Disclaimer: GS is not mine.although I don't mind having the
characters to myself..hehehehe..
Author's notes:
Sorry for the late updates!!! I have been very busy..and thank you to all who reviewed!!!!
Thank you for your tremendous support!!! ^_^
Chapter 2:
Father.no.no...NO!!!! Please let me go!!! I don't want to go.don't make me...
"Let me go..let me go...LET ME GO!!!", I screamed as I woke up with a start. I wiped the beads of sweat that dripped down my forehead. I don't know why these dreams have been haunting me for the past few days but its always the same nightmare.
I dreamt of my father and me in the past, that time when he forced me to go the 100-eyed demon. I didn't want to..but after much pleadings and fights that had erupted because of it..I gave in. I didn't want my family to suffer because of me but..come to think of it, what is 1 life compared to 5 others in my family?
Maybe these dreams are trying to indicate something..to tell me to go back and visit my family. Well as much as I want to, I can't bring myself to face them again. Not after all that had happened. I don't think they even know their daughter is alive. I know damn well not to, but there is a tug in my heart that tells me I should.
Oh gods, it's way too early before dawn anyway to think clearly. Maybe, I'll talk to Kougaiji-sama tomorrow, and ask for his opinion.
"Ohayo Yaone-neechan, ne nii-chan, I'm hungry", wailed Lirin as I entered the dining hall. I must have looked pretty pale like yesterday's moon this moring because as soon as I took my place at the table, Kougaiji-sama asked me if I was sick today. I shook my head in response. I hardly touched my breakfast, just pushing my food here and there on my plate, all the while thinking of how I should approach this issue to Kougaiji-sama.
"Ne Yaone-san, are you going to eat that?", asked the ever hungry Lirin.
"What..oh.no, I don't think I am hungry right now. You can have my food if you want", I answered and Lirin happily obliged. This however earned a stare from Kougaiji-sama and Dokugaiji-san. At this, I took the opportunity to dismiss myelf from breakfast. As I walked past Kougaiji-sama, without turning his head, he told me to meet him in the throne room in 5 minutes to discuss something. I could only nod in acknowledgement.
After that, I went straight to the throne room. While waiting for him to arrive, I was practicing how to tell him to allow me to go home for a while. But that was unnecessary as he was all the while there and listening to me. Oh how stupid I can be sometimes!!!
"Are you sure you want to go?" he said as he stepped out of a dark corner in the room.
"Yes, I want to," I replied, trying to looked as determined as possible.
"Fine.you look like you need a break anyway. How long will you take?" he asked again.
"Maybe 3 months or so. I will definitely come back after that," I said.
"You'd better. I don't want to lose a trusted surbodinate of mine," he whispered as he walked past me and out of the room. I sighed in relief and started to walk back to my room to pack my things. I left that afternoon, with my friends seeing me off as I take off with a Hiryu (that dragon that they used as transport). No words were exchanged at my departure, like we have an understanding for each other, except for Lirin who keeps on asking where I was going and why and etc.
As I took my journey back home, I felt a sense of freedom. I could use this 'vacation' to ponder on my feeling too. Maybe a break is what I need after all.
Father.mother...I'm coming home....
Author's notes:
This whole chapter is on Yaone'e POV. I know that this chapter is a far cry from the first chapter but this a sort of introductory to the story and I have no sense of order (haha). Anyway, I'm going to include Sanzo-ikkou in the next chapters soo..stay tune!!!
Sorry for any grammatical and spelling errors.
I would appreciate it if you would give me your comments on my fic. Thank you.
Thank you my reviewers:
Author's notes:
Sorry for the late updates!!! I have been very busy..and thank you to all who reviewed!!!!
Thank you for your tremendous support!!! ^_^
Chapter 2:
Father.no.no...NO!!!! Please let me go!!! I don't want to go.don't make me...
"Let me go..let me go...LET ME GO!!!", I screamed as I woke up with a start. I wiped the beads of sweat that dripped down my forehead. I don't know why these dreams have been haunting me for the past few days but its always the same nightmare.
I dreamt of my father and me in the past, that time when he forced me to go the 100-eyed demon. I didn't want to..but after much pleadings and fights that had erupted because of it..I gave in. I didn't want my family to suffer because of me but..come to think of it, what is 1 life compared to 5 others in my family?
Maybe these dreams are trying to indicate something..to tell me to go back and visit my family. Well as much as I want to, I can't bring myself to face them again. Not after all that had happened. I don't think they even know their daughter is alive. I know damn well not to, but there is a tug in my heart that tells me I should.
Oh gods, it's way too early before dawn anyway to think clearly. Maybe, I'll talk to Kougaiji-sama tomorrow, and ask for his opinion.
"Ohayo Yaone-neechan, ne nii-chan, I'm hungry", wailed Lirin as I entered the dining hall. I must have looked pretty pale like yesterday's moon this moring because as soon as I took my place at the table, Kougaiji-sama asked me if I was sick today. I shook my head in response. I hardly touched my breakfast, just pushing my food here and there on my plate, all the while thinking of how I should approach this issue to Kougaiji-sama.
"Ne Yaone-san, are you going to eat that?", asked the ever hungry Lirin.
"What..oh.no, I don't think I am hungry right now. You can have my food if you want", I answered and Lirin happily obliged. This however earned a stare from Kougaiji-sama and Dokugaiji-san. At this, I took the opportunity to dismiss myelf from breakfast. As I walked past Kougaiji-sama, without turning his head, he told me to meet him in the throne room in 5 minutes to discuss something. I could only nod in acknowledgement.
After that, I went straight to the throne room. While waiting for him to arrive, I was practicing how to tell him to allow me to go home for a while. But that was unnecessary as he was all the while there and listening to me. Oh how stupid I can be sometimes!!!
"Are you sure you want to go?" he said as he stepped out of a dark corner in the room.
"Yes, I want to," I replied, trying to looked as determined as possible.
"Fine.you look like you need a break anyway. How long will you take?" he asked again.
"Maybe 3 months or so. I will definitely come back after that," I said.
"You'd better. I don't want to lose a trusted surbodinate of mine," he whispered as he walked past me and out of the room. I sighed in relief and started to walk back to my room to pack my things. I left that afternoon, with my friends seeing me off as I take off with a Hiryu (that dragon that they used as transport). No words were exchanged at my departure, like we have an understanding for each other, except for Lirin who keeps on asking where I was going and why and etc.
As I took my journey back home, I felt a sense of freedom. I could use this 'vacation' to ponder on my feeling too. Maybe a break is what I need after all.
Father.mother...I'm coming home....
Author's notes:
This whole chapter is on Yaone'e POV. I know that this chapter is a far cry from the first chapter but this a sort of introductory to the story and I have no sense of order (haha). Anyway, I'm going to include Sanzo-ikkou in the next chapters soo..stay tune!!!
Sorry for any grammatical and spelling errors.
I would appreciate it if you would give me your comments on my fic. Thank you.
Thank you my reviewers: