A/N: Thank you to everybody who reviewed^_^ It meant a lot to me knowing that you are reading my story:D I'm going to try to make my future chapters longer, because I think chapters that I have now are too shortO_o
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me. They all belong to the talented J.K. Rowling and Warner Bros. people.
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Chapter Six: "Confusion"
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You know that I.
I gave my best to you,
And me can't you see
I did it all for you.
So where did we go wrong?
Why do we have to sing this song?
Girl, with me you know belong.
And I'll never love
The way that I loved you
And I'll never kiss
The way that I touched you
I did all for you
And I'll never love that way again.
Girl, it seems to me
You've been getting on
And it's plain to see
You didn't cry for long.
So tell me why must we be
Apart for us to see
That we could never ever
Love this way again.
Can't we try again?
Does it rally have to end?
Can we reach down deep inside-
Find the strength to make this love survive-
Oh girl, I did it all for you
If you believe in true romance
Can we give it one more chance?
-- Joey Mcintyre's "The Way That I Loved You "
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Throughout the day I hesitated for the day to be over. I didn't want to face Draco, after what happened yesterday. I really didn't have much choice since I gave my word to Proffesor Alore that I would tutor him.
There he was waiting for me behind the Library's desk when I entered. He got the determine on. I knew that he wasn't going to back off until I give him some answer about the locket. But how could I give me an answer when I don't even have the answer. As my footsteps got closer he got up from behind the desk.
"So, we meet again. I think you got some explaining to do here girlie."
"I don't know what you're talking. Let's get this done and over with. I have plan afterward." I sat down on the opposite side of him.
"Think you're going to get away with it that easy?" He snapped hard on my book, causing me to close it.
I thought it was pretty rude of him to do that, and it was none of his business anyway. Without moving I look up at him, while picking up a quill next to me.
"Move your hand or I'll make you sorry you ever did that." I said my sentence with a warning.
Draco slowly moved his mouth closer to my ear and whisper, "What if I don't want to?"
That was the wrong thing of him to say. I got my sharp quill in my hand waiting to make my move.
I slided off my chair in a dash. His eyes bewilder when he saw me holding up my spike like I was going to stab him.
"What is your problem? I ssseeeee.you want to join the dark side now?" Draco didn't show his fear.
I didn't know what came over me that made my hand held up the quill. Maybe itit was because I wanted to scare him in some way.a crazy way. And it was a pretty bad move when he shoved my hand away.
Luckily, no one saw me when I thrusted Draco against the bookshelf while holding the quill under his chin. There were some books lying on the floor from the impact.
This Slytherin was of course much stronger than me, and he didn't hesitate to hold it back either. I think we started beating each other up like crazy. I didn't hold anything back while I was kicking, shoving, hitting, and smacking him. But I think Draco tried to hold some back on me seeing that I was a girl. He didn't really hurt me, just tried to calm me down.
After this was going on for couple of minutes I could tell that both of us were getting a bit tired. He pushed me up onto the desk, and everything on it went flying. His body mass was weighing down on. It was hard for me to move, especially since I was lying down and he was on top of me.
"Get off of me or I'll bite you! You *beep* *beep*" I was so mad that I could of kill him.
He held down my hands down with his own. Draco was sitting on my legs so I couldn't kick. My mind was racing with anger that I couldn't think straight.
"NOT UNTIL YOU CALM DOWN!" He yelled.
Luck was on my side because his left hand glided off for a second from my right wrist and I saw my opportunity. I putted his left hand on my mouth and bit my teeth hard into the skin.
"Aaaarr! You mad girl!" He screamed with pain and felt off the desk.
I saw my opening; I got off the desk before he could get up again. However, the bad thing was after I got up. He crawled over and tripped me by my legs. I kicked and twisted, but he wouldn't let go of my legs. While I was struggling my eye lay upon the black quill that had been dropped a while ago. I tried to creep for it, but Draco was too strong. But then in a surprise, he released his hands. I got up as soon as possible and ran for the quill. The boy wasn't far behind me, and he stopped me in time.
"Oh no you don't! What is up with you Chang? Are you all drug up like this?" He held me by my shoulder fearing that I might escape yet again.
"You! I haaaate you. Now let me go so I can get to the Quidditch field." I shrugged his hands away.
"No you don't." In my surprise he placed his hand on my cheek.
I looked up at him and for a moment there I thought my knees were going to give in. All the rage in me was being place by a hot rush. Shivers were swarming up my entire body. I had to turn my head away from his glimmering silver eyes. We both knew that we still have feelings for each other. That feelings had never disappear, but they just been locked up. I knew that I had to get away from him before everything rupture back out.
"Aum.I got to go." I backed away.
He wouldn't let me go, he pulled be back close to him. "You know you don't want to go."
And he was right, I didn't want to go. I could unmistakably smell his fragrance, and I wanted to keep the scent with me forever.
"You were right you know?" He voice broke the silence.
"About what?" I puzzled.
He gradually shifted his hand alongside my face one more time. But instead, now, I was the one who was ledge against the bookshelf. His body moved closer to mine and we could hear each other breathing stiffly.
"About me being a coward. After what you said to me last night I realized that I have feelings for you.still." His head slowly moved toward mine.
"You.you do?" My breath was running out. I could feel my head bursting and my heart was bumping blood faster and faster.
"Yyyess." His word came out as a whisper.
Our face was about a foot from each other. We knew what was about to happen, but we were ready for it. His right hand was place on the side of my face and his other warm hand was on the quivering right part of my waist. As we were getting nearer by the second I rested my hands on his muscular chest. The white fabric of his shirt was so silky and soft. My whole body was going through a burning explosion, and I knew it was because of his glare and touch. Everything was going to be good again, at least that what I was telling myself.
"I miss you." Draco quietly said to me.
I placed my finger on his soft lips, "Sshhhh."
"Draco? Where are you?" We got interrupted. Our lips were going to meet right then, but they weren't. "Draco Malfoy! Where are you?"
That last yell pulled me back to reality. I pushed Draco aside and knew that it wasn't possible for us to be together.
"I got to go." I picked up my bag.
"No, you don't." He grabbed my hand and tried to pull me close.
"Draco. There you are." The voice belong to his fellow Slytherin, Pansy Parkinson. She walked up to him and started the make out session. His eyes never left mine the whole time. As I was watching them I felt like ten knives stabbed me in my heart. I tried to look away but the force was too strong. Even though Draco pushed her away, it was still very painful for me to view.
"What's wrong honey?" She asked him in a sweet voice. "Don't you want to get laid?"
GET LAID? WHAT?!
He shaked his head suggesting to me that it wasn't true.
"Pansy! We never did such a thing!" Draco said in astonish.
"Yet, we haven't done it yet." Pansy moved her body against his in a seductive way.
"OOookkkk, you know what? I'll just leave you two to it." I marched my feet.
"Cho, wait!" I could hear him call out. But I didn't stop. He doesn't need me now, he got Pansy with him.
"And oh, Cho? Harry said if I see you to tell you that he'll be waiting on the end of the field." She informed me.
Without turning back I replied, "Thank you, Pansy."
The last thing I heard before leaving the library was them talking.
"Harry? Scarhead Potter? What are you mumbling about this time Pansy?"
"Don't you know? Potter got a thing for Chang."
When I got on the Quidditch field I saw Harry there waiting for me.
"I'm sorry that I'm late." I apologized.
"Oh is alright, it took me a while to get here myself. Hermione kept me away with her lecture about how I should do more homework and less Quidditch." He laughed.
We both got our Quidditch stuff and started walking to the center of the field.
"Hermione is really smart, isn't she?" I asked.
"Yea, she is like the smartest person I know. The girl knows everything."
The last sentence striked me hard. Maybe she can tell me something about the macrocardia?
"Really? She knows everything?"
"Yeap, well at least things that are written in books."
"Huh, I got to chat with her sometimes then." I gave him a smile.
We only chat for a while before we started off on our practice. Harry was amazing on his Firebolt. Aside from the professional Quidditch players, he was by far the best I've seen. I got some tough time on my hands. Fortunately, Ravenclaw won't have to play Gryffindor just yet. Everybody was notified this morning at breakfast that the first game of the year would be Ravenclaw against Slytherin.
To be honest, Harry and I didn't exactly practice. We were more like playing around in the air with our broom showing the other person what we could do. Actually, we learned some pretty cool tricks that evening. Both of us got to know each other better. Our conversation was on Quidditch, life, school work, professors (we both dislike Snape), life after Hogwarts, friends, the future, and a lot more. I had such a great time hanging out with Harry. He wasn't like a snobby and stuck up famous boy. He was much of an out going, fun, loving, caring, funny, terrific, and open minded person. I wouldn't mind spending more time with him. Our time went by fast because of how much fun we were having. We had to end our night after we realized that the sky was falling.
"Good night Harry." I gave him a kiss on the cheek and we took off to our own dormitory.
As I was about to step onto the staircase I heard a voice behind me that made me jumped.
"Had a great time, I see." It was Draco Malfoy.
"Yes, yes I did. And I'm sure you did with Pansy." The grin was now vanished from my face.
"Women are like monkies, you know?" He took couple of steps closer.
"I beg you pardon." I didn't understand what he meant by that.
"Well.they don't let go of one branch until they can get a hold of the next." Draco raised both of his eyebrows.
"You don't have the right to say that Draco and you know it. I'm tired and I'm going to go now."
"There is nothing between me and Pansy." There was a sincerity in his voice, but I didn't believe any of it.
"Do you really expect me to believe that after the kissing off thingy I witnessed today? Doubt it, very doubtful."
Draco stepped in front of me and looked straight into my eyes and replied, "You know that you're the only one for me."
I strided aside and starting laughing, "Like I said before; do you expect me to believe that? I won't let you played me again like what how you did earlier in the library."
"I'm not kidding, Cho. I'll break it off with her if you want me to." This time he got a serious look on his face.
"You know what? I don't care what you do. It doesn't matter now. It's getting late, and I want to go to bed. I'll see you tomorrow." I got on the moving staircase and it took me to the other side before my eyes.
Again, that night I couldn't fall asleep. My mind kept playing back the scene of Draco and me in the library.
"You were right you know?"
"About what?"
"About me being a coward. After what you said to me last night I realized that I have feelings for you.still."
"You.you do?"
"Yyyess."
"I miss you."
Did he really meant it when he told me that I was the only one for him? Does he want to be with me or Pansy? Should I give in? Or should I resist him?
.I don't know.
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A/N: Hehe, Cho and Draco didn't kiss. What should Cho do? You can probably tell that I tend to write things that aren't Cho/Draco related in a hurry, lol. I only really concentrate on the Cho and Draco stuff^_~
Disclaimer: Nothing belongs to me. They all belong to the talented J.K. Rowling and Warner Bros. people.
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Chapter Six: "Confusion"
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You know that I.
I gave my best to you,
And me can't you see
I did it all for you.
So where did we go wrong?
Why do we have to sing this song?
Girl, with me you know belong.
And I'll never love
The way that I loved you
And I'll never kiss
The way that I touched you
I did all for you
And I'll never love that way again.
Girl, it seems to me
You've been getting on
And it's plain to see
You didn't cry for long.
So tell me why must we be
Apart for us to see
That we could never ever
Love this way again.
Can't we try again?
Does it rally have to end?
Can we reach down deep inside-
Find the strength to make this love survive-
Oh girl, I did it all for you
If you believe in true romance
Can we give it one more chance?
-- Joey Mcintyre's "The Way That I Loved You "
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Throughout the day I hesitated for the day to be over. I didn't want to face Draco, after what happened yesterday. I really didn't have much choice since I gave my word to Proffesor Alore that I would tutor him.
There he was waiting for me behind the Library's desk when I entered. He got the determine on. I knew that he wasn't going to back off until I give him some answer about the locket. But how could I give me an answer when I don't even have the answer. As my footsteps got closer he got up from behind the desk.
"So, we meet again. I think you got some explaining to do here girlie."
"I don't know what you're talking. Let's get this done and over with. I have plan afterward." I sat down on the opposite side of him.
"Think you're going to get away with it that easy?" He snapped hard on my book, causing me to close it.
I thought it was pretty rude of him to do that, and it was none of his business anyway. Without moving I look up at him, while picking up a quill next to me.
"Move your hand or I'll make you sorry you ever did that." I said my sentence with a warning.
Draco slowly moved his mouth closer to my ear and whisper, "What if I don't want to?"
That was the wrong thing of him to say. I got my sharp quill in my hand waiting to make my move.
I slided off my chair in a dash. His eyes bewilder when he saw me holding up my spike like I was going to stab him.
"What is your problem? I ssseeeee.you want to join the dark side now?" Draco didn't show his fear.
I didn't know what came over me that made my hand held up the quill. Maybe itit was because I wanted to scare him in some way.a crazy way. And it was a pretty bad move when he shoved my hand away.
Luckily, no one saw me when I thrusted Draco against the bookshelf while holding the quill under his chin. There were some books lying on the floor from the impact.
This Slytherin was of course much stronger than me, and he didn't hesitate to hold it back either. I think we started beating each other up like crazy. I didn't hold anything back while I was kicking, shoving, hitting, and smacking him. But I think Draco tried to hold some back on me seeing that I was a girl. He didn't really hurt me, just tried to calm me down.
After this was going on for couple of minutes I could tell that both of us were getting a bit tired. He pushed me up onto the desk, and everything on it went flying. His body mass was weighing down on. It was hard for me to move, especially since I was lying down and he was on top of me.
"Get off of me or I'll bite you! You *beep* *beep*" I was so mad that I could of kill him.
He held down my hands down with his own. Draco was sitting on my legs so I couldn't kick. My mind was racing with anger that I couldn't think straight.
"NOT UNTIL YOU CALM DOWN!" He yelled.
Luck was on my side because his left hand glided off for a second from my right wrist and I saw my opportunity. I putted his left hand on my mouth and bit my teeth hard into the skin.
"Aaaarr! You mad girl!" He screamed with pain and felt off the desk.
I saw my opening; I got off the desk before he could get up again. However, the bad thing was after I got up. He crawled over and tripped me by my legs. I kicked and twisted, but he wouldn't let go of my legs. While I was struggling my eye lay upon the black quill that had been dropped a while ago. I tried to creep for it, but Draco was too strong. But then in a surprise, he released his hands. I got up as soon as possible and ran for the quill. The boy wasn't far behind me, and he stopped me in time.
"Oh no you don't! What is up with you Chang? Are you all drug up like this?" He held me by my shoulder fearing that I might escape yet again.
"You! I haaaate you. Now let me go so I can get to the Quidditch field." I shrugged his hands away.
"No you don't." In my surprise he placed his hand on my cheek.
I looked up at him and for a moment there I thought my knees were going to give in. All the rage in me was being place by a hot rush. Shivers were swarming up my entire body. I had to turn my head away from his glimmering silver eyes. We both knew that we still have feelings for each other. That feelings had never disappear, but they just been locked up. I knew that I had to get away from him before everything rupture back out.
"Aum.I got to go." I backed away.
He wouldn't let me go, he pulled be back close to him. "You know you don't want to go."
And he was right, I didn't want to go. I could unmistakably smell his fragrance, and I wanted to keep the scent with me forever.
"You were right you know?" He voice broke the silence.
"About what?" I puzzled.
He gradually shifted his hand alongside my face one more time. But instead, now, I was the one who was ledge against the bookshelf. His body moved closer to mine and we could hear each other breathing stiffly.
"About me being a coward. After what you said to me last night I realized that I have feelings for you.still." His head slowly moved toward mine.
"You.you do?" My breath was running out. I could feel my head bursting and my heart was bumping blood faster and faster.
"Yyyess." His word came out as a whisper.
Our face was about a foot from each other. We knew what was about to happen, but we were ready for it. His right hand was place on the side of my face and his other warm hand was on the quivering right part of my waist. As we were getting nearer by the second I rested my hands on his muscular chest. The white fabric of his shirt was so silky and soft. My whole body was going through a burning explosion, and I knew it was because of his glare and touch. Everything was going to be good again, at least that what I was telling myself.
"I miss you." Draco quietly said to me.
I placed my finger on his soft lips, "Sshhhh."
"Draco? Where are you?" We got interrupted. Our lips were going to meet right then, but they weren't. "Draco Malfoy! Where are you?"
That last yell pulled me back to reality. I pushed Draco aside and knew that it wasn't possible for us to be together.
"I got to go." I picked up my bag.
"No, you don't." He grabbed my hand and tried to pull me close.
"Draco. There you are." The voice belong to his fellow Slytherin, Pansy Parkinson. She walked up to him and started the make out session. His eyes never left mine the whole time. As I was watching them I felt like ten knives stabbed me in my heart. I tried to look away but the force was too strong. Even though Draco pushed her away, it was still very painful for me to view.
"What's wrong honey?" She asked him in a sweet voice. "Don't you want to get laid?"
GET LAID? WHAT?!
He shaked his head suggesting to me that it wasn't true.
"Pansy! We never did such a thing!" Draco said in astonish.
"Yet, we haven't done it yet." Pansy moved her body against his in a seductive way.
"OOookkkk, you know what? I'll just leave you two to it." I marched my feet.
"Cho, wait!" I could hear him call out. But I didn't stop. He doesn't need me now, he got Pansy with him.
"And oh, Cho? Harry said if I see you to tell you that he'll be waiting on the end of the field." She informed me.
Without turning back I replied, "Thank you, Pansy."
The last thing I heard before leaving the library was them talking.
"Harry? Scarhead Potter? What are you mumbling about this time Pansy?"
"Don't you know? Potter got a thing for Chang."
When I got on the Quidditch field I saw Harry there waiting for me.
"I'm sorry that I'm late." I apologized.
"Oh is alright, it took me a while to get here myself. Hermione kept me away with her lecture about how I should do more homework and less Quidditch." He laughed.
We both got our Quidditch stuff and started walking to the center of the field.
"Hermione is really smart, isn't she?" I asked.
"Yea, she is like the smartest person I know. The girl knows everything."
The last sentence striked me hard. Maybe she can tell me something about the macrocardia?
"Really? She knows everything?"
"Yeap, well at least things that are written in books."
"Huh, I got to chat with her sometimes then." I gave him a smile.
We only chat for a while before we started off on our practice. Harry was amazing on his Firebolt. Aside from the professional Quidditch players, he was by far the best I've seen. I got some tough time on my hands. Fortunately, Ravenclaw won't have to play Gryffindor just yet. Everybody was notified this morning at breakfast that the first game of the year would be Ravenclaw against Slytherin.
To be honest, Harry and I didn't exactly practice. We were more like playing around in the air with our broom showing the other person what we could do. Actually, we learned some pretty cool tricks that evening. Both of us got to know each other better. Our conversation was on Quidditch, life, school work, professors (we both dislike Snape), life after Hogwarts, friends, the future, and a lot more. I had such a great time hanging out with Harry. He wasn't like a snobby and stuck up famous boy. He was much of an out going, fun, loving, caring, funny, terrific, and open minded person. I wouldn't mind spending more time with him. Our time went by fast because of how much fun we were having. We had to end our night after we realized that the sky was falling.
"Good night Harry." I gave him a kiss on the cheek and we took off to our own dormitory.
As I was about to step onto the staircase I heard a voice behind me that made me jumped.
"Had a great time, I see." It was Draco Malfoy.
"Yes, yes I did. And I'm sure you did with Pansy." The grin was now vanished from my face.
"Women are like monkies, you know?" He took couple of steps closer.
"I beg you pardon." I didn't understand what he meant by that.
"Well.they don't let go of one branch until they can get a hold of the next." Draco raised both of his eyebrows.
"You don't have the right to say that Draco and you know it. I'm tired and I'm going to go now."
"There is nothing between me and Pansy." There was a sincerity in his voice, but I didn't believe any of it.
"Do you really expect me to believe that after the kissing off thingy I witnessed today? Doubt it, very doubtful."
Draco stepped in front of me and looked straight into my eyes and replied, "You know that you're the only one for me."
I strided aside and starting laughing, "Like I said before; do you expect me to believe that? I won't let you played me again like what how you did earlier in the library."
"I'm not kidding, Cho. I'll break it off with her if you want me to." This time he got a serious look on his face.
"You know what? I don't care what you do. It doesn't matter now. It's getting late, and I want to go to bed. I'll see you tomorrow." I got on the moving staircase and it took me to the other side before my eyes.
Again, that night I couldn't fall asleep. My mind kept playing back the scene of Draco and me in the library.
"You were right you know?"
"About what?"
"About me being a coward. After what you said to me last night I realized that I have feelings for you.still."
"You.you do?"
"Yyyess."
"I miss you."
Did he really meant it when he told me that I was the only one for him? Does he want to be with me or Pansy? Should I give in? Or should I resist him?
.I don't know.
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A/N: Hehe, Cho and Draco didn't kiss. What should Cho do? You can probably tell that I tend to write things that aren't Cho/Draco related in a hurry, lol. I only really concentrate on the Cho and Draco stuff^_~