nyc_pwyncess: hello pplz!! i've been a bit bored lately, and decided to write a story about how the son's felt after goku died...AGAIN!! i swear, he dies for the fun of it. well, anyway, this is going to be a few chapters long, all based on different songs i have heard. i don't own any of these songs or dbz, if i did, i'd be living in a classier place than where i am now!! okie, the ages are as follows...
chi-chi: whatever the hfil her age is, i don't know!!
gohan: 15 years old
goten: 5 years old
nyc: each song will be a new point of view on their feelings, i hope you like it!! ~*~:signifies break between song and life. blah blah: song lyrics. toni braxton sings "unbreak my heart" and it's a good love song. i'll explain what it means at the end of the story. and if i get five reviews, i'll post up the next chappie right away!! well, let's start...
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Chi-Chi stared out her window into the sky. Oh, how clear the night seemed to her, so clear that she could almost believe she saw him fly past in a golden blur. The pain was so much that her heart could barely take it when she found out that Goku had died while protecting the Earth. It was so much for her to bear, that for days she just cried and remembered.
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Don't leave me in all this pain.
Don't leave me out in the rain.
Come back, and bring back my smile,
Come and take these tears away.
I need your arms to hold me now,
The night's just so unkind.
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me.
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She had been so torn up inside for weeks after Goku's passing. She had tried to put on a false facade for Gohan and everyone else, but they all saw through it. When they looked at her, they no longer saw the firm, but loving Chi-Chi. Instead, they saw a woman who was broken. Broken in such a way, that no one knew how to put her back together.
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Unbreak my heart,
Say you love me again.
Undo this hurt that you caused when you walked out the door
And walked out of my life.
Uncry these tears,
I've cried so many nights.
Unbreak my heart.
My heart.
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She remembered how they had feared for he health. She would try to eat and cook, but her hands just wouldn't let the knife come down upon the food or bring the fork to her mouth. It was just to hard for her to bear, since Goku always loved his food and how she would prepare it. Whenever she would get near food of any type, she would find herself listing all of his favorite dishes. It was horrible the way that her longing for Goku had eaten at her heart.
But that was then, and this was know. She still missed Goku, that was for certain. And as her eyes traveled to the door, she could almost see Goku turning around, smiling while waving good-bye.
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Take back that sad word 'good-bye'
Bring back the joy to my life.
Don't leave me here with these tears,
Come and kiss this pain away.
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Life had been bleak for about three months, until Chi-Chi found out she was pregnant. It was then that she had vowed to make sure this child knew all about it's father and the great deeds he had done. That was the day that she had begun eating again, and the happier Chi-Chi came back. But still, the sight of a picture of the happy couple together was enough to fill her eyes with tears.
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I can't forget the day we laughed.
Time is so unkind.
And life is so cruel without you here beside me.
Unbreak my heart,
Say you love me again.
Undo this hurt that you caused when you walked out the door
And walked out of my life.
Uncry these tears,
I've cried so many nights.
Unbreak my heart.
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"Momma", was the call from a little Goten standing besides her door. "Momma, can you tell me just one more story before I go to bed? Please? I promise to be extra good.", queried her youngest son, the one who had unknowingly saved his mother's life by bringing her out of depression. "Of course Goten, sweetie.", Chi-Chi said as she walked Goten down the hall to his room. As she pulled up the covers to his chin, she asked, "What story do you want to hear tonight Goten?" "I want to hear the one about Daddy. How he went went Super Saiyan and beat up that bad lizard Frieza!", said Goten with growing excitement in his eyes. "Oh, but haven't you heard that one enough?", queried Chi-Chi. "Nope, not yet Momma. I love the stories about Daddy.", answered Goten. And with that Chi-Chi told Goten about that time when his "Daddy" had gone Super Saiyan and saved the universe. "Now, time for sleep Goten." "Okay Momma. Love you.", said a sleepy Goten. "Love you too Goten." "Momma, does Daddy love me?" "Yes of course he does Goten. Why did you ask?" "Well, how come he isn't here with us?" "He went up to heaven after helping some people, but you'll see him again someday." "Okay Momma. Night." "Night..." And with that, Chi-Chi closed his door and ran outside, into the thunder and lightning. Longing for Goku to come home, and comfort her as he had done so many times before.
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Don't leave me in all this pain.
Don't leave me out in the rain.
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me.
O, Unbreak my heart,
Say you love me again.
Undo this hurt that you caused when you walked out the door
And walked out of my life.
Uncry these tears,
I've cried so many, many nights.
O, Unbreak my
Unbreak my heart.
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After sitting in the rain for abit, she crept quietly back into the house. Checking on Goten and Gohan before going into her own room. She looked at the bed. Much too big for one person, but a Goku would make it just right. Too bad she didn't ahve hers with her. He was up there with King Kai after helping others. "Why couldn't he help me.", Chi-Chi said aloud to no one in particular. "Why did he have to die, and leave me here to raise our two boys.", she asked, slumping onto her, their, bed. "Because he loved me. I just hope Gohan remembers that.", muttered a sleepy Chi-Chi before she drifted off.
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O baby,
Come back and say you love me.
Unbreak my heart.
Sweet darling,
Without you I just can't go on.
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Unbeknownst to Chi-Chi, Gohan had stood by the door, and heard his Mother's questions. "I do Mom, I do remember what a great man Dad was, is. And I will make sure that no one ever forgets it."
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nyc: did you like it?? please review!! and download "unbreak my heart" i think it fits well with the story. oh, and the song is about a girl whose boyfriend is killed in a hit-and-run accident. very touching. next chappie up soon!! bai!!