The Summer Before 6th Year.
Chapter 1:
Thanks to everyone who loved the story even thou lily was being a dumb ass.
" Mother. I am home." Lily walked into her house in England she had just gotten back from her exclusive boarding school as you all know by know if you have been reading the story was called Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. She would have been calling out for her father but he had a massive heart attack last year right before she was to start her 5th year at Hogwarts. Her mother and Sister Petunia were the only family she had left.
" Oh Lillian Dear, you are home I didn't know you came back today. How did you get home?"
" Mrs. Potter dropped me off."
" Oh yes. James's Mother." Katherine hated people like Lily. I suppose she was just jealous but she treated Lily like dirt and this summer was going to be a living hell. (Not if James can help it da da da)
"Well I suppose I am going to go and unpack now." Lily felt awkward towards her mother, she knew that deep down her mother loved her (very very deep down) but she couldn't help noticing that she never showed it.
Lily climbed up the stairs to her White washed walls and periwinkle down comforter bed. She loved her room, probably because she was the one who got to design it. She quickly changed into some more comfortable clothes. A pair of holey jeans and one of James's old hooded sweatshirts - it still smelled like him. Ah - lol- Thinking of James lily looked out the window to see if she could see him, they lived behind each other (in case you forgot) - and luckily she saw him he was playing Quidditch with his shirt off and she could see his sweat glisten in the sun (by the way it may sound gross but far away its really hot). She sat by the edge of her window and watched him for a good half hour until.
" LILY ." Petunia came up behind her and shook her " its time for supper."
"Oh yeah ok thanks."
" What are you doing up here?" Petunia saw lily look out the window, " Oh I see watching your lil freak boyfriend." " HE is not a freak."
" Yeah whatever anyway its time for supper."
Lily wished she had a better relationship with her sister she really did love her and f she didn't go sleeping around just to make her parents notice her she would be cool.
Dinner that night was very quite mainly because they didn't know what to talk about and the subject of Parker (the dad) might be brought up and lily knew it would start an argument.
Lily cleared the table and washed the dishes while her mother and petty talked about petunias newest boyfriend (pimp) Vernon. Lily started to gag. she decided to go up and get some well needed rest.She walked into her room hoping to be able to just jump right on the bed but something or should I say someone was right there,
" James what are you doing on my bed ." There was silence, " JAMES." Still no answer lily went over to the bed and started to kiss him. When suddenly he awoke (how obvious).
" Ah my prince charming came to wake me from my deep slumber." James rubbed his eyes and tried to jump into lily's arms.
" You are nuts James Potter." Lily justed laughed she wanted James to be there more than anything if she was sad he could always make it better.
" No actually I am all muscle but thanks for trying."
Lily's comment was something like " smart ass. Why are you up here? Shouldn't you be with your family?"
" Well they get to see me all summer and I missed you." He gave her his famous pouty lips and puppy eyes.
" Don't look at me like that you know I hate it when you do that."
" You have to give me a kiss and make me feel all better."
" Ok, Just one thou and then you have to get home."
"YES!" Lily lent in to kiss James and he flipped her on the bed so he was on top of her.." James Potter conquers all!" He kissed her and then they got more lets just say involved.
" James go home NOW"
" What if I say no?"
" James." He wouldn't move," Prongsy- Please."
" Oh god . you are pathetic putting to get something. Man I have taught you well. By the way isn't that my sweatshirt?"
" Yeah and stop trying to change the subject go home."
" Ok I can see where I am not wanted." James jumped out the window (he is crazy I know)
Lily changed into her pj's a long silky nightgown and then carefully undid her hair which was in a long braid her hair had grown back down to her butt.
James thought she looked gorgeous. (He was watching her from outside his window).
Lily climbed into bed and she was happy to home eve thou she knew it was going to be hell the next 2 months.
About 3 weeks after she was home, James came over to see if she wanted to go to Hogsmede with her - He knocked on the door and by the sounds inside her knew it couldn't be heard.
" Damn it Lily clean this mess up." Katherine Evans Yelled at her.
" No you made it you clean it up."
" Lillian I am your mother, do what I say."
" Why should I what have you ever done for me?"
" You think you are so special just cause you are a witch well your father might have fallen for the innocent act but I am certainly not going to. Now clean this mess up before Richard comes over. (Rick was her new boyfriend) "
" No! God you are just like your daughter jealous of me, I know it and you want to make me your slave. You are supposed to love me."
" Yeah well life doesn't always go your way now does it."
" You know what - you are a bitch."
" All right that's it you out NOW - "
" Fuck no - this is my damn house and you know it- "
" NOW out - first of all its not your house yet cause you have to share it with me until you are 18 - so I can do what I damn well please. NOW GET OUT OF MY HOUSE."
" FUCK YOU - you just want it so you and petunia can screw your pimp daddy's."
" How dare you speak about your sister like that."
" You know its true."
" OUT - get out of my house take your hocus pocus things and move out - I don't care where it can be on the damn street. And don't even think about coming back cause it aint going to happen missy."
" FINE - I will but you listen to me Katherine, when I am 18 you will regret ever having this conversation with me."
Lily was so pissed she ran right into James. He held her as she began to cry she knew she couldn't let her mom see her cry. She ran up stairs and got her things put them all in a big bow and had James carry them into the front yard.
She was planning to stay with her Aunt Patricia, Tabitha, Avalon. They were all witches and were her fathers sisters.
James saw her off on the Day/Night Bus to their house in Northern Ireland. She was on the train and all she could think about was James and how he was the best friend she could ever have and how much she loved him, She decided to send him an owl with the lyrics to a song she wrote for him and when he opened it he would hear her voice, (I might have already used this but it fits the part so deal with it)
" When I think back on these times and the dreams we left behind, I'll be gals cause I was bless to get to have you in my life, when I look back on these days ill look and see your face you were right there for me, In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky and in my heart there will always be a place for you for a all my life, I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be.
Well you showed me how it feels to feel the sky with in my reach and I always will remember all the strength you gave to me, your love made me make it thru oh I owe so much to you - you were right there for me, In my dreams Ill always see you soar above the sky, In my hearts there always be a place fore you for all my life, I'll keep a part for you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be.
Cause I always saw in you my light my strength and I want to thank you now for all the ways you were right there for me you were right there for me, FOR ALWAYS - IN my dreams ill always see you soar above the sky, In my heart there always be a place fore you for all my life, Ill keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be, And everywhere I am there you'll be, There you'll be." Lily sent it with her owl Aphrodite and decided to sleep the rest of the way after all it was 6-hour trip.
James was walking up to his room to ponder how much this summer would suck cause lily was gone, when her owl came up and gave him a letter he opened it and lily voice rang out, he was happy and couldn't believe she meant all this and that he meant this to her.
He decided to write his feelings back,
You mean allot to me, have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are rite beside you and yet you know you cant have them...when the moment you don't feel them underneath your finger tips you miss them
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something you wish you hadn't or saying nothing and wish you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say...Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them-IF you do they might break your heart but if you don't you might break theirs
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it loves and who it doesnt. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own...when you least expect it or even when you don't want it to
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was to afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear the other person does not care at all
Have you ever loved someone and they had no idea what so ever? Or fell for your best friend in the entire world and then sat around and watch him/her fall for someone else?
Have you ever denied your feeling for someone because the fear of rejection is too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't not know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us-But every time we tell a lie the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Dont be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever...
~ But you know what...I'll be there
I'll be there when no one is there for you and you think no one cares. When the world walks out on you and you think you are all alone...I'll be there
When the one you care about the most. Could care less about you. When the one you gave your heart to throws it in your face -I'll be there
when the one you trusted most-betrays you. When the person you share all your memories with-cant even remember your birthday...I'll be there
when all you need is a friend to listen to you wine
When all you need is someone to catch you tears. I'll be there
When your heart hurts so bad-you cant even breathe. When you want to just crawl up and die. I'll be there
I'll be there when all hope is gone
So you see I will be there until the end this is a promise I can make
: If you ever need me just give me a call and I'll be there...
These past years have no words to describe what they have meant to me To be able to look forward to coming to school and when I come home fore Quidditch practice (his summer league) to know that you will always have someone to go to and always have someone to love, and complain to that is something I am going to miss. I love you Lily Evans please tell me you feel the same way - James thought about that phrase he just wrote - did he really love her - well of course he did but did he want to tell her. He erased it now that last line read . these past years have no words to describe what they have meant to me To be able to look forward to coming to school and when I come home fore Quidditch practice (his summer league) to know that you will always have someone to go to and always have someone to love, and complain to that is something I am going to miss. You are my best friend and I don't know what I would do if I lost you.
Yeah that sounded right he send it back with Aphro. This summer would be all right.
Thanks to everyone who loved the story even thou lily was being a dumb ass.
" Mother. I am home." Lily walked into her house in England she had just gotten back from her exclusive boarding school as you all know by know if you have been reading the story was called Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry. She would have been calling out for her father but he had a massive heart attack last year right before she was to start her 5th year at Hogwarts. Her mother and Sister Petunia were the only family she had left.
" Oh Lillian Dear, you are home I didn't know you came back today. How did you get home?"
" Mrs. Potter dropped me off."
" Oh yes. James's Mother." Katherine hated people like Lily. I suppose she was just jealous but she treated Lily like dirt and this summer was going to be a living hell. (Not if James can help it da da da)
"Well I suppose I am going to go and unpack now." Lily felt awkward towards her mother, she knew that deep down her mother loved her (very very deep down) but she couldn't help noticing that she never showed it.
Lily climbed up the stairs to her White washed walls and periwinkle down comforter bed. She loved her room, probably because she was the one who got to design it. She quickly changed into some more comfortable clothes. A pair of holey jeans and one of James's old hooded sweatshirts - it still smelled like him. Ah - lol- Thinking of James lily looked out the window to see if she could see him, they lived behind each other (in case you forgot) - and luckily she saw him he was playing Quidditch with his shirt off and she could see his sweat glisten in the sun (by the way it may sound gross but far away its really hot). She sat by the edge of her window and watched him for a good half hour until.
" LILY ." Petunia came up behind her and shook her " its time for supper."
"Oh yeah ok thanks."
" What are you doing up here?" Petunia saw lily look out the window, " Oh I see watching your lil freak boyfriend." " HE is not a freak."
" Yeah whatever anyway its time for supper."
Lily wished she had a better relationship with her sister she really did love her and f she didn't go sleeping around just to make her parents notice her she would be cool.
Dinner that night was very quite mainly because they didn't know what to talk about and the subject of Parker (the dad) might be brought up and lily knew it would start an argument.
Lily cleared the table and washed the dishes while her mother and petty talked about petunias newest boyfriend (pimp) Vernon. Lily started to gag. she decided to go up and get some well needed rest.She walked into her room hoping to be able to just jump right on the bed but something or should I say someone was right there,
" James what are you doing on my bed ." There was silence, " JAMES." Still no answer lily went over to the bed and started to kiss him. When suddenly he awoke (how obvious).
" Ah my prince charming came to wake me from my deep slumber." James rubbed his eyes and tried to jump into lily's arms.
" You are nuts James Potter." Lily justed laughed she wanted James to be there more than anything if she was sad he could always make it better.
" No actually I am all muscle but thanks for trying."
Lily's comment was something like " smart ass. Why are you up here? Shouldn't you be with your family?"
" Well they get to see me all summer and I missed you." He gave her his famous pouty lips and puppy eyes.
" Don't look at me like that you know I hate it when you do that."
" You have to give me a kiss and make me feel all better."
" Ok, Just one thou and then you have to get home."
"YES!" Lily lent in to kiss James and he flipped her on the bed so he was on top of her.." James Potter conquers all!" He kissed her and then they got more lets just say involved.
" James go home NOW"
" What if I say no?"
" James." He wouldn't move," Prongsy- Please."
" Oh god . you are pathetic putting to get something. Man I have taught you well. By the way isn't that my sweatshirt?"
" Yeah and stop trying to change the subject go home."
" Ok I can see where I am not wanted." James jumped out the window (he is crazy I know)
Lily changed into her pj's a long silky nightgown and then carefully undid her hair which was in a long braid her hair had grown back down to her butt.
James thought she looked gorgeous. (He was watching her from outside his window).
Lily climbed into bed and she was happy to home eve thou she knew it was going to be hell the next 2 months.
About 3 weeks after she was home, James came over to see if she wanted to go to Hogsmede with her - He knocked on the door and by the sounds inside her knew it couldn't be heard.
" Damn it Lily clean this mess up." Katherine Evans Yelled at her.
" No you made it you clean it up."
" Lillian I am your mother, do what I say."
" Why should I what have you ever done for me?"
" You think you are so special just cause you are a witch well your father might have fallen for the innocent act but I am certainly not going to. Now clean this mess up before Richard comes over. (Rick was her new boyfriend) "
" No! God you are just like your daughter jealous of me, I know it and you want to make me your slave. You are supposed to love me."
" Yeah well life doesn't always go your way now does it."
" You know what - you are a bitch."
" All right that's it you out NOW - "
" Fuck no - this is my damn house and you know it- "
" NOW out - first of all its not your house yet cause you have to share it with me until you are 18 - so I can do what I damn well please. NOW GET OUT OF MY HOUSE."
" FUCK YOU - you just want it so you and petunia can screw your pimp daddy's."
" How dare you speak about your sister like that."
" You know its true."
" OUT - get out of my house take your hocus pocus things and move out - I don't care where it can be on the damn street. And don't even think about coming back cause it aint going to happen missy."
" FINE - I will but you listen to me Katherine, when I am 18 you will regret ever having this conversation with me."
Lily was so pissed she ran right into James. He held her as she began to cry she knew she couldn't let her mom see her cry. She ran up stairs and got her things put them all in a big bow and had James carry them into the front yard.
She was planning to stay with her Aunt Patricia, Tabitha, Avalon. They were all witches and were her fathers sisters.
James saw her off on the Day/Night Bus to their house in Northern Ireland. She was on the train and all she could think about was James and how he was the best friend she could ever have and how much she loved him, She decided to send him an owl with the lyrics to a song she wrote for him and when he opened it he would hear her voice, (I might have already used this but it fits the part so deal with it)
" When I think back on these times and the dreams we left behind, I'll be gals cause I was bless to get to have you in my life, when I look back on these days ill look and see your face you were right there for me, In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky and in my heart there will always be a place for you for a all my life, I'll keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be.
Well you showed me how it feels to feel the sky with in my reach and I always will remember all the strength you gave to me, your love made me make it thru oh I owe so much to you - you were right there for me, In my dreams Ill always see you soar above the sky, In my hearts there always be a place fore you for all my life, I'll keep a part for you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be.
Cause I always saw in you my light my strength and I want to thank you now for all the ways you were right there for me you were right there for me, FOR ALWAYS - IN my dreams ill always see you soar above the sky, In my heart there always be a place fore you for all my life, Ill keep a part of you with me and everywhere I am there you'll be, And everywhere I am there you'll be, There you'll be." Lily sent it with her owl Aphrodite and decided to sleep the rest of the way after all it was 6-hour trip.
James was walking up to his room to ponder how much this summer would suck cause lily was gone, when her owl came up and gave him a letter he opened it and lily voice rang out, he was happy and couldn't believe she meant all this and that he meant this to her.
He decided to write his feelings back,
You mean allot to me, have you ever noticed that the worst way to miss someone is when they are rite beside you and yet you know you cant have them...when the moment you don't feel them underneath your finger tips you miss them
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something you wish you hadn't or saying nothing and wish you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest to say...Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them-IF you do they might break your heart but if you don't you might break theirs
Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides who it loves and who it doesnt. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own...when you least expect it or even when you don't want it to
Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that person was to afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear the other person does not care at all
Have you ever loved someone and they had no idea what so ever? Or fell for your best friend in the entire world and then sat around and watch him/her fall for someone else?
Have you ever denied your feeling for someone because the fear of rejection is too hard to handle?
We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't not know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us-But every time we tell a lie the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Dont be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have or could have had. No one waits forever...
~ But you know what...I'll be there
I'll be there when no one is there for you and you think no one cares. When the world walks out on you and you think you are all alone...I'll be there
When the one you care about the most. Could care less about you. When the one you gave your heart to throws it in your face -I'll be there
when the one you trusted most-betrays you. When the person you share all your memories with-cant even remember your birthday...I'll be there
when all you need is a friend to listen to you wine
When all you need is someone to catch you tears. I'll be there
When your heart hurts so bad-you cant even breathe. When you want to just crawl up and die. I'll be there
I'll be there when all hope is gone
So you see I will be there until the end this is a promise I can make
: If you ever need me just give me a call and I'll be there...
These past years have no words to describe what they have meant to me To be able to look forward to coming to school and when I come home fore Quidditch practice (his summer league) to know that you will always have someone to go to and always have someone to love, and complain to that is something I am going to miss. I love you Lily Evans please tell me you feel the same way - James thought about that phrase he just wrote - did he really love her - well of course he did but did he want to tell her. He erased it now that last line read . these past years have no words to describe what they have meant to me To be able to look forward to coming to school and when I come home fore Quidditch practice (his summer league) to know that you will always have someone to go to and always have someone to love, and complain to that is something I am going to miss. You are my best friend and I don't know what I would do if I lost you.
Yeah that sounded right he send it back with Aphro. This summer would be all right.