A/N: Thank you so much to everybody who gave me a review^_^. I really really appreciate it. I know my grammar is bbaddd(, and I am so sorry about that O_o me=bad grammar, lol.
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me. They all belong to the talented J.K. Rowling and Warner Bros. people.
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Chapter Four: "The Confront"
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I kept it inside for the longest time and I can't keep keeping it
All this love that's inside of my heart
Maybe it's safer not to say that I care
Maybe this road won't lead me anywhere
But if I don't tell you now
I may never get the chance again
To tell you that I need you, tell you what I'm feeling
If I keep these feelings in
And if I don't say the words
How will you hear what's inside my heart
How will you know then
If I don't tell you now
I'd do anything to be in your dreams and I can't stand standing by
With this dream that's inside my heart
Maybe I'm only gonna make a mistake
And there's a chance maybe my heart will break
How will you know you're inside my soul
Oh it's driving me crazy
Cause you don't see, you're the world to me
I'm so afraid to see
The way that I feel for you
-- Ronan Keating's "If I Don't Tell You Now"
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"Miss Chang, can you please follow me to my office?" Professor Alore led me toward her office on the 3rd floor.
I didn't know what she wanted to talk to me for. Could it be about what had happened on the train? Everybody had been talking it nonstop, but luckily no one knew about my encounter with that man. My thought was interrupted by the sound of the door closing behind me. Her office was quit small, but it was cozy. Around the room were moving pictures of her family and staff. Professor Alore went behind her desk to sit down. She put her hand forward to the empty seat in front of her table suggesting for me to take a seat.
"As you might already, I teach Muggle Studies. It is a need for all the students to take at least three years of the course to graduate. You've been doing extremely well in my class, and I was wondering if you could please do me a favor?" She pleaded.
I was feeling so grateful for having a teacher needing my help. I couldn't really think of why she would need my help for. But trying to be helpful I replied, "Well, of course. I would just a pleasure."
Professor Alore gave me a big relief smile. She was around her 30s, but she looked like she was already in her 50s. You could tell by her hair. They changed from the beautiful light brown color to grayish.
"I got a new student in my class for this year. And I don't think he'll do very well in it. Don't get me wrong, I believe that all students have potentials, but this one is going to be hard to get through. It would be so lovely of you if you can tutor him, and possibly help him to understand the Muggle Studies more. This will be an easy task for you, because you have some muggle blood. Starting tomorrow after his last class, I would love it if you can please go to the library to meet Mr. Draco Malfoy and start the studying." That was it. She just kicked me in the stomach.
"What? Draco Malfoy? As in Draco Malfoy? The blonde, blue, Slytherin, Seeker, 5th year Draco Malfoy? Oh, please Professor. I can't do that. I'm so sorry." I mean I couldn't do it. I can't stand Draco, and she expected me to do that for her? Nnnoooo. But I Felt pretty guilty after seeing the sad and shock look upon my teacher's face.
Yea, yea, yea, I gave in to her. She talked me into taking the job, and I had to go through with it. Argh!
After leaving her office I really didn't want to go celebrate in the Great Hall, so I decided just to go to my dormitory.
"Watch where you're going you silly girl!"
"I'm so sorry." I apologized. I guess I wasn't really looking because I was in such a hurry.
"You again? Man! What does a person have to do around here to get away from you?" Draco said. He had that nasty grin upon his face again. For some reason tonight his gray-blue eyes were shining more bright.
The last thing I need right now is to get into another argument with him, so I tried not to let my anger elevate. Without caring I brush passed him and continue walking.
"Leaving so soon? I thought you would like to slap me around some more. I think your stupid posse are waiting for you. They want to kiss your ass some more. " Draco said with a silly laugh.
I stopped in my short track and turned back. I knew that I had to stand up against him. Soon enough I slowly walk toward him. Our body was about half a foot from each other when I slowly lift up my head to look into his eyes to slowly sound out each of my replied, "Pppiissssss oooffff, Draco. Go do us all a favor and curse yourself, please."
From the look on his face, I could tell that he wasn't happy at what I just said to him. Before I knew it, he grabbed my arm. As Draco was pulling on my arm he shoved me against him and said, "Look you! Don't act like a snob. I save you two times tonight and at least you can do is say thank you."
After I got myself loose I realized that he was right. He did help me out twice and I did want to say thank you to him. But you know that I would act like I care, "You didn't do jack! But if you want to hear it, then fine.thank you. Happy now? Alright, good bye."
As I was about 4ft away I could hear him say something under his breath, "You haven't change a bit."
That sentence right there just made me want to say something to Draco that I always wanted to say. Before I could figure out how to react I screamed at him.
"YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU'RE RIGHT! I HAVEN'T CHANGED ONE TINY BIT!! BUT YOU KNOW WHO CHANGED? YOU! YOU! YOU! YOU! DRACO MALFOY, CHANGED! THAT'S RIGHT! YOU ARE A COWARD! DO YOU HEAR ME! COWARD! YOU THREW EVERYTHING OUT THE WINDOW THAT WAS GOING GOOD FOR THE APPROVAL OF YOUR FATHER! COWARD!" I couldn't believe what I just said to him. He looked so sad, but he wasn't trying to show it. He knew he had to look tough. Without saying anything Draco turned around and started walking back to the Great Hall.
But I didn't want him to walk off without hearing one more thing, "INCLUDING ME!"
I think that one got to him, because for one moment he stopped and turned back around to face me. I really didn't want to be the one to show pain, but I knew that tears were raining from my eyes. The thing that surprised me the most was that Draco actually looked sorry for once.
"YOU CHANGED! AND YOU THREW ME OUT THE WINDOW ALSO!" With that, I ran as far as my legs could take me.
Things didn't go how I wanted to, because as soon as I finally got away I bumped into someone again. I guess this night wasn't mine night.
"Cho? Are you crying? I'm sorry about Cedric, I know you must be feeling horrifying." Harry Potter asked me in concern. I guessed he wanted sometimes alone from the Great Hall too.
"Oh, hi Harry. No, I'm not crying. But thank you for your concern. I think some dust just got in my eyes." I lied. "Alright, if you say so. I just have to tell you that I am terribly sorry about the whole Cedric thing. He was a great guy, and it was my fault that he died." He has a guilty look.
I felt bad for Harry. It wasn't his fault that Cedric died. People thought he and I was a couple just because we went to the Yule Ball together, but we were just good friends. He was a good man, and I cried all summer after what had happened. But I knew that he was in a better place. I confronted Harry with my thought about it, and fortunately Harry understood. I would of love to talk with him more, but at that point I didn't want to talk to anyone.
"You must excuse me, Harry. I think I'm just really sleepy and need some rest." I finally pardoned myself from him.
Before I left we made a plan to do some Quidditch practice together. It wouldn't be so bad to make a new friend. But one thing that I didn't get it was why he was all burning up on his face throughout our conversation.
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A/N: What do you think will happen? Cho/Harry.or Cho/Draco?! HEHE, wait and find out^_~ I have to apologize for the whole sappy crying thingy, eeerrrr.
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me. They all belong to the talented J.K. Rowling and Warner Bros. people.
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Chapter Four: "The Confront"
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I kept it inside for the longest time and I can't keep keeping it
All this love that's inside of my heart
Maybe it's safer not to say that I care
Maybe this road won't lead me anywhere
But if I don't tell you now
I may never get the chance again
To tell you that I need you, tell you what I'm feeling
If I keep these feelings in
And if I don't say the words
How will you hear what's inside my heart
How will you know then
If I don't tell you now
I'd do anything to be in your dreams and I can't stand standing by
With this dream that's inside my heart
Maybe I'm only gonna make a mistake
And there's a chance maybe my heart will break
How will you know you're inside my soul
Oh it's driving me crazy
Cause you don't see, you're the world to me
I'm so afraid to see
The way that I feel for you
-- Ronan Keating's "If I Don't Tell You Now"
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"Miss Chang, can you please follow me to my office?" Professor Alore led me toward her office on the 3rd floor.
I didn't know what she wanted to talk to me for. Could it be about what had happened on the train? Everybody had been talking it nonstop, but luckily no one knew about my encounter with that man. My thought was interrupted by the sound of the door closing behind me. Her office was quit small, but it was cozy. Around the room were moving pictures of her family and staff. Professor Alore went behind her desk to sit down. She put her hand forward to the empty seat in front of her table suggesting for me to take a seat.
"As you might already, I teach Muggle Studies. It is a need for all the students to take at least three years of the course to graduate. You've been doing extremely well in my class, and I was wondering if you could please do me a favor?" She pleaded.
I was feeling so grateful for having a teacher needing my help. I couldn't really think of why she would need my help for. But trying to be helpful I replied, "Well, of course. I would just a pleasure."
Professor Alore gave me a big relief smile. She was around her 30s, but she looked like she was already in her 50s. You could tell by her hair. They changed from the beautiful light brown color to grayish.
"I got a new student in my class for this year. And I don't think he'll do very well in it. Don't get me wrong, I believe that all students have potentials, but this one is going to be hard to get through. It would be so lovely of you if you can tutor him, and possibly help him to understand the Muggle Studies more. This will be an easy task for you, because you have some muggle blood. Starting tomorrow after his last class, I would love it if you can please go to the library to meet Mr. Draco Malfoy and start the studying." That was it. She just kicked me in the stomach.
"What? Draco Malfoy? As in Draco Malfoy? The blonde, blue, Slytherin, Seeker, 5th year Draco Malfoy? Oh, please Professor. I can't do that. I'm so sorry." I mean I couldn't do it. I can't stand Draco, and she expected me to do that for her? Nnnoooo. But I Felt pretty guilty after seeing the sad and shock look upon my teacher's face.
Yea, yea, yea, I gave in to her. She talked me into taking the job, and I had to go through with it. Argh!
After leaving her office I really didn't want to go celebrate in the Great Hall, so I decided just to go to my dormitory.
"Watch where you're going you silly girl!"
"I'm so sorry." I apologized. I guess I wasn't really looking because I was in such a hurry.
"You again? Man! What does a person have to do around here to get away from you?" Draco said. He had that nasty grin upon his face again. For some reason tonight his gray-blue eyes were shining more bright.
The last thing I need right now is to get into another argument with him, so I tried not to let my anger elevate. Without caring I brush passed him and continue walking.
"Leaving so soon? I thought you would like to slap me around some more. I think your stupid posse are waiting for you. They want to kiss your ass some more. " Draco said with a silly laugh.
I stopped in my short track and turned back. I knew that I had to stand up against him. Soon enough I slowly walk toward him. Our body was about half a foot from each other when I slowly lift up my head to look into his eyes to slowly sound out each of my replied, "Pppiissssss oooffff, Draco. Go do us all a favor and curse yourself, please."
From the look on his face, I could tell that he wasn't happy at what I just said to him. Before I knew it, he grabbed my arm. As Draco was pulling on my arm he shoved me against him and said, "Look you! Don't act like a snob. I save you two times tonight and at least you can do is say thank you."
After I got myself loose I realized that he was right. He did help me out twice and I did want to say thank you to him. But you know that I would act like I care, "You didn't do jack! But if you want to hear it, then fine.thank you. Happy now? Alright, good bye."
As I was about 4ft away I could hear him say something under his breath, "You haven't change a bit."
That sentence right there just made me want to say something to Draco that I always wanted to say. Before I could figure out how to react I screamed at him.
"YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU'RE RIGHT! I HAVEN'T CHANGED ONE TINY BIT!! BUT YOU KNOW WHO CHANGED? YOU! YOU! YOU! YOU! DRACO MALFOY, CHANGED! THAT'S RIGHT! YOU ARE A COWARD! DO YOU HEAR ME! COWARD! YOU THREW EVERYTHING OUT THE WINDOW THAT WAS GOING GOOD FOR THE APPROVAL OF YOUR FATHER! COWARD!" I couldn't believe what I just said to him. He looked so sad, but he wasn't trying to show it. He knew he had to look tough. Without saying anything Draco turned around and started walking back to the Great Hall.
But I didn't want him to walk off without hearing one more thing, "INCLUDING ME!"
I think that one got to him, because for one moment he stopped and turned back around to face me. I really didn't want to be the one to show pain, but I knew that tears were raining from my eyes. The thing that surprised me the most was that Draco actually looked sorry for once.
"YOU CHANGED! AND YOU THREW ME OUT THE WINDOW ALSO!" With that, I ran as far as my legs could take me.
Things didn't go how I wanted to, because as soon as I finally got away I bumped into someone again. I guess this night wasn't mine night.
"Cho? Are you crying? I'm sorry about Cedric, I know you must be feeling horrifying." Harry Potter asked me in concern. I guessed he wanted sometimes alone from the Great Hall too.
"Oh, hi Harry. No, I'm not crying. But thank you for your concern. I think some dust just got in my eyes." I lied. "Alright, if you say so. I just have to tell you that I am terribly sorry about the whole Cedric thing. He was a great guy, and it was my fault that he died." He has a guilty look.
I felt bad for Harry. It wasn't his fault that Cedric died. People thought he and I was a couple just because we went to the Yule Ball together, but we were just good friends. He was a good man, and I cried all summer after what had happened. But I knew that he was in a better place. I confronted Harry with my thought about it, and fortunately Harry understood. I would of love to talk with him more, but at that point I didn't want to talk to anyone.
"You must excuse me, Harry. I think I'm just really sleepy and need some rest." I finally pardoned myself from him.
Before I left we made a plan to do some Quidditch practice together. It wouldn't be so bad to make a new friend. But one thing that I didn't get it was why he was all burning up on his face throughout our conversation.
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A/N: What do you think will happen? Cho/Harry.or Cho/Draco?! HEHE, wait and find out^_~ I have to apologize for the whole sappy crying thingy, eeerrrr.