NUMB, a loud gunshot was heard. By: HCK

I don't own Sailormoon.

Written in Usa's P.O.V.



Void, emptiness. No one cares. I'm all alone. They don't care. Why should they? I'm nothing but a horrible, klutzy 'baka' who can do nothing but to whine all the time. Now tell me, will you care? No one cares.

My family. Them who should at least pretend to like me, despised me. My brother, who's in early age had learned to despised his sister. Can I blame him? No. what he all said about me is true. I'm a ditzy girl who made them miserable.

My friends. I can see it in their faces that they despised me. I know they're just forced to put up with me, though Rei-chan never secrets it. She always remind me of garbage I am.

Chibi-usa, my own future daughter. I couldn't blame her if she wishes for another woman who is more capable of being her mother. No one would want a cry baby for a mother.

Mamoru, the man I love. I can endure it all if he cared for me. I'm so selfish of asking him to care for me when I know it's hard for a perfect, smart man like him to be seen with me. It would ruin his pride. If only for a second he will truly love me, I can die content with the thought. But he doesn't care. Right from the very start he hates me. I know he's only obligated to be with me because of destiny. He don't love me. He never did. All he care for is Chibi-usa.

No one cares. I don't have anyone to care for me. Everything hurts and I just want peace. I just wanna rest and to be away from all the hurt this world inflicted upon me. God just waste his powers when he brought me here, mother just waste her powers. I'm a dispointment to her and to all.

A loud gun shot was heard.



333 First timer in writing fanfic, pls. Don't send me fires. I love Mamo-chan, really. I will prove it on the sequel of this

Signing off: 17-23-00-07-11-85