Letters Of Black

By: Atsureki

Disclaimers : Wieß ain't mine!

Warnings : AU, Yaoi, OCC, angst, mention of rape.

Notes : Stuff written in Italic are thoughts, the little voice you sometimes hear in your head, letters, lyrics, rhymes.

This is AU so some stuff is a bit diffrent but should still be familier. Pasts have been change to fit the story though.

I know this chapter is a bit lame but it will bare some weight later on, so please bare with me.

Chapter 16. Dark Insanity

Ran was utterly confused. He had been so sure Ben was the stalker but when he and Yoji had gone through the Italian's apartment they had found nothing. There wasn't a single thing there to supports his theory. Looking at Ben didn't help either. His grey eyes were warm, kind, a little shy and intelligent, there was nothing there that suggested that he was some psycho capable of killing someone.

The redhead scowled and walked over to his lover. Ken was staring out through the window and seemed so distant. No wonder, Ran sighed, I've just accused his best friend of being a psychotic stalker who wants to kill him.

Carefully he sat down beside the brunette. Ken didn't seem to notice him at all. Ran leaned against the soccer-player's back and sighed. The warmth that radiated from the brunette's skin soothed the edgy bodyguard but he still didn't get any reaction from his lover.

"Ken?" The brunette shifted slightly.

"Hai?"

"You okay?" Ran asked softly and wrapped his arms around Ken's waist.

"I'm just confused Ran. I can't believe that Ben would try to hurt me but… what you said earlier made sense too." The brunette leaned back into his lover's embrace. Ran welcomed the warm body and nuzzled Ken's neck. He smelled so good, so fresh.

"We'll figure this out koi," the redhead mumbled against the tanned skin. Ken turned around and looked into amethyst eyes.

"I know we… you will Ran." Like several times before the bodyguard found himself drowning in his lover's chocolate orbs. Their lips suddenly touched and all problems seemed to vanish if only for a little while. The kiss was tender and slow but it was filled with love. Ken wanted more and softly ran his tongue across the redhead's lips. He was given access immediately and Ran invited him inside mouth.

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Ken's mind was made all but completely blank from the kiss. His tongue caressed the inside of Ran's mouth with longing. He wanted a distraction, he wanted to feel protected, safe and whole. His hands wandered underneath the redhead's shirt and roamed over the pale warm skin. For a moment their lips parted to give them a chance to breathe.

"We can't do this here," Ran suddenly mumbled.

"Why not?" The redhead smiled and shook his head.

"Ken we're in Ben's living-room. He might be your best friend but I don't think he'd appreciate us getting it on in here." Ken chuckled softly and leaned against Ran's chest.

"I think your right. Can't we just go home?" At that question he could feel his lover's body stiffen.

"You know we can't do that Ken. I shouldn't even be here." The brunette sighed sadly, how could he have forgetten? He still had some maniac after him and that bastard was going to kill others if Ran didn't do as he was told.

"Then you should go…"

"I know but… I don't feel comfortable with leaving you alone here." Ken frowned a little and pulled gently at his lover's eartails.

"Ask Yoji to stay then?"

"That's a good idea Ken," a third voice suddenly said. They both turned around and looked at Ben. The athletic blonde looked concerned. "I have to go down to the stadium for a few hours and… I don't think it's safe for Ken to come with me."

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Ran raised an eyebrow. There was no way this caring, quiet man could be a murderer, was there?

"He's right, I'll tell Yoji to stay here with you." Ken nodded and moved away from his lover.

"I'll be in the kitchen."

"Fujimiya-san, you will do everything in your powers to protect Ken won't you?" Ben asked when the brunette was gone.

"Of course," Ran mumbled. He didn't trust Ben, couldn't make himself to do so.

"Good, I have to get going." The redhead nodded slightly and was left alone. Moments later he heard Ben say good bye to Ken and walk out the front door.

"Yoji?" The lanky blonde showed up.

"What is it?"

"I need you to stay here with Ken, I have to go back home before the psycho cathes on."

"Sure no problem, gives me a chance to snoop around a little more too," Yoji shrugged.

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He was so angry he could barely breathe. Things were falling apart right infront of his eyes.

"Fuck!" he exclaimed loudly and got into his car. Well he would show them how serious he was! He sped down the street with a cruel smirk on his face. They might think they were smarter than him but he would prove them wrong. It only took him about 20 minutes to reach the abandoned warehouse where he had slaughtered Kase two years ago.

That fucking bodyguard had broken their deal and now it was time to pay. With an insane chuckle he entered the building and headed for the room where he kept his equipment. There was a powerful computer there along with his trusted laptop, several black envelopes, his camera, knifes, a bottle filled with cyanide, ropes, gags everything he needed. But even more important…

On a stretcher was a petit blonde, tied, gagged and asleep at the moment. He walked up to his prisoner and shook him awake.

"Wake up kid." Blue eyes opened and looked at him with fear. He smiled and removed the gag. "Have you been a good boy?"

"Who are you?"

"Doesn't matter to you kiddo but you can call me… hm Akira? How does that sound?" He didn't get an answer. "Your friend agreed to my deal but then he went and broke it. That's too bad for you because now you'll pay for his mistakes."

"But I…" the small blonde stammered.

"But you what Omi? Didn't do anything? You know life isn't fair, if it was I would be with Ken right now and that damn redhead would be dead!" Akira spat out and his eyes darkened with anger.

"You're sick."

"It's funny you should say that because I am you know. I even have the papers to prove it," the maniac laughed. "Now about your punishment… I should kill you but you're so cute and I'm so lonely without Ken so how about I just play with you instead?" Omi's eyes widened in fright and he started pulling at the ropes. "Careful careful blondie you'll just hurt yourself."

"Get away from me!" the small blonde yelled in panic as the much larger man came closer.

"Now, now don't be like that. I won't hurt you unless you struggle Omi. Just relax, you'll like this I promise," Akira smiled almost warmly. His hand picked something up from a table and walked even closer. "I need you to relax but you're not going to are you?" Omi shook his head and struggled harder. "I'll help you bishounen, I'll help you."

Akira rolled up the blonde's sleeve, tied a black strap just above his elbow and showed Omi the syringe he held in his hand. "This will help you relax and make you a little dizzy." Without any further words Akira carefully pushed the needle into the blonde's arm and emptied the clear liquid into his blood.

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Omi felt himself go almost numb. Whatever it was Akira had given him it made all his muscles relax and his mind foggy. He struggled to stay clear but the drug was too strong for him. When the larger man was satisfied that Omi couldn't get away he untied his hands and legs.

For a brief moment the blonde tried to get off of the stretcher but his body refused to obey him. He was so scared. Akira smiled softly and started caressing his face. The touch was gentle almost loving but it still made Omi's skin crawl. Before he knew it Akira had started to undress him.

No please no, he scream inside his head, don't let him do this to me! But no one was listening to him. Omi might be drugged half out of his wits but he was fully aware of what was going to happen to him, Akira had every intention of raping him. He was completely naked now, shivering as his muscle spasmed from the drugs that circulated through his body.

"You're beautiful Omi," Akira said with his voice husky and gentle. He picked up the petit blonde and carried him into the next room. "I'm a gentleman Omi I wouldn't fuck you on a stretcher. A nice bed is the only place suited for such a little sweetie like you." Omi wanted to throw up.

That man was going to rape him and he called himself a gentleman? Carefully he was placed on the soft bed. The much larger man hovered over him for a moment before he leaned forward and gently kissed him. Omi couldn't struggle, he could only close his eyes in disgust as Akira coaxed his mouth open. An unwanted tongue invaded his mouth and softly felt its way around.

Big hands roamed over his naked frame and made his skin crawl. Just when Omi was sure he was going to pass out in pure disgust the man pulled back. "I think you're cold baby," Akira said with concern and wrapped a blanket around the blonde. Then something strange happened.

Omi was looking straight into the psycho's dark insane eyes when they suddenly cleared a little. Quickly he was handcuffed to the bed and then Akira disappeared. The small blonde stared after him in utter confusion. What had just happened?

~TBC~

Stay away from Omi you bastard *mutters* He's way too cute to be molested like that *shakes fist at the Akira-dude* Someone needs to catch a clue about who this bastard is!!! Aya? Yoji? Anyone? Can you put your brains into this hm? Preferbly before he gets to Ken!!!! Ja/Atsureki