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~*~*~Usagi's void of nothingness~*~*~
Even in the voids of nothingness she was still being tortured, images of things flashed before her eyes, and all of them contained a girl who looked so like her. Most of the images were mere pieces and fragments never really making much sense but than one played out like a show.. A girl with golden spun hair pulled into an identical style like Usagi's lay sprawled on a bed in a bunny clad room, when suddenly a black feline with wide red eyes appeared from nowhere bringing the girl to rapt attention. The cat seemed to be saying something to the girl, making Usagi listen harder but she couldn't hear the words she just watched the girl as she received a locket than transformed into some sort of heroine in a strange outfit surprising both Usagi and the girl as well. After that more images of battles with strange creatures and more girls clad in the same strange fuku, it was puzzling till yet another image played out like before: A man lay on the ground in a dark lair, one girl, the first one who had turned into a superhero of sorts was levitating a few feet from the ground, her blonde pigtails blew around her in the imaginary wind as did her short blue skirt, tears coursing down her cheeks, the four other girls who had been in the past images stood about 50 feet away with the two cats, one black and one white, than in a bright flash a crystal formed from one of the tears and the girl's fuku changed into a dazzling white outfit with beautiful designs. More images raced through her mind some playing out some just glimpses. When the images finally stopped a woman with lavender hair and fairy like wings appeared, her lavender eyes radiated kindness, loving and understanding. "Serenity." Her voice was like bells; she smiled kindly at Usagi who just gave her a strange look. "Serenity darling, you are my daughter and you are also the legendary solider Sailor Moon, what you are seeing is images of your past life." She opened her arms as if hoping for a hug. Gasping Usagi shook her head frantically, "Iie!" She whispered, "That isn't me! I know it isn't!" Her voice grew louder as locks of silver hair threatened to whack her in the face. The woman's rosy lips turned into a smile as she came forward closing in the space between herself and Usagi, "You'll understand trust me my darling." Reaching forward a two delicate fingers placed themselves on Usagi's forehead where a burning sensation grew, "I give you back your memories, use them well." Than with that the she vanished only leaving behind shimmering silver sparkles. ~*~*~*~
A cry of pure anguish erupted from Usagi, her sapphire hues flew open as memories rushed back of the senshi, Mamoru, ChibiUsa, ChibiChibi, Kakyuu no Hime, Seiya, Yaten, Taiki, her life in the Silver Milluiem and all the foes she had battled. The pain and sorrow she had endured and the happy times she had and the friends she had made. Tears of pain ran down her cheeks as she whimpered not able to take the pain. Mamoru leaned against one wall watching his arm's crossed a cold, heartless smile tugged at his lips. ~*~*~
The boys had watch the senshi cry in pain not knowing what to do, finally Heero had enough, whipping out his gun he clicked off the safety and pointed it at them, "Whats going on!" He yelled, cold Persian eyes narrowed locks of unruly brown hair shifted ever so slightly when he yelled, his fingers taunt on his gun. Sestuna looked at him her maroon eyes glassy, "Hime.Princess.." She managed to choke out before someone else cut in, "Usagi is getting back her memories and its hurting her." Haruka stood shakily, "Mamoru has her, and the god damned bastard gave her back her memories before she was ready!" "What do you mean before she was ready?" Duo asked voicing for his confused friends. But his question was ignored, the girls got to their feet and headed towards the door, only to find it blocked, "We are coming with you." Wu Fei told them promptly before they all filed out. Once in the car no one spoke, allowing each person to his or her own thoughts. Ami watched the scenery flash by, her midnight blue eyes glazed over as she thought of Usagi, out of all the people she had ever come in contact with Usagi was the last one who deserved this kind of pain. Running her hand through her light blue hair she noticed something, they were never going to find her this way! Carefully twisting her right earning a visor appeared before her eyes a mini computer in her hands, she quickly typed, "Heero!" She called out to be heard over the wind, "Turn right at the next corner!" Everyone turned to look at her, "Where the hell did that come from!?" Duo yelped having never seen it before and not knowing where it had come from. But she merely waved it off, "Later." She yelled back as she continued directing Heero. ~*~*~*~ "Stay the fuck away from me!" Usagi cried out in vain as glared dangerously at Mamoru after he had untied her and removed her from the chair, both arms were pinned to her side as he kissed her jaw line, not letting up even with her protest. "Usako, don't you understand? Every time you die your merely reborn, for me! It's never going to change." He pointed out to her pausing only briefly as he kissed her. "Iie." She spat, "How could I be reborn for scum like you?" She hissed between her teeth. Saying nothing Mamoru ran a finger down her cheek, "You'll have eyes only for me soon Usako." "Never. I love Heero and he loves me!" Usagi seethed as she struggled against his grasp. "Usagi." His tone got serious, "Your mine, you are Princess Serenity, Sailor Moon and you are mine." She started to cry again, this was all too much! "Stop right there!" Came a chorus of shouts, all feminine. "Oi.you got to be kidding me." Mamoru groaned, pushing Usagi slightly behind him he had a firm grasp on her upper arm. "Take your hands of our Hime you filthy piece of shit!" The tomboyish sailor spat out. "As part of Tsuki no Hime's court we won't let you hurt her!" Four of the senshi cried out together "In the name of Mercury!" "Mars!" "Jupiter!" "Venus!" The four took their poses. "And we guardians of the outer galaxy and also part of the Tsuki no Hime's court will kick your ass! In the name of Uranus!" "Neptune!" "Pluto!" "And Saturn!" The four outers than took their distinctive poses
"We are the pretty sailor soldiers in sailor suits we will right wrongs and triumph over evil!" Their voices raised in unison. "And we are the Gundam pilots, we protect innocents and fight alongside these really hot babes!" Duo thrusted his fist in the air, "In the name of S-" "DUO!" "Sorry, sorry just wanted to join in the fun." The braided pilot smiled sheepishly. While the eight sailor soldiers had been saying their intro speeches Heero had slipped into the shadows, appearing behind Mamoru he slowly took his gun THUMP and down went Mamoru. The whole time Usagi just stood there watching everyone, when Mamoru fell to the ground everyone turned to her. Her sapphire eyes looked at everyone as she took in all that had just happened before she sank to her knees, covering her face with her small hands she started sobbing; the sobs racked her small frame. Out of instinct the senshi moved forwards to comfort her, Heero laid a hand on her shoulder he was still new to this and he wasn't sure what else to do, "Stay away from me!" She sobbed, "Please just leave me alone." Her plea sounded pitiful but everyone backed off, everyone except Heero. "No." His voice was firm, everyone looked at him in slight surprise. "Heero.please." "No, Usagi I don't know whats going on but I am not going to let you deal with all of this alone." Looking at him, sapphire hues reflected hurt, love, and pain as well as fresh tears, "Heero." She whispered, he smiled just a little, a smile that was meant just for her but what happened next no one suspected she shakily stood up and slapped him. Hard. Turning on her heel she ran for the door but strong arms encircled her and wouldn't let her go, "Koneko calm down!" "Iie! Nani Haruka? Nani! Why did you let him do that to me? Why did you let that basterd give me back my memories! I just want to be normal! Normal is that to much to ask for?" She stopped struggling, she was tired.. so tired, "Normal." She whispered, "I just want to be normal." Tears still ran rapid down her cheeks but so many now. Uranus was taken aback and pain entered her emerald eyes. Scooping the prone, tired silver haired bunny into her arms Uranus dehenished, "We should go before Prince Charming wakes up." No one said anything, just simply nodded. ~*~*~*~ Haruka laid Usagi onto the couch than kneeled, bowing her head sandy locks tumbled into her shadowed face, "Serenity no Hime, forgive me for not protecting you the way I should have.for letting that.hentai get a hold of you and revealing information you were not yet ready to receive." To say the least everyone was surprised as they watch this scene unfold. Raising her head orbs of sapphire studied Haruka's saddened face, "I.I forgive you Sailor Uranus, solider of winds.Haruka." Her tone was regal until she said Haruka's name, than it got soft. "Hime, please can you forgive us as well?" The other senshi fell to their knees; heads bowed hair tumbling over their shoulders. "Of course, my senshi I forgive all of you." Swinging her legs around she sighed, "I guess I just over reacted." She admitted trying to smile but failing. The boys all watched the scene unfold, "Usagi.do you forgive us also?" Quatre was the first to speak, turning her head she nodded, "Hai, hai I hereby forgive everyone in this room." This made her giggle, "Really do you all think I am that hateful?" She earned smiles and some laughs all but from one, "Heero?" Usagi slowly stood and made her way towards him, she took his hands in her's, "Heero gomen for the way I treated you." He said nothing just looked at her, his Persian orbs held nothing they were steely cold, pushing Usagi behind her he turned to the eight girls, "Get out of this house now." He jerked his thumb towards the door. "Nani?" Ami asked curiously. "All you have done since you got here was cause Usagi pain, GET OUT! I won't let you cause her pain any more or force into something she doesn't want to do!" Balling his hands into fists, "I know what it feels like to be made into something you don't want to be. Usagi doesn't deserve that. She is the last person that deserves for that to happen to her." If you listened closely enough you could hear the pain that was laced ever so lightly into his deep, riveting tone. The other people in the room were at complete lose of words, the girls numbly nodded, deciding there had been enough confrontation for tonight, casting glances at their hime as they left. The other boys had fallen silent torn between Heero and the girls not sure which side to take, once the door slammed closed, four pairs of eyes turned to the troubled couple, "Heero you can't just push them out of her life completely." Wu Fei advised. "Yeah Hee-man it isn't fair to them or to Usa." Duo rubbed his temples, this had been a very long day and it wasn't even 12 yet. "Why do you talk as if I'm not here?" Usagi stepped out from behind Heero. "Usagi its just-" Duo was caught off by the perfect solider who held up his hand, "Talk later." He merely grunted before taking a hold of Usagi's hand and leading her up the stairs, a few seconds later you could a slamming of the door. Exchanging glances the boys each sat on a separate couches, talking softly the four tried to figure out exactly what happened. ~*~*~*~
The two stood alone in the room, the silence was suffocating, taking one of his hand in both of her's she kissed his knuckles, "Heero, do you still love me.even though now you know of my past?" She asked softly searching the depths of his dark blue eyes with her light ones. "Of course Usa-chan." His voice was husky. "Are you sure Heero? Because I mean if.." Her voice trailed off as he silenced her with a passionate kiss, one that stole her breath away, when they pulled apart she snaked her arms around his shoulder's and his hands rested on her hips, locking in another kiss they slowly made their way to the bed, Heero pushed Usagi gently onto it as they continued their kiss. ~*~*~*~ Ha! This is SIX WHOLE PAGES!!! I haven't written a chapter as long as this in a long time aren't you proud? Please review my reviews have really been slow! Also YES I know the sailors speech was corny..but isn't it always? And plus I just had to do it, I just had to!
~*~*~Usagi's void of nothingness~*~*~
Even in the voids of nothingness she was still being tortured, images of things flashed before her eyes, and all of them contained a girl who looked so like her. Most of the images were mere pieces and fragments never really making much sense but than one played out like a show.. A girl with golden spun hair pulled into an identical style like Usagi's lay sprawled on a bed in a bunny clad room, when suddenly a black feline with wide red eyes appeared from nowhere bringing the girl to rapt attention. The cat seemed to be saying something to the girl, making Usagi listen harder but she couldn't hear the words she just watched the girl as she received a locket than transformed into some sort of heroine in a strange outfit surprising both Usagi and the girl as well. After that more images of battles with strange creatures and more girls clad in the same strange fuku, it was puzzling till yet another image played out like before: A man lay on the ground in a dark lair, one girl, the first one who had turned into a superhero of sorts was levitating a few feet from the ground, her blonde pigtails blew around her in the imaginary wind as did her short blue skirt, tears coursing down her cheeks, the four other girls who had been in the past images stood about 50 feet away with the two cats, one black and one white, than in a bright flash a crystal formed from one of the tears and the girl's fuku changed into a dazzling white outfit with beautiful designs. More images raced through her mind some playing out some just glimpses. When the images finally stopped a woman with lavender hair and fairy like wings appeared, her lavender eyes radiated kindness, loving and understanding. "Serenity." Her voice was like bells; she smiled kindly at Usagi who just gave her a strange look. "Serenity darling, you are my daughter and you are also the legendary solider Sailor Moon, what you are seeing is images of your past life." She opened her arms as if hoping for a hug. Gasping Usagi shook her head frantically, "Iie!" She whispered, "That isn't me! I know it isn't!" Her voice grew louder as locks of silver hair threatened to whack her in the face. The woman's rosy lips turned into a smile as she came forward closing in the space between herself and Usagi, "You'll understand trust me my darling." Reaching forward a two delicate fingers placed themselves on Usagi's forehead where a burning sensation grew, "I give you back your memories, use them well." Than with that the she vanished only leaving behind shimmering silver sparkles. ~*~*~*~
A cry of pure anguish erupted from Usagi, her sapphire hues flew open as memories rushed back of the senshi, Mamoru, ChibiUsa, ChibiChibi, Kakyuu no Hime, Seiya, Yaten, Taiki, her life in the Silver Milluiem and all the foes she had battled. The pain and sorrow she had endured and the happy times she had and the friends she had made. Tears of pain ran down her cheeks as she whimpered not able to take the pain. Mamoru leaned against one wall watching his arm's crossed a cold, heartless smile tugged at his lips. ~*~*~
The boys had watch the senshi cry in pain not knowing what to do, finally Heero had enough, whipping out his gun he clicked off the safety and pointed it at them, "Whats going on!" He yelled, cold Persian eyes narrowed locks of unruly brown hair shifted ever so slightly when he yelled, his fingers taunt on his gun. Sestuna looked at him her maroon eyes glassy, "Hime.Princess.." She managed to choke out before someone else cut in, "Usagi is getting back her memories and its hurting her." Haruka stood shakily, "Mamoru has her, and the god damned bastard gave her back her memories before she was ready!" "What do you mean before she was ready?" Duo asked voicing for his confused friends. But his question was ignored, the girls got to their feet and headed towards the door, only to find it blocked, "We are coming with you." Wu Fei told them promptly before they all filed out. Once in the car no one spoke, allowing each person to his or her own thoughts. Ami watched the scenery flash by, her midnight blue eyes glazed over as she thought of Usagi, out of all the people she had ever come in contact with Usagi was the last one who deserved this kind of pain. Running her hand through her light blue hair she noticed something, they were never going to find her this way! Carefully twisting her right earning a visor appeared before her eyes a mini computer in her hands, she quickly typed, "Heero!" She called out to be heard over the wind, "Turn right at the next corner!" Everyone turned to look at her, "Where the hell did that come from!?" Duo yelped having never seen it before and not knowing where it had come from. But she merely waved it off, "Later." She yelled back as she continued directing Heero. ~*~*~*~ "Stay the fuck away from me!" Usagi cried out in vain as glared dangerously at Mamoru after he had untied her and removed her from the chair, both arms were pinned to her side as he kissed her jaw line, not letting up even with her protest. "Usako, don't you understand? Every time you die your merely reborn, for me! It's never going to change." He pointed out to her pausing only briefly as he kissed her. "Iie." She spat, "How could I be reborn for scum like you?" She hissed between her teeth. Saying nothing Mamoru ran a finger down her cheek, "You'll have eyes only for me soon Usako." "Never. I love Heero and he loves me!" Usagi seethed as she struggled against his grasp. "Usagi." His tone got serious, "Your mine, you are Princess Serenity, Sailor Moon and you are mine." She started to cry again, this was all too much! "Stop right there!" Came a chorus of shouts, all feminine. "Oi.you got to be kidding me." Mamoru groaned, pushing Usagi slightly behind him he had a firm grasp on her upper arm. "Take your hands of our Hime you filthy piece of shit!" The tomboyish sailor spat out. "As part of Tsuki no Hime's court we won't let you hurt her!" Four of the senshi cried out together "In the name of Mercury!" "Mars!" "Jupiter!" "Venus!" The four took their poses. "And we guardians of the outer galaxy and also part of the Tsuki no Hime's court will kick your ass! In the name of Uranus!" "Neptune!" "Pluto!" "And Saturn!" The four outers than took their distinctive poses
"We are the pretty sailor soldiers in sailor suits we will right wrongs and triumph over evil!" Their voices raised in unison. "And we are the Gundam pilots, we protect innocents and fight alongside these really hot babes!" Duo thrusted his fist in the air, "In the name of S-" "DUO!" "Sorry, sorry just wanted to join in the fun." The braided pilot smiled sheepishly. While the eight sailor soldiers had been saying their intro speeches Heero had slipped into the shadows, appearing behind Mamoru he slowly took his gun THUMP and down went Mamoru. The whole time Usagi just stood there watching everyone, when Mamoru fell to the ground everyone turned to her. Her sapphire eyes looked at everyone as she took in all that had just happened before she sank to her knees, covering her face with her small hands she started sobbing; the sobs racked her small frame. Out of instinct the senshi moved forwards to comfort her, Heero laid a hand on her shoulder he was still new to this and he wasn't sure what else to do, "Stay away from me!" She sobbed, "Please just leave me alone." Her plea sounded pitiful but everyone backed off, everyone except Heero. "No." His voice was firm, everyone looked at him in slight surprise. "Heero.please." "No, Usagi I don't know whats going on but I am not going to let you deal with all of this alone." Looking at him, sapphire hues reflected hurt, love, and pain as well as fresh tears, "Heero." She whispered, he smiled just a little, a smile that was meant just for her but what happened next no one suspected she shakily stood up and slapped him. Hard. Turning on her heel she ran for the door but strong arms encircled her and wouldn't let her go, "Koneko calm down!" "Iie! Nani Haruka? Nani! Why did you let him do that to me? Why did you let that basterd give me back my memories! I just want to be normal! Normal is that to much to ask for?" She stopped struggling, she was tired.. so tired, "Normal." She whispered, "I just want to be normal." Tears still ran rapid down her cheeks but so many now. Uranus was taken aback and pain entered her emerald eyes. Scooping the prone, tired silver haired bunny into her arms Uranus dehenished, "We should go before Prince Charming wakes up." No one said anything, just simply nodded. ~*~*~*~ Haruka laid Usagi onto the couch than kneeled, bowing her head sandy locks tumbled into her shadowed face, "Serenity no Hime, forgive me for not protecting you the way I should have.for letting that.hentai get a hold of you and revealing information you were not yet ready to receive." To say the least everyone was surprised as they watch this scene unfold. Raising her head orbs of sapphire studied Haruka's saddened face, "I.I forgive you Sailor Uranus, solider of winds.Haruka." Her tone was regal until she said Haruka's name, than it got soft. "Hime, please can you forgive us as well?" The other senshi fell to their knees; heads bowed hair tumbling over their shoulders. "Of course, my senshi I forgive all of you." Swinging her legs around she sighed, "I guess I just over reacted." She admitted trying to smile but failing. The boys all watched the scene unfold, "Usagi.do you forgive us also?" Quatre was the first to speak, turning her head she nodded, "Hai, hai I hereby forgive everyone in this room." This made her giggle, "Really do you all think I am that hateful?" She earned smiles and some laughs all but from one, "Heero?" Usagi slowly stood and made her way towards him, she took his hands in her's, "Heero gomen for the way I treated you." He said nothing just looked at her, his Persian orbs held nothing they were steely cold, pushing Usagi behind her he turned to the eight girls, "Get out of this house now." He jerked his thumb towards the door. "Nani?" Ami asked curiously. "All you have done since you got here was cause Usagi pain, GET OUT! I won't let you cause her pain any more or force into something she doesn't want to do!" Balling his hands into fists, "I know what it feels like to be made into something you don't want to be. Usagi doesn't deserve that. She is the last person that deserves for that to happen to her." If you listened closely enough you could hear the pain that was laced ever so lightly into his deep, riveting tone. The other people in the room were at complete lose of words, the girls numbly nodded, deciding there had been enough confrontation for tonight, casting glances at their hime as they left. The other boys had fallen silent torn between Heero and the girls not sure which side to take, once the door slammed closed, four pairs of eyes turned to the troubled couple, "Heero you can't just push them out of her life completely." Wu Fei advised. "Yeah Hee-man it isn't fair to them or to Usa." Duo rubbed his temples, this had been a very long day and it wasn't even 12 yet. "Why do you talk as if I'm not here?" Usagi stepped out from behind Heero. "Usagi its just-" Duo was caught off by the perfect solider who held up his hand, "Talk later." He merely grunted before taking a hold of Usagi's hand and leading her up the stairs, a few seconds later you could a slamming of the door. Exchanging glances the boys each sat on a separate couches, talking softly the four tried to figure out exactly what happened. ~*~*~*~
The two stood alone in the room, the silence was suffocating, taking one of his hand in both of her's she kissed his knuckles, "Heero, do you still love me.even though now you know of my past?" She asked softly searching the depths of his dark blue eyes with her light ones. "Of course Usa-chan." His voice was husky. "Are you sure Heero? Because I mean if.." Her voice trailed off as he silenced her with a passionate kiss, one that stole her breath away, when they pulled apart she snaked her arms around his shoulder's and his hands rested on her hips, locking in another kiss they slowly made their way to the bed, Heero pushed Usagi gently onto it as they continued their kiss. ~*~*~*~ Ha! This is SIX WHOLE PAGES!!! I haven't written a chapter as long as this in a long time aren't you proud? Please review my reviews have really been slow! Also YES I know the sailors speech was corny..but isn't it always? And plus I just had to do it, I just had to!