~ Life Rattlings of a Lesbian~
by:skylorduranus
Before we have ficage a few disclaimers.
1)I don't own Sailor Uranus or any other Sailormoon characters for that
matter. But if y'all want me to continue to work on this my creations
might insert themselves and they will belong to me.
2)Yuri warning, well okay the whole thing is about yuri-so bite me!
3)E-mail and comments are always welcome, but if you send me anything
offence I'll have to shave off all your skin,then through you in a
bathtub full of salt water! Bwahahahaha!!!
4)E-mail me at skylorduranus@hotmail.com
5)I need 3reviews to continue with this so if you like or even if you
hate. REVIEW!!!!
6)I can't spell
7)This is a journal type story, somewhat of an experiment
8)Kix is what Haruka calls her journal and she refers to the book as Kix.
9)Kate is my made-up Haruka's friend that is also lesbian.
Okay with no further ado,
~life rattlings of a lesbian~
by:skylorduranus
Dear Kix,
At times I wish you were some scholar somewhere that could answer all
of my questions. But hey writing in you does help. I feel like my life
is falling down around me. My friends, I think, are picking up on my
biggest secret, that I'm lesbian. I know I should tell people but...hey
can you blame me? Last night my mom brought up an old friend, Kate. If only
I could talk to her now! There are so many things I could and need to
ask her! She, mabey, is the only person who knows what I'm going through
right now as I fill your blank pages with my rattlings. My biggest
problem is...how do I tell my mom? I know she'll understand but still
how do you tell your mother about that? I'm sorta half hoping she'll
read this and my secret will be out. It feels like someone took my
heart and coated it with metal while I hide this secret. I only wish
paper could answer my questions. I want to talk to someone about this
but who? My first choices are my mother or Kate but, Kate is in some
High School somewhere and I don't know where. My mom on the other hand
would probably tell father and I kind of want this to stay between me
and her. Oh god! What about my grandparents? What will they think?
How do I tell my family about this? How do I tell anyone that I'm
Lesbian? At school it's like torture, because people use the insult
your gay and if I don't laugh or diney it , I'm automatically Gay.
I'm going to write a story about this and send it in to somewhere after
I tell my mom. And we move back to square one, how to tell my mother?
Oh Kate if only I could talk to you right now! How did you tell your
family? Why me?!? My friends all say their not homophobic but, I don't
know. I don't think they'd take it lightly if I walked up and said,
"Hey guys! Guess what? I'm lesbian! Still stand for our rights?" Would my
friends disert me? I don't really know. How do I explain to the guys
who like me that I don't like them because my taste lies in girls?
How weird would that, be? Abit too weird for my tastes. And now we
Jump around some more on the chessboard of life. Gotta go, I have
track tomorrow and I need sleep. Thanx for listening ... or more
lending a page. I times I forget your not human Kix. I'll write
again when the need arises.
All respect,
Haruka
Fin'
skylordurnaus 01'
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by:skylorduranus
Before we have ficage a few disclaimers.
1)I don't own Sailor Uranus or any other Sailormoon characters for that
matter. But if y'all want me to continue to work on this my creations
might insert themselves and they will belong to me.
2)Yuri warning, well okay the whole thing is about yuri-so bite me!
3)E-mail and comments are always welcome, but if you send me anything
offence I'll have to shave off all your skin,then through you in a
bathtub full of salt water! Bwahahahaha!!!
4)E-mail me at skylorduranus@hotmail.com
5)I need 3reviews to continue with this so if you like or even if you
hate. REVIEW!!!!
6)I can't spell
7)This is a journal type story, somewhat of an experiment
8)Kix is what Haruka calls her journal and she refers to the book as Kix.
9)Kate is my made-up Haruka's friend that is also lesbian.
Okay with no further ado,
~life rattlings of a lesbian~
by:skylorduranus
Dear Kix,
At times I wish you were some scholar somewhere that could answer all
of my questions. But hey writing in you does help. I feel like my life
is falling down around me. My friends, I think, are picking up on my
biggest secret, that I'm lesbian. I know I should tell people but...hey
can you blame me? Last night my mom brought up an old friend, Kate. If only
I could talk to her now! There are so many things I could and need to
ask her! She, mabey, is the only person who knows what I'm going through
right now as I fill your blank pages with my rattlings. My biggest
problem is...how do I tell my mom? I know she'll understand but still
how do you tell your mother about that? I'm sorta half hoping she'll
read this and my secret will be out. It feels like someone took my
heart and coated it with metal while I hide this secret. I only wish
paper could answer my questions. I want to talk to someone about this
but who? My first choices are my mother or Kate but, Kate is in some
High School somewhere and I don't know where. My mom on the other hand
would probably tell father and I kind of want this to stay between me
and her. Oh god! What about my grandparents? What will they think?
How do I tell my family about this? How do I tell anyone that I'm
Lesbian? At school it's like torture, because people use the insult
your gay and if I don't laugh or diney it , I'm automatically Gay.
I'm going to write a story about this and send it in to somewhere after
I tell my mom. And we move back to square one, how to tell my mother?
Oh Kate if only I could talk to you right now! How did you tell your
family? Why me?!? My friends all say their not homophobic but, I don't
know. I don't think they'd take it lightly if I walked up and said,
"Hey guys! Guess what? I'm lesbian! Still stand for our rights?" Would my
friends disert me? I don't really know. How do I explain to the guys
who like me that I don't like them because my taste lies in girls?
How weird would that, be? Abit too weird for my tastes. And now we
Jump around some more on the chessboard of life. Gotta go, I have
track tomorrow and I need sleep. Thanx for listening ... or more
lending a page. I times I forget your not human Kix. I'll write
again when the need arises.
All respect,
Haruka
Fin'
skylordurnaus 01'
like?hate?Should I ever type agian?Please read and review. or if you're
at this point of the fic review.