared at the ceiling, " She said that she loved me"
The world began to spin as he heard her voice saying she loved him over and over again. He closed his eyes thinking that this would help him to not feel so dizzy, but it didn't.
" She meant it, I know she did," he was sure of it; there wasn't any doubt in his mind, from the moment that he heard her say it he knew she meant it. "
"God that is so like her to say something like that" his brain screamed, " she's never been good at guarding her feeling, no man, she wears them right out there on her sleeve for the whole world to see." That was something about her that had always driven him crazy because that was the complete opposite of what he did.
His motto was, just because your capable of feeling emotions doesn't mean you have to show them. He built walls around him so no one could break in. And for years this had worked, that is until some 95lb midget scaled the walls and found out that he actually had a heart.
She made him feel, and that drove him crazy. The fact that he felt good when he was with her drove him crazy. That she made him feel needed and wanted drove him crazy. The fact that he was more pissed off at himself for putting doubts in her mind and starting this whole fucking fight drove him crazy, the fact that even the thought of her letting him go made his head want to explode drove him crazy.
The fact that he loved her drove him crazy.
Hyde stood up from his chair and headed towards the door with a single destination in mind.
Sorry it took me soooo damn long to update this story, but I was suffering form the worst case of writer's block. Please let me know what you think!!!!!