DC: I don't own A WALK TO REMEMBER or The Calling's song "Wherever You Will Go". They are owned by Nicholas Sparks and Alex Band Music, a division of RCA respectively.

Just thought a change from the "Only Hope" songfics was in order 3
/So lately, been wondering

Who will be there to take my place?

When I'm gone, you'll need love

To light the shadows on your face

If a great wave shall fall

And fall upon us all

Then between the sand and stone

Could you make it on your own?/

JOURNAL
I've been thinking a lot about what's going to happen to Landon when I go. I don't know who's going to be there for him, to help him see that it's for the best. I think he should find someone who can be there for him on earth, while I watch him from Heaven. I just hope that when that day comes, he can make his way through life without dredging up too many memories of our life. Sure, I want him to remember how we were before I told him I was sick, but still to have the courage to face life.

/If I could, then I would

I'll go wherever you will go

Way up high or down low

I'll go wherever you will go/

JOURNAL

I just want Landon to know I'll still be there with him, even after I'm with God in Heaven.

/Then maybe I'll find out

A way to make it back someday

To watch you, to guide you

Through the darkest of your days

If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all

Then I hope there's someone out there who

Can bring me back to you/

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I wonder if I'll come back someday, like in the Bible, when it talks of the second coming of Jesus. That way, I'll be there to help Landon through all of his battles of life. I just hope I can be with him someday, that we can be together.

/Run away with my heart

Run away with my hope

Run away with my love/

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There's no if, ands or buts about it. Landon is the only one I can imagine spending my life with. He's stolen my heart, become my hope for life, and the only one who I can imagine sharing my love with.

/I know now, just quite how

My life and love might still go on

In your heart, in your mind

I'll stay with you for all of time/

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I've realized something today. Even when I die, Landon's going to get along without me. This is because I'm going to be his angel in Heaven, just like he's mine, here on earth.

/If I could turn back time

I'll go wherever you will go

If I could make you mine

I'll go wherever you will go

I'll go wherever you will go/

JOURNAL

Sometimes I wish I could go back in time, to re-live the time I've had with Landon. Now that we're each other's, I realize that I'll be there for him, even after I'm gone. Death isn't as scary anymore, now that I realize that I'll still be there for him.