(a/n Sorry, sorry! But it's up! Finally)
Take my ideas and I will hunt you down. That my faithful readers is promise. Take the plot and I will put you down in every thing I write. Including my new book. You have been warned.
Time Keeps On Slipping
You Can't Change The Past
Do you ever get the feeling that life's really not going your way? Cause I've got that feeling at the moment. I muddled through the rest of the week, without screaming once. I was quite proud of myself. I managed to avoid Paul. Cope with the mass amounts of homework they gave out and Cee Cee bugging me about who Jesse was or worrying about slipping in time again.
Jesse.
Now there was a subject I didn't want to talk about. He had disappeared once again on me. I was beyond royally pissed.I was, I was, I was seething. You shouldn't trifle with somebody's heart like that. Then disappear on them. Mind you I suppose I only have myself to blame. I mean I was the one who fell in love with him but... maybe he felt the same way about me. I mean it's possible isn't it?
I didn't slip through time once all week. I wonder if it's just stopped doing it now. I really hope so. It's kind of annoying, I mean not only do I get to see the love of my life looking totally hot and amazingly alive but also I'm related to a skank. I total utter full on skank, one who can't spell I'd like to add. But you know what the great thing in this really weird and wrong time slip I seem to be stuck in is? I get to spend time with Jesse. Sad I know but hey I'm in love.
I looked out my window watching the sun go down. It was Friday, no school for two more days. Great, no homework for two days, and two days to work on Jesse. Should be a fun weekend.
I sat down on my window seat and watched the last remnants of the fading sunset. "Beautiful isn't it?" A voice said behind me. I jumped about three feet I swear.
I swung round to find Jesse standing behind me. He smiled. "I didn't mean to scare you."
I put a hand on my suddenly beating heart. "Jesus Jesse! Don't do that. How long have you been there?"
He shrugged. "A couple of minutes."
"And you didn't tell me why?"
He grinned. "I was watching the sunset."
I scowled. "Where've you been? I haven't seen you since" I trailed off.
Jesse suddenly looked uncomfortable. "I was doing things. I've been researching into the time slip we're in. Paul's not involved. It's just a coincidence that he's here and it's happening to us."
"So you're saying I can't beat him up." I stated, slightly disappointed.
"Well you could if you wanted to."
My jaw literally dropped. I did not expect that sort of answer from Jesse of all people. I mean I knew he didn't like Paul but wow. I wonder if he's jealous because I went out with Paul. Hmmm it has potential.
I close my mouth. "What's happening then Jesse? Why are we going back to in time? To you're time to be specific."
"It's a time rift caused by...I'm not sure." Was he not telling me something? " We go back to a certain time, in this case mine, and it changes part of the past." Jesse suddenly grabbed my hands and looked into my eyes. He said seriously. "It will keep happening until the events which are needed to happen take place. Susannah it's important that you don't try to change anything. You'll change the future. Nothing good can come of that."
"Jesse." I whispered. "How do you know all this?"
"Another ghost." Jesse said. "She was a mediator too Susannah, it happened to her. She tried to change the past it killed her." My jaw dropped again.
"She's dead."
He nodded gravely. "Everything that happens let it Susannah, let it. My death included."
"No." I said I shook my head. "Jesse what if you die and I get stuck? I don't know any of the ways there. What will happen to me? Another thing, I can't let you die Jesse. I just can't."
"Susannah you will get out alive and you will let these things happen. You hear me? Don't give in." He kissed my forehead and disappeared. Leaving me standing there with my thoughts.
I couldn't do it. I couldn't let Jesse die again.
I just can't.
I love him. So much.
How am I supposed to let the guy I love more than anything die?
I can't.
I won't.
Take my ideas and I will hunt you down. That my faithful readers is promise. Take the plot and I will put you down in every thing I write. Including my new book. You have been warned.
Time Keeps On Slipping
You Can't Change The Past
Do you ever get the feeling that life's really not going your way? Cause I've got that feeling at the moment. I muddled through the rest of the week, without screaming once. I was quite proud of myself. I managed to avoid Paul. Cope with the mass amounts of homework they gave out and Cee Cee bugging me about who Jesse was or worrying about slipping in time again.
Jesse.
Now there was a subject I didn't want to talk about. He had disappeared once again on me. I was beyond royally pissed.I was, I was, I was seething. You shouldn't trifle with somebody's heart like that. Then disappear on them. Mind you I suppose I only have myself to blame. I mean I was the one who fell in love with him but... maybe he felt the same way about me. I mean it's possible isn't it?
I didn't slip through time once all week. I wonder if it's just stopped doing it now. I really hope so. It's kind of annoying, I mean not only do I get to see the love of my life looking totally hot and amazingly alive but also I'm related to a skank. I total utter full on skank, one who can't spell I'd like to add. But you know what the great thing in this really weird and wrong time slip I seem to be stuck in is? I get to spend time with Jesse. Sad I know but hey I'm in love.
I looked out my window watching the sun go down. It was Friday, no school for two more days. Great, no homework for two days, and two days to work on Jesse. Should be a fun weekend.
I sat down on my window seat and watched the last remnants of the fading sunset. "Beautiful isn't it?" A voice said behind me. I jumped about three feet I swear.
I swung round to find Jesse standing behind me. He smiled. "I didn't mean to scare you."
I put a hand on my suddenly beating heart. "Jesus Jesse! Don't do that. How long have you been there?"
He shrugged. "A couple of minutes."
"And you didn't tell me why?"
He grinned. "I was watching the sunset."
I scowled. "Where've you been? I haven't seen you since" I trailed off.
Jesse suddenly looked uncomfortable. "I was doing things. I've been researching into the time slip we're in. Paul's not involved. It's just a coincidence that he's here and it's happening to us."
"So you're saying I can't beat him up." I stated, slightly disappointed.
"Well you could if you wanted to."
My jaw literally dropped. I did not expect that sort of answer from Jesse of all people. I mean I knew he didn't like Paul but wow. I wonder if he's jealous because I went out with Paul. Hmmm it has potential.
I close my mouth. "What's happening then Jesse? Why are we going back to in time? To you're time to be specific."
"It's a time rift caused by...I'm not sure." Was he not telling me something? " We go back to a certain time, in this case mine, and it changes part of the past." Jesse suddenly grabbed my hands and looked into my eyes. He said seriously. "It will keep happening until the events which are needed to happen take place. Susannah it's important that you don't try to change anything. You'll change the future. Nothing good can come of that."
"Jesse." I whispered. "How do you know all this?"
"Another ghost." Jesse said. "She was a mediator too Susannah, it happened to her. She tried to change the past it killed her." My jaw dropped again.
"She's dead."
He nodded gravely. "Everything that happens let it Susannah, let it. My death included."
"No." I said I shook my head. "Jesse what if you die and I get stuck? I don't know any of the ways there. What will happen to me? Another thing, I can't let you die Jesse. I just can't."
"Susannah you will get out alive and you will let these things happen. You hear me? Don't give in." He kissed my forehead and disappeared. Leaving me standing there with my thoughts.
I couldn't do it. I couldn't let Jesse die again.
I just can't.
I love him. So much.
How am I supposed to let the guy I love more than anything die?
I can't.
I won't.