P.S.
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Here is a song a wrote long ago to accompany this fic. "Endlessly Grey," copywritten as mine, but free for all to enjoy. :-)
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hear the whisper in the wind
calling you
the same sad voice
haunting every corner of your mind

will the razor bend
if you bleed again
will the wind fade away
withering on feathered wings
drowning out the whispering
of the angels at your back
watching you

where is the middle ground
when everything's turned upside down

*when will we cry for the angels
who've given everything for us
when will we pray for the children
who've fallen along the way
when will we fade into grey*

falling ashes in the air
burnt away
the fire stills
leaving you to battle with your heart
will the colors bend
if you scream again
will the flame fade away
leaving black and white alone
ashen shades to hold their own
it's the all forgotten dream
breaking through

where can the light be found
when black beasts are hunting you down

*chorus*

look in the mirror
what do you see these days
nothing but crimson stains
Oh

*chorus*

grey
cause we are all
endlessly grey