Okay, I'm not a Yami Malik/Malik fan, I'd rather put Malik with Bakura than that pyscho. But you know, this one night, having read the manga 32 and 33, I went to sleep.... And this... fic sprung up into my mind. It was completed in.... oh, I don't know, five minutes? Strange, considering there was a Malik/Rishid hint in manga 33.... But, well, so I typed it out and here it is - a side story to my other fic, The Games. Takes place after Lost Souls : Nightmares - Part Three. You can read that chapter if you want to understand this fic better. And remember to leave a review, thanks! ^_^
Malik Ishtar.
That is your name, and I suppose it's mine too. We're the same person, as I'm the evil side of you. But we're also different. We have separate memories, separate ways of thinking, separate feelings.
I am born of your hatred and despair. I am not you, and yet I am you. We are the same person, yet we have different identities. We are separate, but there is a bond between us, an unclassifiable bond; we're closer then any other couples can get, and yet we're are so distant.
We're like Ying and Yang. Two different energies, the exact opposite of each other, like black and white, interlocking in a circle, and each containing a tiny bit of each other.
You are Yang. Yang symbolises
fire, the sun, positivity, life, light, all that is good. I am Ying. Ying
symbolises water, the moon, negativity, death, darkness, all that is bad.
And each of us contain a bit of each other.
I bring out the tiny bit
of Ying in you... And you... bring out the Yang in me. You are my fire,
you are my light....
What took me so long to realize it? That... nightmare.... dream.... hallucination.... whatever it was, it was like a wake up call. I suddenly saw the two of us in a true light.
I love you. I don't know why that is, I'm just.... in love with you. I guess it's natural, like with Yuugi and his Yami, and Bakura with his... We belong with each other, like Ying and Yang interlocking with each other, keeping the balance of the universe.
I love you, I just don't know if you love me back. I've done wrong to you in the past, but the dream told me that you'd forgive me. I don't know if I deserve it.
It's.... depressing, not knowing... Not knowing if you would reject me, or if you don't, whether I deseve it or not..... I want to find the answers.... But how?
I look at Yami and Yuugi, and they look so happy. My heart wrenches when I think we could be like that.
I want to know.... I want to know.... I can't bear not knowing.
There's only one thing I know definitely. I love you. I'll love you forever, even if you reject me.
Tomorrow, I tell you. Yes, tommorow.
I love you, Malik.
~Owari~
Yami Malik: That was.... short.
Yuen: It's supposed to be short! Why else would I call it a side story?!
Malik: Side stories aren't neccesarily short.....
Yuen: Okay, so it's short, well, I thought of all this while I was in bed, and I was too tired to get up and write it down, and by next morning I forgotten a lot of it!
Yami Malik: Yeah, and you had a hard time looking into this crazy mind of mine.
Yuen: Yeah, why are you to psychotic?! I can't believe that you can possibly love anyone - Look what you did to Malik's father!
Yami Malik: *eyes fill up with tears* I... I was too evil then.... And I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to... *cry* Waahhhhh!
Malik: Shh.... Shh.... It's all right.... I couldn't have been helped... *glares at Yuen* Now you've made my Yami cry! How evil can you get?!
Yuen: *ingnores Malik* So now I've got that fic out of my system, I'll just go on writing the other chapter of The Games..... And remember, I WILL NOT WRITE A YAMI MALIK/MALIK FIC AGAIN!!!! IS THAT CLEAR?!
Yami Malik: *sniffle* You are so cruel..... T_T
Malik: Oh, don't cry, Yami, Yuen didn't mean it... * gives me a death glare* Did you?
Yuen: *spooked out by Malik* Ehh he he heh... Um.... Anyway! *changes the topic quickly* Please review!