Ok, your break was long enough, I think! So here is my brand new, long
expected (hey, don't laugh!) story, so be happy...errr..you don't have to.
I won't excuse for my mistakes any more, no I won't. Really! Ok, I do.
Sorry for all that bad grammar and spelling. Hope you can at least laugh at
it.
There was something else....oh yeah, the disclaimer thing: Ok, those guys don't belong to me (sniff), neither do the songs that are used. This story was written for fun, I don't intend to make any profit with it. (duh! I wanna c one person who would pay for this!)
I wanna thank Wuemsel because Obst and vodca rule and your Cookie Hell is great! And I wanna thank Regina for being such a big encouragement. And of course I wanna thank all those of you who are still willing to read this story after my endless pratteling.
Ok, let's start....finally.....
Prologue
"Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone and so your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round.
Tell me: have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry?
Oh, can't you see
That's the way I feel about you and me.
Tell me: have you ever felt your heart was breakin'
Looking down the road you should be takin'..."
She angrily held her ears shut. The more she listened to the song the more she hated it. Teenie-bands often sang about love, regrets and hurt feelings, it had never annoyed her much, but now it was just different. She didn't hate the song. She hated herself.
"Ladies and gentleman, this was S Club7, the newcomers from the cold and rainy England with their new song 'Have You Ever'!" The radio host shouted into his microphone. His words echoed in all corners of the coach, the driver obviously liked loud music.
The bus had passed the border of California some time ago. She wasn't actually in hurry. She liked sitting there, watching the landscape, the lemon trees and the sun beams, reflecting on the car roofs next to the coach. At the moment being alone was a gift in her opinion. Left with no one, but herself. She had a lot to sort out. It would be hard. It would be painful. But it had to be done.
Between the mountains it started sparkeling blue. The ozean appeared firstly behind the trees and then lay in front of her like a dark blue carpet. She could see the smog hanging over the city as though it was a cheese board. LA seemed to be protected by that big cloud, it gave the city this weird, unreal aura.
She was almost there.
Her bag wasn't heavy. In fact she hadn't had many things to pack when she had left. As she walked along the streets away from the coach station, she took a deep breath. The emissions of the cars almost made her cough, but it didn't bother her. She had missed this air.
The feeling in her stomach was strange, but she knew what it was telling her. She was here to do something she should have had done a long time ago. She owed him that. At least an explanation. She didn't think he wanted more from her. She had hurt him too much.
She looked to the left and to the right and walked over the street. She had been so blind. He wouldn't listen to her. Never...
A car suddenly sped towards her with squealing tires. She heard a scream:"Lady, watch out!" But it was too late. The car hit the young woman and drove away fast, leaving her bleeding on the hard pavement.
"Call an ambulance!", shouted someone. The last thing she heard. Then only darkness...
Oh, the excitement! Or in Mark's words:"I wanted to try something subtle..." Who is that? What do you think? Hmmm, StrangePenguin's favorite character is certainly involved...don't tell me you know it! ;-) Next part will be up soon. Reviews are appreciated very much.
I don't owe the song "Have You Ever". It belongs to the British group SClub7.
There was something else....oh yeah, the disclaimer thing: Ok, those guys don't belong to me (sniff), neither do the songs that are used. This story was written for fun, I don't intend to make any profit with it. (duh! I wanna c one person who would pay for this!)
I wanna thank Wuemsel because Obst and vodca rule and your Cookie Hell is great! And I wanna thank Regina for being such a big encouragement. And of course I wanna thank all those of you who are still willing to read this story after my endless pratteling.
Ok, let's start....finally.....
Prologue
"Sometimes it's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone and so your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round.
Tell me: have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry?
Oh, can't you see
That's the way I feel about you and me.
Tell me: have you ever felt your heart was breakin'
Looking down the road you should be takin'..."
She angrily held her ears shut. The more she listened to the song the more she hated it. Teenie-bands often sang about love, regrets and hurt feelings, it had never annoyed her much, but now it was just different. She didn't hate the song. She hated herself.
"Ladies and gentleman, this was S Club7, the newcomers from the cold and rainy England with their new song 'Have You Ever'!" The radio host shouted into his microphone. His words echoed in all corners of the coach, the driver obviously liked loud music.
The bus had passed the border of California some time ago. She wasn't actually in hurry. She liked sitting there, watching the landscape, the lemon trees and the sun beams, reflecting on the car roofs next to the coach. At the moment being alone was a gift in her opinion. Left with no one, but herself. She had a lot to sort out. It would be hard. It would be painful. But it had to be done.
Between the mountains it started sparkeling blue. The ozean appeared firstly behind the trees and then lay in front of her like a dark blue carpet. She could see the smog hanging over the city as though it was a cheese board. LA seemed to be protected by that big cloud, it gave the city this weird, unreal aura.
She was almost there.
Her bag wasn't heavy. In fact she hadn't had many things to pack when she had left. As she walked along the streets away from the coach station, she took a deep breath. The emissions of the cars almost made her cough, but it didn't bother her. She had missed this air.
The feeling in her stomach was strange, but she knew what it was telling her. She was here to do something she should have had done a long time ago. She owed him that. At least an explanation. She didn't think he wanted more from her. She had hurt him too much.
She looked to the left and to the right and walked over the street. She had been so blind. He wouldn't listen to her. Never...
A car suddenly sped towards her with squealing tires. She heard a scream:"Lady, watch out!" But it was too late. The car hit the young woman and drove away fast, leaving her bleeding on the hard pavement.
"Call an ambulance!", shouted someone. The last thing she heard. Then only darkness...
Oh, the excitement! Or in Mark's words:"I wanted to try something subtle..." Who is that? What do you think? Hmmm, StrangePenguin's favorite character is certainly involved...don't tell me you know it! ;-) Next part will be up soon. Reviews are appreciated very much.
I don't owe the song "Have You Ever". It belongs to the British group SClub7.