Chapter 4 Year 5:
Little side note for all of my wonderful fans - I AM BACK!!! And yes I am going to continue- k - I didn't have a very good couple of days at school so it might be depressing. K ilu bb -
"Lily are you sure nothing is wrong with your arm you should really get that checked out by the nurse or something." James said the following morning he couldn't help but wonder why lily was trying to hide something from him.
" James how many times do I have to tell you shut the fuck up and leave me alone I am fine ok."
" Yeah yeah geeze cant I care about a friend?"
"I am leaving." Lily stormed off she went to the grounds she wanted to be as far away from James and matt that she could.
"Why is my life so terrible?" Lily said to her self.
"I don't know why didn't you come and tell you befriend about it."
" Oh my god matt you scared me I didn't see you there."
" yeah I noticed - I saw you go onto the grounds and I was hurt you didn't come to me."
" I am sorry I just kinda wanted to be alone."
" Oh I see - I thought you loved me Lily I thought we were going to be together forever."
" matt sweetie I do love you and we are but just right now I am kind of in a bad mood."
" And you don't have time for me I see how it I."
" Matt you know that's not it."
" Then show me Lily show me how you feel cause I am feeling like James is more important than me is that it?" Matt grabbed lily's wrist and looked at her fiercely.
" No matt, you know I love you." Said lily carefully caressing his face and kissing him lightly.
" Ok then show me." Matt rolled onto of lily and near a bush he began to slowly pull off her shirt and unbutton his and her pants.
" Matt now here." Matt quickly put a silencing charm on her and continued with his work. (Sorry guys I really don't want to go into this but you get the idea.
Lily began to cry she wanted to kick and scream and have everything be ok with her and matt or was it James that she really wanted. She didn't know and her wonderful boyfriend was turning into some kind of monster that never let her hang out with her friends or go shopping or even help Remus.
Matt was done and it seemed like forever before the charm was let of. But the work had been done and after matt pulled his pants back on he left her there naked under a bush.
Lily got up after the charm was off and put her clothes on she ran up to Hogwarts in tears her virginity was just taken by a man she didn't love and it was taken against her will. She decided she would tell no one about this and that no one would ever find out. All she knew was that her and matt were over and she needed to find a way to break it to his easily.
Later in the week was Quidditch practice, now everyone had noticed Lily decline in talking and school work. She was quite and just sat and stared into space. James was hoping as a coach and as a friend that would change he needed lily focused on the field.
That night at practice.
" Lily Jesus Christ get you head in the game we need you to play decent for the game this Saturday."
" James don't tell me what to do ok."
" Lily .please what's wrong you act like you got rapped or something."
" Damn it James don't try and act like you know what bothering me. I am fine and damn it maybe I just don't want to play Quidditch anymore. "
" Lily come on you love Quidditch."
" No James you love Quidditch, you know what I love , I would love for you to get out of my face. And you know something else- I QUIT." Lily shoved her broom from her father on the ground and left. James carefully picked it up and was about it set it on the bench will lily quickly came back," Don't you every touch my broom again I don't need all your pure blood touching it."
"Ouch." Sirius said marveled at how weird lily was acting." Way to get her back prongs."
"Shove it Sirius."
James dismissed the practice and went up to go and feel sorry for himself and get ready for the full moon that night.
While he was feeling sorry for himself he noticed the sun was setting and figured he would go find the rest of the marauders and get going, he was trying everything to get lily off his mind.
He couldn't find them and then heard the howl or Remus so he figured Sirius and him went down earlier.
" J-j-j-j ames. " it was peter " Sirius .. he he he . SNAPE .. Remus - he knows " With that peter fainted.
" Shit damn it fuck you Sirius." James ran picked up Lily's broom hat she had dropped there after she came up from practice. And James flew down to the willow.
He dropped lily broom and went right into the tree not caring that he was badly wounded from all the branches he saw the door way open and saw a small figure crouching down getting smaller and smaller as it went down the passage way not knowing what to expect. James ran down the passage and the heard it Snapes scream. oh how James loved to hear that sound he had heard it so many times before while playing pranks on Snape but this time he dreaded it.
He ran as fast as his heart could carry him he knew Remus would never forgive himself if he bit someone.
James saw him Snape was standing right there, James lunched forward and knocked Snape out. Then the werewolf progressed towards James and then James turned into Prongs.
Prongs threw the werewolf to the side of the room knocking him out also and then He as well passed out.
A few minutes James cam thru and he saw the most beautiful object over Remus, it was Fawkes she came for him.
Or did she? Quickly the werewolf was locked up and Lily transformed," thank you - you came for me Lily."
" what makes you think I did any of this for you Prongs" she said his name with such loathing it actually made James cringe." I just figured Remus wouldn't want to bit someone tonight as seeing he was having a bad enough night already. And personally even thou it was you I am sure he still wouldn't have wanted to bit you or perhaps kill you as much as I would have loved it." That hurt James the most.
" Lily what did ." He was cut off when lily saw her broom lying on the floor next to him
" AND YOU USED MY BROOM TOO " Lily faced turned as red as her hair she grabbed the broom and kicked James - who was till lying down - on the way out.
"Jesus Christ could the night get any better?"
" Oy prongsy." It was Sirius the last person he wanted to see right now.
So kinda depressing the next one will be very nice. I hope.
Little side note for all of my wonderful fans - I AM BACK!!! And yes I am going to continue- k - I didn't have a very good couple of days at school so it might be depressing. K ilu bb -
"Lily are you sure nothing is wrong with your arm you should really get that checked out by the nurse or something." James said the following morning he couldn't help but wonder why lily was trying to hide something from him.
" James how many times do I have to tell you shut the fuck up and leave me alone I am fine ok."
" Yeah yeah geeze cant I care about a friend?"
"I am leaving." Lily stormed off she went to the grounds she wanted to be as far away from James and matt that she could.
"Why is my life so terrible?" Lily said to her self.
"I don't know why didn't you come and tell you befriend about it."
" Oh my god matt you scared me I didn't see you there."
" yeah I noticed - I saw you go onto the grounds and I was hurt you didn't come to me."
" I am sorry I just kinda wanted to be alone."
" Oh I see - I thought you loved me Lily I thought we were going to be together forever."
" matt sweetie I do love you and we are but just right now I am kind of in a bad mood."
" And you don't have time for me I see how it I."
" Matt you know that's not it."
" Then show me Lily show me how you feel cause I am feeling like James is more important than me is that it?" Matt grabbed lily's wrist and looked at her fiercely.
" No matt, you know I love you." Said lily carefully caressing his face and kissing him lightly.
" Ok then show me." Matt rolled onto of lily and near a bush he began to slowly pull off her shirt and unbutton his and her pants.
" Matt now here." Matt quickly put a silencing charm on her and continued with his work. (Sorry guys I really don't want to go into this but you get the idea.
Lily began to cry she wanted to kick and scream and have everything be ok with her and matt or was it James that she really wanted. She didn't know and her wonderful boyfriend was turning into some kind of monster that never let her hang out with her friends or go shopping or even help Remus.
Matt was done and it seemed like forever before the charm was let of. But the work had been done and after matt pulled his pants back on he left her there naked under a bush.
Lily got up after the charm was off and put her clothes on she ran up to Hogwarts in tears her virginity was just taken by a man she didn't love and it was taken against her will. She decided she would tell no one about this and that no one would ever find out. All she knew was that her and matt were over and she needed to find a way to break it to his easily.
Later in the week was Quidditch practice, now everyone had noticed Lily decline in talking and school work. She was quite and just sat and stared into space. James was hoping as a coach and as a friend that would change he needed lily focused on the field.
That night at practice.
" Lily Jesus Christ get you head in the game we need you to play decent for the game this Saturday."
" James don't tell me what to do ok."
" Lily .please what's wrong you act like you got rapped or something."
" Damn it James don't try and act like you know what bothering me. I am fine and damn it maybe I just don't want to play Quidditch anymore. "
" Lily come on you love Quidditch."
" No James you love Quidditch, you know what I love , I would love for you to get out of my face. And you know something else- I QUIT." Lily shoved her broom from her father on the ground and left. James carefully picked it up and was about it set it on the bench will lily quickly came back," Don't you every touch my broom again I don't need all your pure blood touching it."
"Ouch." Sirius said marveled at how weird lily was acting." Way to get her back prongs."
"Shove it Sirius."
James dismissed the practice and went up to go and feel sorry for himself and get ready for the full moon that night.
While he was feeling sorry for himself he noticed the sun was setting and figured he would go find the rest of the marauders and get going, he was trying everything to get lily off his mind.
He couldn't find them and then heard the howl or Remus so he figured Sirius and him went down earlier.
" J-j-j-j ames. " it was peter " Sirius .. he he he . SNAPE .. Remus - he knows " With that peter fainted.
" Shit damn it fuck you Sirius." James ran picked up Lily's broom hat she had dropped there after she came up from practice. And James flew down to the willow.
He dropped lily broom and went right into the tree not caring that he was badly wounded from all the branches he saw the door way open and saw a small figure crouching down getting smaller and smaller as it went down the passage way not knowing what to expect. James ran down the passage and the heard it Snapes scream. oh how James loved to hear that sound he had heard it so many times before while playing pranks on Snape but this time he dreaded it.
He ran as fast as his heart could carry him he knew Remus would never forgive himself if he bit someone.
James saw him Snape was standing right there, James lunched forward and knocked Snape out. Then the werewolf progressed towards James and then James turned into Prongs.
Prongs threw the werewolf to the side of the room knocking him out also and then He as well passed out.
A few minutes James cam thru and he saw the most beautiful object over Remus, it was Fawkes she came for him.
Or did she? Quickly the werewolf was locked up and Lily transformed," thank you - you came for me Lily."
" what makes you think I did any of this for you Prongs" she said his name with such loathing it actually made James cringe." I just figured Remus wouldn't want to bit someone tonight as seeing he was having a bad enough night already. And personally even thou it was you I am sure he still wouldn't have wanted to bit you or perhaps kill you as much as I would have loved it." That hurt James the most.
" Lily what did ." He was cut off when lily saw her broom lying on the floor next to him
" AND YOU USED MY BROOM TOO " Lily faced turned as red as her hair she grabbed the broom and kicked James - who was till lying down - on the way out.
"Jesus Christ could the night get any better?"
" Oy prongsy." It was Sirius the last person he wanted to see right now.
So kinda depressing the next one will be very nice. I hope.