~Life Rattlings of A Lesbian~
~Insert normal disclaimers here~
Dear Kel,
We moved. On top of all my problems I've been having lately. We moved!
And not just a little move, we moved to JAPAN!!!Kel I just don't know
what to do...ON advantage though is that homosexuality is almost welcomed
here. At least I have a tad bit of that weight lifted off my shoulders.
My parents could ruin my whole life, or fill it with joy if I just would\
have the courage to tell them what I am.What I am? Even I'm making it seem
like I'm a monster. LIke I'm some disease you wouldn't want to catch.
I watched the movie X-man yesterday. The similarities are shocking, it
really made me realize how much we humans will shun what we don't under-
stand.And why I ask you Kel, why do we do that...mabey it's our nature
but still one has to wonder why...Homosexual,Heterosexual...what's the
differance only the obvious, both contain dovoted poeple who would give
the world to the other if they only could.Someday I'll find her. Someday
I'll be able to stop my search for the truth of my life and there she'll
be.A place for me to take shelter from the world that is trying to swallow
me into it's anti-homosexual ways. Even commercials,cartoons and movies
promote the triditional Mother, Father child relationship. Why do we
feel the need to shun so quickly what we don't understand???I know I
repeat the same question over and over, but I just don't know anymore,I
want...I need to know the answer!But who will give it to me?Where are
you my Angel?My soulmate the woman who will wrap me in her arms adn tell
me that the world isn't so bad after all. Where are you???Where is she??
With all my respect
LOve,
Michiru
~Insert normal disclaimers here~
Dear Kel,
We moved. On top of all my problems I've been having lately. We moved!
And not just a little move, we moved to JAPAN!!!Kel I just don't know
what to do...ON advantage though is that homosexuality is almost welcomed
here. At least I have a tad bit of that weight lifted off my shoulders.
My parents could ruin my whole life, or fill it with joy if I just would\
have the courage to tell them what I am.What I am? Even I'm making it seem
like I'm a monster. LIke I'm some disease you wouldn't want to catch.
I watched the movie X-man yesterday. The similarities are shocking, it
really made me realize how much we humans will shun what we don't under-
stand.And why I ask you Kel, why do we do that...mabey it's our nature
but still one has to wonder why...Homosexual,Heterosexual...what's the
differance only the obvious, both contain dovoted poeple who would give
the world to the other if they only could.Someday I'll find her. Someday
I'll be able to stop my search for the truth of my life and there she'll
be.A place for me to take shelter from the world that is trying to swallow
me into it's anti-homosexual ways. Even commercials,cartoons and movies
promote the triditional Mother, Father child relationship. Why do we
feel the need to shun so quickly what we don't understand???I know I
repeat the same question over and over, but I just don't know anymore,I
want...I need to know the answer!But who will give it to me?Where are
you my Angel?My soulmate the woman who will wrap me in her arms adn tell
me that the world isn't so bad after all. Where are you???Where is she??
With all my respect
LOve,
Michiru