Summary: Mamoru broke up with Usagi, right BEFORE he left for American. 7 years later, he returns to find out that Usagi has grown beautiful and matured a great deal. His act tics are changed, and he's out to get her for himself. What a pig. (^O^)

Insanity By LubOcow

EDITED BY TRI*!!

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~I never forgive, only forget~

~Tri*

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Ok, I have been busy, writing a term paper. I thank you Tsukino_751 for agreeing to be my editor. ^__^ Thank you for you patients, and I noticed that most of you dropped out during the 8th chapter. I told you to wait, I guess you going to miss out what I was going to say.

Now, I am holding a contest, and the person who wins, will get to see my upcoming "secret" story. I'm serious. I have started it, and am right now fixing all of the editorial marks.

I am having a contest, and if you would like to enter right now, scroll down to the bottom. If you don't want to now, read on, and then read the bottom. If you don't even want to join, fine with me, but you won't get to see the new story till March at the earliest.

Enjoy! And I do not own Sailormoon.

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Back on Earth (the REAL time)

Jack stared as Usagi's coffin was dropped into the ground.

He couldn't bare to stare, at that, coffin. An eternal resting place of Usagi's.

He will never marry her, rule with her, make family with her, or even . . . tell her that he truly *loved* her. Not like that stupid prince of Earth.

Jack now despised Endymion, no, not Endymion, but Mamoru.

Even though in the Silver Millennium he and Endymion were rivals, they were brothers at heart.

When Serenity wasn't around, they would play jokes on each other and 'battle' playfully to see who was the strongest.

They were just boys, barely 17 of age, and as boys, this was their natural instincts.

But Endymion was gone, and in his place was a cheap look-a-like, that was nothing like Endy.

The hired men shoveled dirt onto Usagi's coffin, burying her at last, into the warmth of the Earth.

Jack couldn't take it anymore, her burst into fitful sobs, as he thought of Usagi's smile, her laughter, and most of all, how he would never see her again.

No one could save her now, no Queen Selenity to save them, nor crystal to save Usagi.

His eyes became blurry, as he fell to the ground, sobbing. He didn't care that the dirt would get all over his expensive Tuxedo, he didn't care that it was raining, Usagi was gone, and what was left?

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Mamoru watched Jack with watered eyes.

Usako was gone. And it took him this long to realize how much she meant to him.

How he treated her, was inhumane. He shunned her love, and took it for baby acts.

He never stopped to realize how precious she was, or how beautiful she actually was.

Tears streamed down his face, and more came.

The worst part was that, she died not loving *him* but died while loving *Kethen*

No more apologies, she was gone for good.

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Mina didn't bother going to the funeral, it was too sad.

Her eyes were red and puffy, from the crying.

As she sat in her room, more tears blurred her vision, as she feel onto of her bed and pounded her fists.

Why did Usagi have to die?

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Lita threw her glass of water at the wall.

Trying to not cry was her biggest test yet, Usagi wouldn't like to see her cry.

But, unknown to the blind eye, inside her body was racked with unnerve sorrow.

Usagi had died, and she had questioned.

She never even said that she was sorry. Sorry for saying all those years ago that Usagi was a wimp, and idiot without brains that only liked her for her cooking.

How stupid she had been.

She pounded her fist on to the wall, over and over again, until her knuckles begin to bleed.

She didn't care; she didn't suffer as much pain.

Loosing Usagi was harder.

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Tears dropped onto a textbook, as Ami looked up from her studies.

Usagi was gone, and here she was, studying.

She can still hear Usagi's voice years ago.

Telling her to stop reading, and to have more fun. What a bookworm she had been. And Usagi was gone . . .

No longer there to remind her to have fun once in a while. She cried herself to sleep, with frightening dreams of Usagi's face.

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The blaze in her eyes died down, as she remembered her friends.

How could they betray her, she didn't believe it.

"Prothetias, I want to see my friend, and wish the happiness."

"But princess, the BETRAYED you!"

"Yes, but I do not want to live in bitter, please, it is the last favor I will ask of you,"

"I cannot allow it."

Usagi's eyes narrowed.

"Why not?"

"They have betrayed you, and I will not allow you to be hurt again."

Usagi looked into her eyes, and finally saw the truth.

"Your lying, they have not betrayed me."

"Did the pictures show you know truth?"

"They are not truth, they are not real!"

"Princess, would you think that I would actually lie to you, I *know* you." Prothetias stated calmly.

"Know you don't, I've never even met you!"

"Yes you have, way back then."

"I knew know one by the name of Prothetias, you are a fake!"

Prothetias growled, and started towards Usagi.

"Let me tell you something princess, you are to come with me, it is my orders!" she barked.

"From who? TELL ME!"

Prothetias lunged for Usagi, but missed and landed on the floor.

"You are a lair Prothetias, do you think that my friend would actually betray me? You have chose the wrong person to mess with."

Usagi ran towards the light, and called her transformation into a princess.



Prothetias screamed at her.

"You stupid girl! Don't transform! You will destroy us-NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!"

A flash of light, and Usagi was gone, while Prothetias lied there, dead.

Usagi was white, or as far as she could see.

Suddenly, she felt herself appearing, in another's apartment.

Familiar, but yet a strange apartment.



"Where the hell am I?"

He breathe caught in her throat, has she saw Mamoru, backing out of his bathroom, with nothing on but a towel.

No, no, no, NO! Her thought's reverted back to the images she saw.

It wasn't real, she knew that, but he *still* hurt her, very much.

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Mamoru heard some noises behind him, and tensed up, getting ready to attack.

He turned around, and yelled.

"ARGGGGGGGHHHHHH!"

Usagi screamed and launched herself against the walls, cowering in shock.

Mamoru's eyes widened. Was that really her? Wasn't she dead?

It must be his mind, it *has* to be his mind. But what the heck, he could always hope.

"Usagi?"

The not-really Usagi nodded, and carefully stood up.

"Y-Yes,"

What was wrong with her? Why was she stuttering? He *dumped* her, and she, being the fool she was, believed that he loved her.

"You're not real," Mamoru calmly stated.

What the heck was wrong with him? Of course she was real! For heavens sake! She was standing right here! In his apartment, crouched against the wall, will staring at him, in a towel, only a towel.

"Of course I'm real Mamoru-baka! What do you think I am? A ghost?"

She said the wrong thing, his face paled and he fell to his knees.

He cupped his hands together, and bowed down.

"I'm sorry ghost of Usako! Please don't punish me! I really never saw your true self! I believed that you were a baby! Please don't kill me and leave!"

She was about to scream at him, I mean, the man was on his knees in a *towel*

But then she heard what he said, he never *really* loved her, only Serenity.

And now, he was just saying this to save his own skin, pathetic.

"Mamoru! I AM the ghost of Usagi! And I will haunt you forever! What you have done is wrong, and is treason to me! In the name of Selene, I CURSE YOU!"

He whimpered in fear, and clutched his head (and towel) closer to his body.

Usagi watched in Amusement as Mamoru, finally, she was the one who made him whimper and beg. That was what she had been waiting for.

She pulled him up, and looked him in the face.

"Endymion, prince of the Terrans and earth, I banish you from my sight. Good-bye." And she walked off, leaving a scared Mamoru in a towel behind.

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Usagi wandered aimlessly around town, in search of Jack.

Did he really cheat on her? Or was that a fake illusion Prothetias showed her?

She couldn't believe it now, it was too soon. She had to see for herself.

Running in the direction of Jack's apartment, Usagi saw that the door was slightly opened.

She walked inside, surprised to see that no one there.

Carefully walking in, Usagi listened for sounds. She heard it.

Scrapping, and pounding were heard, from Jack's bedroom.

She heard someone curse, and then, their voice was muffled.

She carefully walked there, peering into the small crack left by the door.

What she saw made her gasp.

Jack sat there, using his hands to . . .

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You people are really perverted if you are thinking about that. I am not writing anything perverted, see, it's rated PG-13, maybe even PG. I know it's short, don't blame me, I have nothing to do with it. Blame my professors, I hate them. Crappy cliffhanger, but I had no thoughts today.

Here's stuff for the contest.

You must have the following!!

What is my:

Hair color:

Eye color:

Age: Name:

Race:

Favorite Sm character (besides Usagi)

~BONUS!~

Birthday:

Height:

Education: College, elementary, junior high (middle school) or High school.

Boyfriends name:

Dog's name:

Ok people, either review your answers to me (please leave me your e-mail so I can contact you)or e-mail me at LubOcow@aol.com And people, my screename is LubOcow, please ignore the angelwings869090, b/c Tri* put that in, I hate her (she's trying to find people to chat with)