Disclaimer: Same as before. This plot is mine as is River. The characters are named from the show Sailor Moon and Serena looks like her animation self, but that's pretty much where the similarities end. This is a total AU fic with almost nothing from the show. Also, this is a REALLY old story, my first actually now that I think about it. No flames that are too hot please lol. Oh, I am NOT encouraging suicide in anyway. Enjoy the story and please review.
Smile,
~Liz~
SHOUT OUTS!!
anime4ever: Thank you so much for your positive review, it's really appreciated lol. Hope you like this chapter.
TK: I'm continuing right now lol. I hope you also like this chapter. Thanks for reviewing. :)
Tears
"Well," I said, my voice shaking a little, "on Friday, I received a call from Darien. His voice was really grave, as he told me to meet him a Crystal Lake Park at 1:00p.m. I didn't know what was up, but I had a feeling that it was really important."
~Flashback~
As I walked to the park, I looked up a few times. The sky was dark, and it looked like it would rain soon.
I saw Darien in the distance, and hurried faster. When I reached him, I stood up to give him our usual "hello kiss". When he didn't kiss me back, I was upset, and surprised to say the least. That's when he broke the news to me. His exact words were,
"Serena, I think that we should stop seeing each other." I gasped.
"Darien, what do you mean?" I asked.
"I mean," he said "I'm breaking up with you. I don't love you anymore, and I don't want to be with you."
~Present~
"That was pretty much the end of it." I finishing. Andrew was silent for a time, until he opened up his arms again for me. And again, I cried on his warm, and caring shoulder. When I had ceased crying, I told Andrew that I loved him dearly, but I really needed to think about this for a while by myself. He said "okay" and if I ever needed some one to talk to, I could go straight to him. Then he turned to me and quietly said,
"Thanks for telling me everything. I hope you feel better since you got that weight off of your shoulders." And I realized I did feel a tiny bit better. I thanked him, and he left.
By now, it was about 10:45p.m. I still needed to write Darien a letter before I jumped.
Somewhere in my subconscious I probably knew I had snapped. This was just too much for one person to handle. First losing my parents and brother last year. Then all my friends except for Andrew leaving me, and now Darien gone when I needed comfort the most.
When I got home, I yanked out some nice stationery, and a pen, and sat down on my navy blue sofa to write.
At 11:40pm, I finished the letter. I figured when they found me missing, Darien and the police I mean, and they came here to look for evidence, they would see the note. I needed some fresh air, so I opened a window, and low and behold, the note flew out the window.
*Oh, well.* I thought, *I'm not going to write another*. I then walked over to the door, and stepped out before shutting it. I had no real need to lock the door, since I was never coming back. Little did I know, but some how Darien had received the letter through his window, and at this very moment was reading it. If you would like to know what was in the letter it read:
Darien,
I'm sorry that you still had to date me when you had found some one so special, like River. By the way, what did you find special in her? Well, Darien, I really just wanted to say I love you even if you don't love me, because I'll never see you again. It's kind of ironic, you dumped me for River, and that's how I'm going. I hope you have a wonderfully filled life. But I'm sorry no matter what, I'll always love you.
Love,
Serena
It was 11:45p.m., and I was at the bridge. I stood up on the first "step". Then, I took my right leg, and swung it over the bridge. After that, I took my left leg, and swung it over also. Now I was hanging on to the bridge forwards looking at the water. I turned my hands around, so that I could jump backwards. I wanted to see the world as I fell.
Unfortunately, Darien showed up just as I was about to jump, I was extremely surprised to see him, but I stayed calm, cool, and collected. I was still going to jump, even if he was there.
"Hello," I said. He looked at me before shouting.
"What the hell do you think you're doing Serena?!" I didn't answer him, but instead continued getting ready to jump.
"How's River?" I asked, quite irritated that Darien was there. He didn't answer me. At last I was ready.
"Darien, I'm going to jump." I told him. "I still love you very much, but I can't stay here with you. I love you." I smiled at him softly. And he looked at me speechless. I blew him one last goodbye kiss, and smiled again, as one final tear slid down my cheek. I gently let go of the bridge, my support. I felt suspended in mid air. Then the wind and gravity pulled me down to the River. I felt as if a rushing current carried me away before I shut me eyes for good. But, before I touched the water that final time, I heard Darien call out,
"Serena, there was no..." that was it. I couldn't hear anything else. I had died.
TBC Yeah, there's more. Actually the next part's (are) kind of unique in the fact that there's two possible endings. Hope you liked the story so far and please review :)
~Liz~
Smile,
~Liz~
SHOUT OUTS!!
anime4ever: Thank you so much for your positive review, it's really appreciated lol. Hope you like this chapter.
TK: I'm continuing right now lol. I hope you also like this chapter. Thanks for reviewing. :)
Tears
"Well," I said, my voice shaking a little, "on Friday, I received a call from Darien. His voice was really grave, as he told me to meet him a Crystal Lake Park at 1:00p.m. I didn't know what was up, but I had a feeling that it was really important."
~Flashback~
As I walked to the park, I looked up a few times. The sky was dark, and it looked like it would rain soon.
I saw Darien in the distance, and hurried faster. When I reached him, I stood up to give him our usual "hello kiss". When he didn't kiss me back, I was upset, and surprised to say the least. That's when he broke the news to me. His exact words were,
"Serena, I think that we should stop seeing each other." I gasped.
"Darien, what do you mean?" I asked.
"I mean," he said "I'm breaking up with you. I don't love you anymore, and I don't want to be with you."
~Present~
"That was pretty much the end of it." I finishing. Andrew was silent for a time, until he opened up his arms again for me. And again, I cried on his warm, and caring shoulder. When I had ceased crying, I told Andrew that I loved him dearly, but I really needed to think about this for a while by myself. He said "okay" and if I ever needed some one to talk to, I could go straight to him. Then he turned to me and quietly said,
"Thanks for telling me everything. I hope you feel better since you got that weight off of your shoulders." And I realized I did feel a tiny bit better. I thanked him, and he left.
By now, it was about 10:45p.m. I still needed to write Darien a letter before I jumped.
Somewhere in my subconscious I probably knew I had snapped. This was just too much for one person to handle. First losing my parents and brother last year. Then all my friends except for Andrew leaving me, and now Darien gone when I needed comfort the most.
When I got home, I yanked out some nice stationery, and a pen, and sat down on my navy blue sofa to write.
At 11:40pm, I finished the letter. I figured when they found me missing, Darien and the police I mean, and they came here to look for evidence, they would see the note. I needed some fresh air, so I opened a window, and low and behold, the note flew out the window.
*Oh, well.* I thought, *I'm not going to write another*. I then walked over to the door, and stepped out before shutting it. I had no real need to lock the door, since I was never coming back. Little did I know, but some how Darien had received the letter through his window, and at this very moment was reading it. If you would like to know what was in the letter it read:
Darien,
I'm sorry that you still had to date me when you had found some one so special, like River. By the way, what did you find special in her? Well, Darien, I really just wanted to say I love you even if you don't love me, because I'll never see you again. It's kind of ironic, you dumped me for River, and that's how I'm going. I hope you have a wonderfully filled life. But I'm sorry no matter what, I'll always love you.
Love,
Serena
It was 11:45p.m., and I was at the bridge. I stood up on the first "step". Then, I took my right leg, and swung it over the bridge. After that, I took my left leg, and swung it over also. Now I was hanging on to the bridge forwards looking at the water. I turned my hands around, so that I could jump backwards. I wanted to see the world as I fell.
Unfortunately, Darien showed up just as I was about to jump, I was extremely surprised to see him, but I stayed calm, cool, and collected. I was still going to jump, even if he was there.
"Hello," I said. He looked at me before shouting.
"What the hell do you think you're doing Serena?!" I didn't answer him, but instead continued getting ready to jump.
"How's River?" I asked, quite irritated that Darien was there. He didn't answer me. At last I was ready.
"Darien, I'm going to jump." I told him. "I still love you very much, but I can't stay here with you. I love you." I smiled at him softly. And he looked at me speechless. I blew him one last goodbye kiss, and smiled again, as one final tear slid down my cheek. I gently let go of the bridge, my support. I felt suspended in mid air. Then the wind and gravity pulled me down to the River. I felt as if a rushing current carried me away before I shut me eyes for good. But, before I touched the water that final time, I heard Darien call out,
"Serena, there was no..." that was it. I couldn't hear anything else. I had died.
TBC Yeah, there's more. Actually the next part's (are) kind of unique in the fact that there's two possible endings. Hope you liked the story so far and please review :)
~Liz~