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Author's notes: Happy Valentines! This is my Valentines Special. As you see it's sec. chappy of my poem Confession. READ AND REVIEW!
Confession
chapter 2
~~
But I love you stupid.
I had just realised that...
...I always had.
But I hid in my shell...
...for so long.
For so long I had denied myself.
I thought that the feelings I had felt for you ...
...where one sided.
That even if I conffesed my love to you...
...I would be rejected.
Be loughed at.
'Couse how can a monster, a freak like me love someone...
...anyone.
So I hid my feelings inside of me.
For no eyes to see.
Noone had knew what had lied in my soul.
Anger.
For myself.
For my creator, my Grandfather.
For every man walking on this planet.
Insecurity.
In everything I did.
Fear.
For my feelings.
Of rejection.
Love.
For the only person I admired.
I never realised that that someone could return my love.
So I hid it.
For years.
And now, when I thought I am a burned shell.
With no emotions remaining.
You came in.
And wake them again.
And this time.
I don't want them to go away.
I don't want them to disappear.
Not now.
... I love you Xellos.
Hope you like it. If yes please read my other ficcies. They are good too. AND REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Author's notes: Happy Valentines! This is my Valentines Special. As you see it's sec. chappy of my poem Confession. READ AND REVIEW!
Confession
chapter 2
~~
But I love you stupid.
I had just realised that...
...I always had.
But I hid in my shell...
...for so long.
For so long I had denied myself.
I thought that the feelings I had felt for you ...
...where one sided.
That even if I conffesed my love to you...
...I would be rejected.
Be loughed at.
'Couse how can a monster, a freak like me love someone...
...anyone.
So I hid my feelings inside of me.
For no eyes to see.
Noone had knew what had lied in my soul.
Anger.
For myself.
For my creator, my Grandfather.
For every man walking on this planet.
Insecurity.
In everything I did.
Fear.
For my feelings.
Of rejection.
Love.
For the only person I admired.
I never realised that that someone could return my love.
So I hid it.
For years.
And now, when I thought I am a burned shell.
With no emotions remaining.
You came in.
And wake them again.
And this time.
I don't want them to go away.
I don't want them to disappear.
Not now.
... I love you Xellos.
Hope you like it. If yes please read my other ficcies. They are good too. AND REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
