Lost

By: Aya's Shadow

Disclaimer: I still don't own Digimon (though I greatly wish I did). Nor do I own Gakt or his song "Vanilla" (though I REALLY wish I did!) Please, no one out there sue me. You'd only get a share of my nothing. Okay, still YamaKen, though that will eventually change. I think. Yet again, if you don't like gay couples, then you should never have read the first chapter, and should know better than to read the second chapter. The original had a lot of sex, two pages worth, so it's shorter now. I had a little bit of re-writing to do. Nothing important has changed, besides what Ame did when he first entered the apartment. Yet again, want the original, full version, just e-mail me, I'll send it to you. After all, I hated having to change this in order to re-post it, but I like my work to be read, so it was worth it in the long run. Well, here is chapter one part two. So read, read. *Gently pushes into chair and hands story* Enjoy!

A few days later Ken was still at Yamato's apartment. He hadn't wanted to go home. They were both sleeping soundly in the bedroom when the phone rang, waking Yamato. He disentangled himself from Ken, bent down and kissed his forehead. He went to answer the phone.

"Moshi moshi?"

"Hello, Ishida Yamato?"

"Hai."

"This is Mr. Ichijiyouji, Ken's father. He was not home when I returned from my business trip. I have been calling his friends, and they have told me that he has been staying with you."

"Hai, Mr. Ichijiyouji, he is with me. He is asleep, would you like me to wake him?"

"Iie. I would like you to tell him to come home long enough to gather his things. Since he has somewhere else to stay I no longer want him in my home."

"Mr. Ichijiyouji?"

"He killed his mother, so I do not want him in my home."

"He did not kill your wife. He loved her."

"He could have walked to the store, rather than have her drive. Good bye, Ishida."

There was a click followed by a dial-tone. Yamato sighed. Ken wandered out of the bedroom, rubbing his eyes.

"Who was that, Yama?" he asked. Yamato went pale.

"It was your father. He wants you to go gather your things. He said that he wants you out of his home." Yamato whispered. Ken went white. He swallowed, hard.

"I haven't got anywhere else to go." He said, his voice cold and frightened.

"You can stay here, with me. Let's get dressed and go get your things." Ken nodded and went back to the bedroom. He dressed slowly, almost mechanically, as Yamato watched. Yamato slowly dressed himself.

******

They rode to Ken's home in silence. Ame sat in the front, driving, with a CD he had made playing. Normally Yamato would have sung along with the song that was currently playing. It was called "Vanilla" by Gakt. Gakt was an artist favored by the band. The music played loudly in the front of the car. Yamato wished he could get Ken to listen to it.

Ken hadn't said a word after he was told about the phone call. He seemed to be doing everything in a daze. Yamato put an arm around his shoulders and hugged him. Ken looked up at him and smiled, the first expression to cross his face since that damn call. He put his head on Yamato's shoulder and cuddled into him.

Ame, watching through the rear view mirror, smiled. When the song went to change, Ame set it back to the track that had "Vanilla". Yamato raised one fine, golden eyebrow at him. Ame shrugged.

"I like the song." He said and turned his full attention back to the road. Yamato rested his head atop Ken's. The two of them stayed like that the whole way to the apartment.

******

Ken reached up and unlocked the door. He cracked it open.

"D-dad?" he called, his voice shaking. There was no answer. He walked in to the apartment, Yamato and Ame following. He walked into the main living area and found his father sitting on the couch. "D-dad?" he said again, his voice timid. His father turned around and looked at him.

"Your things are in your room and packed. Take them and get out." The man's voice was cold.

"Dad?" Ken asked again.

"I have no son. My son died several years ago. I never had another child." His father said and turned away from him. Tears sprang into Ken's eyes. Yamato saw the tell tale glitter and gathered Ken into his arms. After hugging him fiercely, they went to his room to gather his things.

******

It had taken them nearly an hour to gather all of the boxes containing Ken's things. Ken had cried the whole way home. He now lay, spent and sleeping, in Yamato's arms on the couch. Yamato was talking quietly with Ame.

"That bastard! How could he blame Ken for what happened?" Yamato asked bitterly.

"I don't know. I wish that I did. With you to help him, he'll be alright. I know he will. He's a tough kid." Yamato nodded.

"I'd better get him registered for school here. I'll have to do it tomorrow. He's almost out. At least he'll be with the other kids now. Hikari has one or two advanced classes, I'll try and get him into those with her. Takeru has a few advanced classes of his own. Showing off for Hikari again. Or else he's trying to show off for Daiske. I'm not really sure which it is. Either way, I can get him into those classes so that he'll be with friends. We have to go get the cast removed tomorrow, too. He's in for a long day. I hope he'll be alright." Yamato looked at the boy sleeping in his arms. At that moment he looked like a small, lost child, not the mature young man that Yamato knew he was.

******

The next day Yamato and Ken were at the school, in the office, when Takeru walked in. He had a very nice black eye. A few minutes later Daiske walked in, his nose bleeding. Yamato looked at them and sighed. Ken laughed, a small, quiet laugh.

"You two were at it again, huh?" Yamato asked. They both shook their heads.

"NO!" they chorused.

"Then what on Earth happened to the two of you?" Ken asked.

"Well, we started to argue. Before either one of us could throw a punch, Hikari punched Takeru in the face. He stumbled back. I laughed and she rounded on me. She didn't get in any trouble, though. We were sent after ice. Takeru for his eye, me for Hikari's hand." Daiske explained.

Ken laughed. "I can't believe that she hit you!" he said between giggles. The other two seemed to just notice him.

"What are you doing here? Where's your cast?" Takeru asked.

"Signing up for the rest of the school year. And removed this morning, or we'd have been here sooner." Ken said, pain flashing across his face.

"Why?" Daiske asked.

"Because my father kicked me out. He said that Okasa's death was my fault and kicked me out. I'm living with Yama right now." He explained, keeping his voice cold. The other two nodded.

"We're waiting for his schedule right now." Yamato said just as a secretary came out and handed the piece of paper to Ken. He nodded his thanks to her and looked down at it. Daiske came over and started to read it over his shoulder.

"Hey! We have Bio Tech together!" he exclaimed. Takeru, Yamato, and Ken all looked at him in shock.

"You are taking that advanced of a science course?" Ken asked, eyebrows rising.

"Yes. It's all hands on, so I don't have any problems." he replied, rather intelligently. He realized what he said and flushed. "I mean, that way I can get my group to do all the work!" he rushed. Ken smiled.

"That's the next class, right?" Daiske nodded. "Maybe the teacher will let me be in your group?" he asked, hopefully.

"He should. We've been one person short for nearly two months. No one has entered the class until now." He replied thoughtfully. The bell rang.

"We'd better get the ice and get going!" Takeru called. He asked the secretary for ice and he and Daiske headed to their last class, Ken following. Yamato smiled. He had the feeling that Ken would be alright going to school with his friends.

******

The trio walked into the classroom together. Hikari immediately noticed Ken tagging along behind them. She ran up and hugged him. He flushed a beautiful shade of scarlet.

"Hi Ken! What on Earth are you doing here? Where's your cast?" she asked, stepping back.

"It was removed this morning. I enrolled here a little while ago. I have my next class with Daiske so I came with them. Is your hand alright?"

"Yes. Just a little sore. The ice will help a lot." She flashed him one of her most dazzling smiles. Daiske handed her the ice and she and Takeru walked off together.

"Come on or we'll be late." Daiske said and grabbed Ken's wrist. "You'll love Bio Tech! It's tons of fun! We get to mess with DNA and micro- organisms and things! It's fun!" Daiske chattered on as he drug Ken through the crowded halls. Daiske finally slid to a halt out side of one of the doors. They slipped in just ahead of the bell. Daiske pulled Ken into the seat next to him.

"Mr. Motomiya, that was a very close call, I would rather you be in your seat well before the bell rings in the future. I can not have my best student failing my class for being tardy all the time." The teacher said as he walked to the front of the room.

"Hai, sensei." Daiske responded.

"All right, I can see that all of you are here. We seem to have a new student. Would you please come to the front of the room, show me your schedule, and introduce yourself?" Ken nodded and stood. He handed the teacher his schedule and then stood facing the rest of the class.

"My name is Ichijiyouji Ken. I recently moved to Odaiba. I am a friend of Motomiya Daisuke's." he said. One of the girls looked at him and raised her hand. "You have a question for me?" he asked. She nodded and stood.

"Aren't you the genius whose mother recently died?" she asked. Ken merely nodded. "I was wondering why you're here. Your father hasn't moved. My papa works with him."

"I couldn't live with my father anymore. I guess that I just got sick of being treated like a kid all the time, so I moved in with a friend." He answered, his voice tight, face pale. The girl nodded and sat down.

"You may take your seat, Mr. Ichijiyouji." The teacher said, handing Ken his schedule. Ken nodded and sat. "Alright, everyone, group up. Ken, you will be in Daisuke's group. To the lab." Everyone got up and headed for the door at the back of the room. Ken followed Daiske.

"You'll need a lab coat, goggles, and gloves," Daiske was saying, "I've got extra's of all three. Mom thought that Dad had forgotten to order them for me, and Dad thought that Mom had forgotten. Jun beat both of them to ordering. Lucky me, everything in triplicate." Daiske smiled and gave a coat and goggles to Ken. Ken got the gloves himself and put it all on.

"What are we working on or with today?" Ken asked. Daiske shrugged.

"We're starting something new today. We'll find out when we get to the lab." Daiske replied and they headed into the lab.

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Daiske had been right. Bio Tech was great. Daiske knew a lot about the things they did in that class. Ken had found himself asking Daiske what he was supposed to do next. A lot of the kids in class seemed to ask Daiske whenever they had a question on anything they were doing. The rest of the day was pretty good, too. He had Honors Japanese with Hikari and Takeru. Calculus was next, with Takeru. Everyone turned to him for help in that class. Next was Creative Writing. He had that class alone. Then there was lunch with the whole gang. Miyako and Iori were shocked to see him there. His next class was Gym, which he had with Takeru, Daiske and Hikari. His last class of the day was English. That was too easy. The kids here were at least seven lessons behind him. And tomorrow he would start off in Home Room with Hikari, Takeru, and Daiske. It looked like things wouldn't be so bad after all.

He was laughing and talking with Hikari and Takeru on their way out of the building. Daiske ran up to them and joined the conversation. They were laughing and talking about the events of the day when Ken spotted Yamato waving at them.

"Ken-chan!" he called. Several people stopped to stare and see who the lead singer of The Teenage Wolves was waving at. Ken's face lit up even more and he waved back.

"Hey, Yama!" he called back and ran up to the other boy. Hikari and Takeru exchanged a knowing look. Daiske stared, silent and observant.

Yamato reached out and embraced the younger boy. Ken laughed and hugged him in return.

"What are you doing here?" he asked, smiling up at Yamato.

"I got off work early, so I came to pick you up. I thought that we could walk home together, maybe play around a little when we get there." Yamato explained. Hikari laughed loudly as the other three approached.

"Hey, Niisan!" Takeru said. "What are you doing here?"

Yamato laughed as Ken flushed slightly.

"I came to pick up my friend and room mate, that's all. Anything wrong with that, ototo?" Yamato asked. Takeru shook his head.

"Iie, niisan. I just didn't expect to see you here, that's all. How are things going with you two? Are you doing alright living together?" he asked. Ken blushed a brighter shade of red.

"Hai. We get along fine. If you guys don't mind, we need to hurry along. The band is coming over for practice in a few hours, so I need to get the place in its normal, band-proof state." Yamato said as he gently led Ken away. The others waved and watched them go. Each drawing their own conclusions as to what was going on between the two.

*******

Yamato led Ken up the stairs to their floor. Ken teasingly pinched Yamato's ass. Yamato squeaked and rounded on the other boy.

"Why you!" he threatened, wrapping his arms around Ken and smiling. "Just for that I am going to ravish you and screw you silly!" Then his mouth was on Ken's, fire and brimstone, filled with passion and need. Ken moaned low in the back of throat. Then whimpered as Yamato drew away. "The faster we get to the apartment, the sooner I get you in bed." Yamato whispered in Ken's ear. Yamato took his hand and led him quickly to the door of the apartment. Ken already had his copy of the key out, so he stepped in front of Yamato to unlock the door. Yamato pressed him into the door as he slid the key home. He began kissing the other boy's neck as he ground his hips into his buttocks. Ken moaned low in his throat again. Yamato moaned softly into Ken's ear.

A light laugh broke through their haze of passion. Yamato looked over his shoulder to see Mrs. P looking at them.

"You boys do have healthy appetites, don't you? Three times last night, once this morning, and now, before you even get through the door." She laughed. Yamato sighed and moved away from Ken, whose face was bright red.

"We'll be going inside now, Mrs. P. We'll try to be quiet this time." Yamato laughed and winked at her. She laughed again.

"That's quite alright, Matt, honey, but do try not to do such things in the halls were anyone might walk in on you, alright?" she laughed and opened her door.

"Yes, Mrs. P." Yamato smiled at her and opened his door. He drug Ken into the apartment and slammed him against the door as he closed it. Ken gasped.

"Yama!" he cried in a breathless tone as Yamato ground his hips into Ken's.

"Yes, my little love?" the other asked.

"Do you really want to do this in front of the door?"

"Hai. I want to do this right here, against the door. Right now." He whispered into Ken's ear. Ken licked his lips. Yamato reached down and captured those beautifully molded lips with his own. Ken moaned as Yamato's tongue probed his mouth. As Yamato's hand roamed over his body, caressing him and removing his clothing, Ken melted into the other boys experienced hands. Yamato moaned deep in his throat as Ken's hands roamed his body, tentatively caressing, carefully removing his clothes.

*******

The two had moved to the couch when the door opened and Ame walked in. They were curled together in a tangle of limbs. Yamato was kissing Ken passionately. Ken leaned into his lover and moaned. Ame giggled.

Only then did the other two notice that he had joined them. Ken flushed. Yamato wasn't sure if he should be angry or pleased. After all, he had done three-somes with some of the band before. Ame moved closer, sitting on the floor next to the couch. He gazed admiringly at the two naked forms before him. Ame smiled. Yamato gave in to his second impulse and smiled at Ame.

"Would you care to join us?" Yamato asked. Ken looked to Yamato, his eyes open and completely trusting. Ame saw this and smiled at the younger boy.

"Hai, if Ken-chan doesn't mind." He answered. Ken looked at Ame for a long moment first. Then he reached down with his left hand and stroked Ame's face gently.

"It might just be fun." He said. Ame moan-growled. Yamato laughed and got off of Ken.

"Come on, then. Let's go the bedroom. Ame and I have a sort of set way of doing this. You'll enjoy it, trust me." Yamato said as he lifted Ken easily into his arms. Ame reached up and stroked Ken's stomach and thighs.

"This is going to be more than enjoyable." He said as he followed Ken into the bedroom.

Yamato placed Ken on the bed and moved junk off of a large, comfortable looking chair in a corner. At the bottom of the pile were several leather straps. He brought them over to the bed.

"Come stand at the foot of the bed, Ken." He directed. Ken did as he was told as Ame sat in the chair and watched. Yamato took one of the leather straps and tied it around Ken's left wrist, then tied the wrist to the bed post. He then did the same to Ken's other wrist and ankles.

******

The three finally lay, collapsed in a heap, on the foot of the bed. Yamato and Ame grinned at one another. Ken blushed.

After a few moments the three realized that there were sounds of other people in the apartment. Ken flushed bright scarlet again. Yamato withdrew himself and set about untying Ken. Ken slowly drew out of Ame. Ame dressed quickly and dug out clothes for Yamato as Yamato dressed Ken with a careful and tender hand. Ame threw his clothes at him as soon as he was finished. He dressed quickly and the three of them went into the main room to great Tenshi, Kumota, and Akarui. What they did not expect was to find Taichi, Takeru, Hikari, and Daiske with them. Yamato and Ken froze in the doorway, seeing the four digidestined.

The four digidestined looked shocked to see the three of them coming out of the bedroom were only moments ago three people had been having very loud sex. Ken turned bright red and tears welled up in his eyes. He ran for the door, threw it open, and ran out. Yamato went white as chalk and collapsed against the doorframe and Ame's supporting arms.

The rest of the band looked at each other.

"Oh, SHIT!" Kumota said and turned to run out the door, following Ken. Yamato had told the band about Ken's suicidal tendencies and didn't want the younger boy to do anything stupid because of this. The digidestined sat down heavily on the couch as Tenshi and Akarui looked after Kumota and then back to Yamato, unsure of what to do.

"Dammit! Someone else go after Ken! He's bound to head for the river!" Yamato called out, his soul in obvious pain when he realized that Ken was gone. That was all that Tenshi and Akarui needed. They ran out the door, slamming it behind them.

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End Chapter 1 Part 2.

Okay, so we have here a cliffhanger ending. Sorry about that, it's just sort of how it turned out. Hope you liked it. Next chapter will be up soon, within a few hours, most likely. Read and Review, please. The more reviews I get, the more I want to write. The more I get good reviews, the faster I write, and the less likely I am to get writer's block. Well, I've gotta go, or the next chapter will never get up. Have all your friend's read and review! Please please please! OOONNNAAAGGGAAAAIIII!!!!

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