~Life Rattlings of A Lesbian-Part 2~
Note:I still don't own sailormoon *sigh*
Okay Yay, people liked the first part so I diceded to continue,this chapter is from
Michiru's POV please R&R! By the way Michiru calls her diary Kel.
Dear Kel,
How are you today?My life is the same as usual, I haven't sommuned
up the courage to tell yet a single soul. YOu are the only one who
knows I'm Bisexual. I never really thought about what people think about
us,that is I mean the non-heterosexuals out there.I don't like using
homosexual, it leaves such a bitter taste in your mouth.I'm sorry I
seem to be rattling agian. I'm sitting here on my bed filling your
pages with my problems, yet...yet I just don't feel like there is any
hope...is anyone else going through what I feel day and night?The fear
that someone will find your journal and you will lose the only people
closest to you?I just don't know anymore Kel, some girls at my school
pretend to be Bisexual to get guys. It makes me sick just to watch them.
They have no idea what it's like having something that secretive hanging
over you head throughout everthing you do or say.I need a human who has
been through this to talk to!Kel, help me!I wish that paper and a leather
cover could solve all my problems and that your blank pages could offer
a cover of protection for me and they do somewhat.You are there to listen.
A guy asked me out and I agreed but how can I explain to him that no-
matter how much he cares for me my love for him will never be true?How
do I tell my parents about this?They are the people I know I need to
tell and my heart is screaming for me to tell them, but my mind disagrees.
Mabey someday my heart will overpower my mind,but not now. Not now indeed.
People think I am too young to worrie or even care about these things
but in truth it burdens us more as teenagers than adults,for as now
we seek to find a niche in life. Kel why am I such a winp?Why cant I
tell anyone?Am I still afraid to admit it to myself?I need someone
so badly to talk with about this!I was talking with my friend yesterday
and she asked me if I was a Lesbian.I thought about spilling the beans
but I backed out and said no. Not a lie,just not the full truth. She
said good. Now I know I could never tell her or possably any of my
friends.Oh Kel!I need help. I am slipping closer and closer to the edge
and how do I explain to my counsilor that my stress and depression is
because of my sexual tastes?I must go. I have an art show tommorow and
sleep will be needed.Thank you Kel for listening or more allowing me to
write...it does help...alot. Until next time,
All Respect,
Michiru
Yay!I finished Chapter 2!Do ya like?Should I write more? I have a few
good idea's floating around in this head of mine. Was it as good
as the last one?Please Review!
~skylorduranus~
Note:I still don't own sailormoon *sigh*
Okay Yay, people liked the first part so I diceded to continue,this chapter is from
Michiru's POV please R&R! By the way Michiru calls her diary Kel.
Dear Kel,
How are you today?My life is the same as usual, I haven't sommuned
up the courage to tell yet a single soul. YOu are the only one who
knows I'm Bisexual. I never really thought about what people think about
us,that is I mean the non-heterosexuals out there.I don't like using
homosexual, it leaves such a bitter taste in your mouth.I'm sorry I
seem to be rattling agian. I'm sitting here on my bed filling your
pages with my problems, yet...yet I just don't feel like there is any
hope...is anyone else going through what I feel day and night?The fear
that someone will find your journal and you will lose the only people
closest to you?I just don't know anymore Kel, some girls at my school
pretend to be Bisexual to get guys. It makes me sick just to watch them.
They have no idea what it's like having something that secretive hanging
over you head throughout everthing you do or say.I need a human who has
been through this to talk to!Kel, help me!I wish that paper and a leather
cover could solve all my problems and that your blank pages could offer
a cover of protection for me and they do somewhat.You are there to listen.
A guy asked me out and I agreed but how can I explain to him that no-
matter how much he cares for me my love for him will never be true?How
do I tell my parents about this?They are the people I know I need to
tell and my heart is screaming for me to tell them, but my mind disagrees.
Mabey someday my heart will overpower my mind,but not now. Not now indeed.
People think I am too young to worrie or even care about these things
but in truth it burdens us more as teenagers than adults,for as now
we seek to find a niche in life. Kel why am I such a winp?Why cant I
tell anyone?Am I still afraid to admit it to myself?I need someone
so badly to talk with about this!I was talking with my friend yesterday
and she asked me if I was a Lesbian.I thought about spilling the beans
but I backed out and said no. Not a lie,just not the full truth. She
said good. Now I know I could never tell her or possably any of my
friends.Oh Kel!I need help. I am slipping closer and closer to the edge
and how do I explain to my counsilor that my stress and depression is
because of my sexual tastes?I must go. I have an art show tommorow and
sleep will be needed.Thank you Kel for listening or more allowing me to
write...it does help...alot. Until next time,
All Respect,
Michiru
Yay!I finished Chapter 2!Do ya like?Should I write more? I have a few
good idea's floating around in this head of mine. Was it as good
as the last one?Please Review!
~skylorduranus~