Okay, as if chapter one wasn't painful enough for Ryou, this chapter will be living hell for Ryou. MUHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! And just ta mention, the song I used in chapter I was Death Bloomz by MuDvAyNe!!!!!!!
Crippled
Chapter II: (sic) of it
Ryou's PoV
My life was worse. Ever since I got this fucking chair, my life has become worse. What did I do to deserve this. I wanted to know. My bully problem has more then doubled since I've gotten these. Bakura has stopped hitting me so he keeps asking how I got all these bruises. I tried to tell him the truth, but I couldn't. I guess though, it was stopping an accident from happening. Today when I came home from school, he noticed a huge bruise and a scar across my face that wasn't there when I left. I started to cry when he asked me about it. He held me in his arms while I told the story of what happened.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was wheeling myself down the hall at a steady pace. The bell had just rung and everyone let out of school. I took a likely deserted hallway to avoid any crowds. I was nearing the end when two jock's and two prep's (a/n PREP' SUCK!!!) stepped in my way. The two jock's I recognized as Yusuke Urimeshe and Kazuma Kuwabara and the two prep's were people who bullied me before I got this chair. Their names were Samus Aran and Kayko Ukimura (a/n I love metroid and Yu Yu Hakusho).
"Hey guys, waddya say we give the baby here a ride." Said Yusuke, the supposed leader. The rest of the group snickered evilly. Kuwabara grabbed the handles of my wheelchair and ran me down the hall. He rammed my chair into a locker a few times. The first time, one of the locks slit my face open and blood poured down to my neck. The last hit, my head bashed into the locker door. It hurt like hell, but I didn't let them know that. Finally, Kuwabara backed up, ran and let go of my wheelchair. It rolled straight into a wall. The wheel chair toppled over on top of me. Yugi and his friends must have heard all the noise and came running.
~~~~~~~~~~~END FLASHBACK~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I could tell Bakura was pissed. I don't know why, but ever since my time at the hospital he had been very protective of me. Oh well, it wouldn't matter after tonite. Tonight I was gonna end it. My life, the pain, the anger, and the sorrow. It would all just fly away.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~HOURS LATER~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I was in my room, alone. I had always liked solitude. I opened my drawer. It unveiled a bunch of clothes. I dug my hand under the clothes and grabbed a knife I had their ever since I was 11. 5 years ago, Bakura had been a very violent person. I hated life as much as I did now. But I didn't cut deep enough. They had enough time to get me to a hospital. I won't make that mistake again.
Will you walk me, to the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight, and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
I held the knife over my hand, and stabbed it through my wrist. I bit my lip to stop from screaming and instead, I coughed up a pool of blood. A tear rolled down my cheek. So this was true agony, true bliss. I took the knife from my wrist and stabbed it through my other. Wearily, I held the knife above me. Bakura walked into my room.
Take me, under (I'm giving in to you)
I'm crying tonight (I'm giving in to you)
Watch me crumble (I'm giving in to you)
I'm dying tonight (I'm giving in to you)
"Ryou, what are you doing."
"What does it look like." I slammed the knife into my chest. The cut was so deep, my hand was in it. I removed my hand and my knife. I collapsed but Bakura caught me.
I look forward, to dying tonight
Drink fill I'm myself, life's harder everyday
The stress has got me, I'm giving in, in, in.
NNNOOO
"You can't die Ryou. I… love you." I brought me hand to Bakura's face and touched it.
"Sorry…"
Take me under ( I'm feeling all the pain)
I'm crying tonight (I'm sick of all this pain)
Watch me crumble (I'm feeling all the pain)
I'm dying tonight (I'm giving in to you)
Chapter Terminated…
Why do all my fics come to that. I can't write one fic, not one fic that has something going right. I LOVE IT!!!!!!! And the song in this chapter is Adema's Giving In. But unless you listen to POSER'S like AVRIL LAVIGNE, then you wouldn't. Well,
See you space reviewers…