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'......' speech.
[......] thoughts
How Could You......
Chapter 1
THE REASON
A GIRL'S POV
I hate him. I really do. I hate him for making me feel this way. I hate him for his gorgeous looks. I hate him for the things he does to me. And I hate, hate, HATE him because I still love him, even after ...... what he did!
It's now three months since he dumped me for that bitch. That stupid traitor, and ...... my so called best friend, Tomoyo.
I bet you have heard of *The Chicks*, if you have, then you would know Tomoyo and her best friend Sakura Kinomoto, who is me. We WERE popular, we WERE inseparable and we WERE best friends.
It's amazing how friendships can go down faster than you can say 'hold on a minute'. Three months ago, I was happy, cheerful and grateful for everything life has to offer. I mean, I'm attractive, a tiny bit slow but I also realised not so long ago, I am more stupid than the word stupid itself. I can not believe out of all the people, I just have to fall in love with a selfish, ignorant, good looking but hurtful bastard like Syaoran Li.
I hate him. I hate everything about him. I want to strangle his neck. I want to see him suffer the way I did. I want him to watch as I kill Tomoyo, his love......
That's right, KILL!!! I wasn't exaggerating, I'm going to kill Tomoyo Daidouji. And I'm going to make Syaoran watch the whole thing. And then, maybe he'll know what it feels like to lose the one you love the most.
I changed a lot, most people would say. I changed from a reasonably pretty young girl with a armful of dreams to a stunning teenager with only one thing on mind.
Revenge!!!
Oh! Revenge is just so sweet, as the well-known saying says. And now, I'm going to get a taste of it.
I have already planned out what I'm going to do. And in less than a week, Tomoyo Daidouji would be only remembered as the girl who was murdered by her best friend, who she betrayed.
And Syaoran? Hmph! He will just have to live with it. He will just have to live with the pain I went through and let's see how he like it.
The pain ...... the pain he made for me......
FLASHBACK
(three months ago)
I walked down the street and into my loving boyfriend - Syaoran's apartment. But I was not prepared for what I am going to see.
Syaoran gave me an extra key in case I left anything at his apartment when he's not there. I brought his favourite dinner and slided silently through the doors, hoping to surprise him...
But ironically, it was him who surprised me. As I sneaked into his bedroom ready to startle him with a jump, but I was totally blown by what I saw.
There in his bed, was him and ...... Tomoyo. And they were ... kissing. [At least they still have their clothes on!] a tiny part of my subconscious mind murmured as I stood in complete shock.
[How could they!!! My boyfriend and best friend. The two people I trust more than anyone in the world!!! And they betrayed me!] I mentally yelled. Water began to fill my eyes, they blurred my vision. And then, CRASH!!! The basket which carried the dinner I brought for Syaoran dropped onto the hard concrete floor. The plates within broke into millions of pieces, just like my heart.
This diverted their attention from their make-out session. They both turned around in one swift motion and their mouths formed the word 'oh!'.
I stared at Syaoran in particular. The watery liquid that filled my eyes earlier was now sliding down my cheeks and fell onto the floor with the broken plates.
I felt hurt and ...... pain. Pain beyond imagination. The kind that is incurable, and which is deep with you, it is in my heart and for a minute, I almost thought I had no heart.
I turned my gaze to Tomoyo, since Syaoran doesn't seemed to move. Tomoyo was stunned, and her eyes held such worry. [Probably worries for herself when I tell the whole school about them. Selfish bitch!] I thought with anger and hurt.
It was Syaoran who actually broke the silence. 'Sakura, please! It's not what it seems!' So, it's one of those *it's not what it seems lines again.* god, how stupid do they think I am!
'Oh yeah? Then what is it! Does everyone walk into their boyfriend's room and find him with their best friend kissing? I don't think so!' I shouted angrily to cover up my pain. I can't let him see me as a weakling.
'I thought I could trust you! Both of you!' I added as I focused on Tomoyo suddenly, she gave a whimper and shrank into the quilt. 'But I guess I was wrong. Terribly wrong! You are just a selfish bitch and a hurtful bastard' I practically yelled as I lost my sanity. I grabbed the cherry blossom necklace Syaoran gave me for our 1st anniversary and pulled. The chain snapped and it came off. I thrust it to Syaoran before adding spitefully 'I hope you're very happy.'
And then I left. I turned my heels and ran out of the door before either of them could say another word.
They never heard me burst into tears once I got home, or the sound of my heart shattering.
END FLASHBACK
I shook my head vigorously as I tried to block out that painful memory. [That was then and this is now!] for now, I have to concentrate on the plan and how to lure them in.
Syaoran! In a week, you'll be sorry you have ever known a person called Sakura Kinomoto......
A/N HOW WAS THAT??? Plz plz review, my 1st angst fic. Review as much as you can plz. Bye O_o
'......' speech.
[......] thoughts
How Could You......
Chapter 1
THE REASON
A GIRL'S POV
I hate him. I really do. I hate him for making me feel this way. I hate him for his gorgeous looks. I hate him for the things he does to me. And I hate, hate, HATE him because I still love him, even after ...... what he did!
It's now three months since he dumped me for that bitch. That stupid traitor, and ...... my so called best friend, Tomoyo.
I bet you have heard of *The Chicks*, if you have, then you would know Tomoyo and her best friend Sakura Kinomoto, who is me. We WERE popular, we WERE inseparable and we WERE best friends.
It's amazing how friendships can go down faster than you can say 'hold on a minute'. Three months ago, I was happy, cheerful and grateful for everything life has to offer. I mean, I'm attractive, a tiny bit slow but I also realised not so long ago, I am more stupid than the word stupid itself. I can not believe out of all the people, I just have to fall in love with a selfish, ignorant, good looking but hurtful bastard like Syaoran Li.
I hate him. I hate everything about him. I want to strangle his neck. I want to see him suffer the way I did. I want him to watch as I kill Tomoyo, his love......
That's right, KILL!!! I wasn't exaggerating, I'm going to kill Tomoyo Daidouji. And I'm going to make Syaoran watch the whole thing. And then, maybe he'll know what it feels like to lose the one you love the most.
I changed a lot, most people would say. I changed from a reasonably pretty young girl with a armful of dreams to a stunning teenager with only one thing on mind.
Revenge!!!
Oh! Revenge is just so sweet, as the well-known saying says. And now, I'm going to get a taste of it.
I have already planned out what I'm going to do. And in less than a week, Tomoyo Daidouji would be only remembered as the girl who was murdered by her best friend, who she betrayed.
And Syaoran? Hmph! He will just have to live with it. He will just have to live with the pain I went through and let's see how he like it.
The pain ...... the pain he made for me......
FLASHBACK
(three months ago)
I walked down the street and into my loving boyfriend - Syaoran's apartment. But I was not prepared for what I am going to see.
Syaoran gave me an extra key in case I left anything at his apartment when he's not there. I brought his favourite dinner and slided silently through the doors, hoping to surprise him...
But ironically, it was him who surprised me. As I sneaked into his bedroom ready to startle him with a jump, but I was totally blown by what I saw.
There in his bed, was him and ...... Tomoyo. And they were ... kissing. [At least they still have their clothes on!] a tiny part of my subconscious mind murmured as I stood in complete shock.
[How could they!!! My boyfriend and best friend. The two people I trust more than anyone in the world!!! And they betrayed me!] I mentally yelled. Water began to fill my eyes, they blurred my vision. And then, CRASH!!! The basket which carried the dinner I brought for Syaoran dropped onto the hard concrete floor. The plates within broke into millions of pieces, just like my heart.
This diverted their attention from their make-out session. They both turned around in one swift motion and their mouths formed the word 'oh!'.
I stared at Syaoran in particular. The watery liquid that filled my eyes earlier was now sliding down my cheeks and fell onto the floor with the broken plates.
I felt hurt and ...... pain. Pain beyond imagination. The kind that is incurable, and which is deep with you, it is in my heart and for a minute, I almost thought I had no heart.
I turned my gaze to Tomoyo, since Syaoran doesn't seemed to move. Tomoyo was stunned, and her eyes held such worry. [Probably worries for herself when I tell the whole school about them. Selfish bitch!] I thought with anger and hurt.
It was Syaoran who actually broke the silence. 'Sakura, please! It's not what it seems!' So, it's one of those *it's not what it seems lines again.* god, how stupid do they think I am!
'Oh yeah? Then what is it! Does everyone walk into their boyfriend's room and find him with their best friend kissing? I don't think so!' I shouted angrily to cover up my pain. I can't let him see me as a weakling.
'I thought I could trust you! Both of you!' I added as I focused on Tomoyo suddenly, she gave a whimper and shrank into the quilt. 'But I guess I was wrong. Terribly wrong! You are just a selfish bitch and a hurtful bastard' I practically yelled as I lost my sanity. I grabbed the cherry blossom necklace Syaoran gave me for our 1st anniversary and pulled. The chain snapped and it came off. I thrust it to Syaoran before adding spitefully 'I hope you're very happy.'
And then I left. I turned my heels and ran out of the door before either of them could say another word.
They never heard me burst into tears once I got home, or the sound of my heart shattering.
END FLASHBACK
I shook my head vigorously as I tried to block out that painful memory. [That was then and this is now!] for now, I have to concentrate on the plan and how to lure them in.
Syaoran! In a week, you'll be sorry you have ever known a person called Sakura Kinomoto......
A/N HOW WAS THAT??? Plz plz review, my 1st angst fic. Review as much as you can plz. Bye O_o