OK, this is when the plan ACTUALLY BEGINS, as in what was gonna happen IN
the plan. Sry I no I told u I'd rite the plan aagggeeeess ago but hey, I
didn't find the right point to write it.
I couldn't wait until I got 35 reviews (which I never got -_-) so I thought I might as well rite this. ^-^
One thing's certain, whatever she's going to do, I know I'm not going to like it......
Chapter 5
THE TWIST
SYAORAN'S POV
I rushed like hell towards the "old building site". Sakura and I found it on our 1st anniversary when we were roaming around town.
It was a VERY old building that's made completely out of wood. There were many gaps on the floors and holes in the ceilings. I honestly didn't understand why Sakura chose that place for whatever she was gonna do.
Then I remembered, [of course, because it is so old, no one ever goes there anymore. And ... oh, flipping hell! Its area is COMPLETELY deserted, in fact I don't think anyone has been there for over 50 years!!! That means, no matter what she's gonna do ... no one will be able to stop her!!!]
It all started to make sense now. Sakura took Tomoyo there and she'll be waiting for me to show up and - and ... [bloody, fucking shit! What the hell is she gonna do?]
I didn't really want to think about it. Knowing the Sakura nowadays, the possibilities could be many.
I ran and ran like there was no tomorrow, which probably was true. I knew I was already late, it was already 10:00am. But I knew that Sakura wouldn't begin her revenge until I'm there.
I knew for a fact she didn't want to kill me, and that she didn't want to destroy me physically. But I knew that she was going to make me suffer, she wants me to feel the pain and hurt. She wants me to be emotionally broken. And the only way to do that is to use the person I love the most who was......
Tomoyo!
The realisation struck me so suddenly that I almost ran into a truck. I must get there quickly, I must hurry or - or Tomoyo might get hurt! [She'll get hurt? Is that what you really think?] I knew the answer was no. I knew Sakura too well to think that hurting Tomoyo was on her mind. She didn't hate Tomoyo. She LOATHED her.
What's the difference? You might ask. Well, hate only means that one does not like another greatly, but may not want him/her to be dead. But loath?! Loath is a completely different matter......
Loath is a combination of extreme hatred and outmost envy.
Sakura envied Tomoyo. She also hated Tomoyo. But all this was caused by one person......
Me!
You could say that I was being unfair to Sakura. She did claim me first after all. She was the first person I have ever kissed (passionately), she was the first person I have ever loved. But she was also the first person I have ever betrayed and hurted.
If I could go back in time and change the past, I would. But the reality was that I can't and the only way to solve this was to face it, to fight it.
I have reached the building site now. And I could hear the chattering of two teenage girls. I took a deep breath and stepped into the building. The first sight that greeted me was the figures of two young females. I knew who they were instantly.
Sakura and Tomoyo!
Sakura's back was facing me and Tomoyo was staring around the place with sheer curiosity.
Sakura was wearing a very unusual outfit. It was completely black, very unlike her usual bright cheerful colours. [But then again] I reminded myself, [nothing is the same now...]
I took a step forward and accidentally kicked a dustbin, knocking it over. The contents spilled out and the rattling echoed in the empty hall.
This grabbed the two girls' attentions, Tomoyo merely stared at me in surprise and wonder, while Sakura......
Sakura stared at me with hatred and disgust.
The look she gave me made me back a step. And made me shudder involuntarily.
This could never be the Sakura I knew.
I have NEVER seen her like this, the anger she had towards me was at its highest peak. It hurted me like hell just to see her like this.
Then, out of the blue, she smirked and pulled something from her trousers pocket (A/N I didn't tell you she brought something cos it will ruin the plot, sorry!). It glinted in the morning sun.
A knife!
Sakura brought a knife! I knew what she was going to do next. But before I could open my mouth, she darted towards Tomoyo who was still too shocked to move, and pressed the blade to Tomoyo's throat. While her left hand was wrapped around Tomoyo's neck holding the knife, her right arm pinned Tomoyo's two hands together, making her unable to escape or attack back. Sakura, who was much more stronger than Tomoyo due to her swimming and gymnastic trainings, found all this very easy.
Tomoyo's eyes widened, and she whimpered shakily, 'Sakura, wha - wha - what are you doing? Listen, if this is some kind of - of joke, I - I - I'm not finding it ve -ve - very funny, ok?'
Sakura gave a cold laugh, her emerald eyes blazed with triumph and enjoyment. She liked this. She liked Tomoyo begging her.
Sakura pressed the knife deeper into Tomoyo's throat, a tiny trickle of blood flowed out, and slid down the knife like a lost teardrop.
'You think this is funny? Do you? You think it's funny you betrayed me and stole my boyfriend! After all these years of knowing you, I have never thought you could sink so low.' Sakura snarled angrily, then she twisted Tomoyo's hands, making Tomoyo scream out in agony. She then continued, 'of course, it's not all your fault, it's HIS too!' Sakura's eyes turned to me as she spat out the words.
I was literally rooted to the spot, I couldn't think or move.
'You know, I was an idiot thinking you're the one I will spent my whole life with. I was an idiot having trusted you. And I was a the world's biggest blasted idiot for believing there was such a thing as love!!!' Sakura half-shouted, her auburn bangs fell out of the half-ponytail she had on. They framed her fuming face perfectly.
My vision blurred, I knew I had hurted her. But I never knew I had to this extent. Now I REALLY hate myself. [I'm sorry...] A few unwanted tears dripped down my cheeks.
They meant nothing though.
Sakura's eyes swelled up too. Hot warm liquid flowed out of her eyes unwillingly as she gripped the knife harder. She was losing her body control. I knew it, yet all I thought about was protecting Tomoyo.
Suddenly, an important fact hit me. Sakura still loved me! I couldn't believe I had forgotten it during the struggle. She loved me, and that's why she's doing all this, she wanted to punish me, to see me suffer. But that doesn't mean she doesn't love me, she just love me too much to see me with anyone else.
I felt sick.
Being the quick-thinker I always was. I came up with a plan of how to rescue Tomoyo. I knew this will be unfair to Sakura, it will probably make her unable to ever love and trust again. But I had to do it, it's my only chance of saving Tomoyo.
I'm a bastard. I agreed whole-heartedly to that, it's a fact. I ruined someone's life. I made her suffer. I just used her...
With the plan fresh on my mind, I walked cautiously towards Sakura and Tomoyo. Sakura's eyes widened and she paled, I knew whatever she was expecting, it wasn't this. She backed a little, still staring at me with shock and uncertainty.
I emptied my face with anything that showed emotion. As I got closer, Sakura paled even more. Tomoyo was already unconscious, probably the fright was too much for her. She wasn't determined and strong like her best friend.
I halted just in front of Sakura. She was still holding onto Tomoyo's neck, but loosely. Since I was taller than her, she stared up at me with something close to fright. She was scared, I could tell. She didn't know how to react around me.
I inhaled a deep breath, and smelt flowers. I smelt the scent that Sakura always carried, I smiled inwardly as I thought [at least she didn't change her odour.]
We were very close now. Sakura was still staring at me like a small child, shaking beyond terror. Beyond fear.
I leaned in very slowly, careful not to make the action too deliberate. And closed my eyes gently, catching the tiniest glimpse of her old passionate eyes. The last thing I thought was [her eyes ... emerald ... was ...what ... made me ... fell ... love ... her!]
The gap between our faces shortened as our lips brushed and......
I kissed her...
A/N OK, this chappie is just WAY too weird but hey, don't hesitate and tell me wat u think. Hehe. Thanks to those who read and reviewed, I loved everyone of them. Cya.
I couldn't wait until I got 35 reviews (which I never got -_-) so I thought I might as well rite this. ^-^
One thing's certain, whatever she's going to do, I know I'm not going to like it......
Chapter 5
THE TWIST
SYAORAN'S POV
I rushed like hell towards the "old building site". Sakura and I found it on our 1st anniversary when we were roaming around town.
It was a VERY old building that's made completely out of wood. There were many gaps on the floors and holes in the ceilings. I honestly didn't understand why Sakura chose that place for whatever she was gonna do.
Then I remembered, [of course, because it is so old, no one ever goes there anymore. And ... oh, flipping hell! Its area is COMPLETELY deserted, in fact I don't think anyone has been there for over 50 years!!! That means, no matter what she's gonna do ... no one will be able to stop her!!!]
It all started to make sense now. Sakura took Tomoyo there and she'll be waiting for me to show up and - and ... [bloody, fucking shit! What the hell is she gonna do?]
I didn't really want to think about it. Knowing the Sakura nowadays, the possibilities could be many.
I ran and ran like there was no tomorrow, which probably was true. I knew I was already late, it was already 10:00am. But I knew that Sakura wouldn't begin her revenge until I'm there.
I knew for a fact she didn't want to kill me, and that she didn't want to destroy me physically. But I knew that she was going to make me suffer, she wants me to feel the pain and hurt. She wants me to be emotionally broken. And the only way to do that is to use the person I love the most who was......
Tomoyo!
The realisation struck me so suddenly that I almost ran into a truck. I must get there quickly, I must hurry or - or Tomoyo might get hurt! [She'll get hurt? Is that what you really think?] I knew the answer was no. I knew Sakura too well to think that hurting Tomoyo was on her mind. She didn't hate Tomoyo. She LOATHED her.
What's the difference? You might ask. Well, hate only means that one does not like another greatly, but may not want him/her to be dead. But loath?! Loath is a completely different matter......
Loath is a combination of extreme hatred and outmost envy.
Sakura envied Tomoyo. She also hated Tomoyo. But all this was caused by one person......
Me!
You could say that I was being unfair to Sakura. She did claim me first after all. She was the first person I have ever kissed (passionately), she was the first person I have ever loved. But she was also the first person I have ever betrayed and hurted.
If I could go back in time and change the past, I would. But the reality was that I can't and the only way to solve this was to face it, to fight it.
I have reached the building site now. And I could hear the chattering of two teenage girls. I took a deep breath and stepped into the building. The first sight that greeted me was the figures of two young females. I knew who they were instantly.
Sakura and Tomoyo!
Sakura's back was facing me and Tomoyo was staring around the place with sheer curiosity.
Sakura was wearing a very unusual outfit. It was completely black, very unlike her usual bright cheerful colours. [But then again] I reminded myself, [nothing is the same now...]
I took a step forward and accidentally kicked a dustbin, knocking it over. The contents spilled out and the rattling echoed in the empty hall.
This grabbed the two girls' attentions, Tomoyo merely stared at me in surprise and wonder, while Sakura......
Sakura stared at me with hatred and disgust.
The look she gave me made me back a step. And made me shudder involuntarily.
This could never be the Sakura I knew.
I have NEVER seen her like this, the anger she had towards me was at its highest peak. It hurted me like hell just to see her like this.
Then, out of the blue, she smirked and pulled something from her trousers pocket (A/N I didn't tell you she brought something cos it will ruin the plot, sorry!). It glinted in the morning sun.
A knife!
Sakura brought a knife! I knew what she was going to do next. But before I could open my mouth, she darted towards Tomoyo who was still too shocked to move, and pressed the blade to Tomoyo's throat. While her left hand was wrapped around Tomoyo's neck holding the knife, her right arm pinned Tomoyo's two hands together, making her unable to escape or attack back. Sakura, who was much more stronger than Tomoyo due to her swimming and gymnastic trainings, found all this very easy.
Tomoyo's eyes widened, and she whimpered shakily, 'Sakura, wha - wha - what are you doing? Listen, if this is some kind of - of joke, I - I - I'm not finding it ve -ve - very funny, ok?'
Sakura gave a cold laugh, her emerald eyes blazed with triumph and enjoyment. She liked this. She liked Tomoyo begging her.
Sakura pressed the knife deeper into Tomoyo's throat, a tiny trickle of blood flowed out, and slid down the knife like a lost teardrop.
'You think this is funny? Do you? You think it's funny you betrayed me and stole my boyfriend! After all these years of knowing you, I have never thought you could sink so low.' Sakura snarled angrily, then she twisted Tomoyo's hands, making Tomoyo scream out in agony. She then continued, 'of course, it's not all your fault, it's HIS too!' Sakura's eyes turned to me as she spat out the words.
I was literally rooted to the spot, I couldn't think or move.
'You know, I was an idiot thinking you're the one I will spent my whole life with. I was an idiot having trusted you. And I was a the world's biggest blasted idiot for believing there was such a thing as love!!!' Sakura half-shouted, her auburn bangs fell out of the half-ponytail she had on. They framed her fuming face perfectly.
My vision blurred, I knew I had hurted her. But I never knew I had to this extent. Now I REALLY hate myself. [I'm sorry...] A few unwanted tears dripped down my cheeks.
They meant nothing though.
Sakura's eyes swelled up too. Hot warm liquid flowed out of her eyes unwillingly as she gripped the knife harder. She was losing her body control. I knew it, yet all I thought about was protecting Tomoyo.
Suddenly, an important fact hit me. Sakura still loved me! I couldn't believe I had forgotten it during the struggle. She loved me, and that's why she's doing all this, she wanted to punish me, to see me suffer. But that doesn't mean she doesn't love me, she just love me too much to see me with anyone else.
I felt sick.
Being the quick-thinker I always was. I came up with a plan of how to rescue Tomoyo. I knew this will be unfair to Sakura, it will probably make her unable to ever love and trust again. But I had to do it, it's my only chance of saving Tomoyo.
I'm a bastard. I agreed whole-heartedly to that, it's a fact. I ruined someone's life. I made her suffer. I just used her...
With the plan fresh on my mind, I walked cautiously towards Sakura and Tomoyo. Sakura's eyes widened and she paled, I knew whatever she was expecting, it wasn't this. She backed a little, still staring at me with shock and uncertainty.
I emptied my face with anything that showed emotion. As I got closer, Sakura paled even more. Tomoyo was already unconscious, probably the fright was too much for her. She wasn't determined and strong like her best friend.
I halted just in front of Sakura. She was still holding onto Tomoyo's neck, but loosely. Since I was taller than her, she stared up at me with something close to fright. She was scared, I could tell. She didn't know how to react around me.
I inhaled a deep breath, and smelt flowers. I smelt the scent that Sakura always carried, I smiled inwardly as I thought [at least she didn't change her odour.]
We were very close now. Sakura was still staring at me like a small child, shaking beyond terror. Beyond fear.
I leaned in very slowly, careful not to make the action too deliberate. And closed my eyes gently, catching the tiniest glimpse of her old passionate eyes. The last thing I thought was [her eyes ... emerald ... was ...what ... made me ... fell ... love ... her!]
The gap between our faces shortened as our lips brushed and......
I kissed her...
A/N OK, this chappie is just WAY too weird but hey, don't hesitate and tell me wat u think. Hehe. Thanks to those who read and reviewed, I loved everyone of them. Cya.