Chapter 4 - 6th year
Lily got to the inn and went straight up to bed, she decided she didn't want to talk to anyone and she just wanted to go to bed.
Why wasn't this going the way she planned - why did everything have to be screwed up - why her?
"Lily, its Sirius please let me James told me everything that happened."
"I don't want to talk to anyone - I'm sorry Sirius - but make sure you get James's autograph for me. SO there is something I can remember him by."
" Lily he isn't leaving you."
" I know but if he doesn't have time to remember me maybe I should leave him and find someone who will at least remember that I am going out with them."
" Fawkes- I don't know what to say."
" I know just go please."
Sirius went back to the guys' room that they decided to share.
" How is she Padfoot?"
" Not looking to great, you really screwed her over this time. What were you thinking I mean this isn't the James Harry Potter I know."
" I don't know Sirius I just don't know."
" Well I mean you could go and try to fix it."
" What am I suppose to say she wont even look at me trust me I thought of everything."
" Well she did ask for your autograph."
" Sirius you are brilliant."
" Well yes that's my middle name Sirius you are brilliant, fine, and incredible wonderful Black."
" Sirius shut up."
James ran out of the room and got a picture of him the ones he saved just for the special people. It was one of him laying with his shirt off and drinking some butterbeer. He decided to write lily a letter on the back and maybe she would take him back.
Fawkes, I heard you wanted this- I wanted to introduce myself to you - My name is James I am an asshole Potter and I go to Hogwarts school for witch craft and wizardry and I am a prefect with a wonderful red headed girl who means the whole to me. I don't know how to tell her how I really feel and that I am completely sorry and she shouldn't take me back- but that isn't the lily I know so I am asking if you could find it in your heart to forgive me cause you are a sweet and wonderful person and I want to be with you and hold you again and even thou I didn't write you I missed you like you wouldn't believe I stared at the picture of us every night hoping maybe you would magically appear. You never did so I tried to get you off my mind by playing Qudditich and getting in trouble - lily I wanted to write you and tell you everything how I feel about you and everything that was happening but I didn't think you would care - you were in a better place and you probably forgot about me and had a new life a better life. I missed you so much - I love you more than all the stars in the sky and I cant wait for you too forgive me so I can hold you and kiss you and make everything better and have you be mine - Please think about it cause I know I don't deserve this - but I should shut up now - Yours Always and Forever with love - James I am a asshole Potter
He folded the picture up and slid it under her door and went back to his room and soon fell asleep and he had a wonderful dream that he and lily were married and were cuddling on the couch watching a little boy that looked just like James crawl around.
Lily heard something by the door she went to see what it was - a piece of paper she opened and saw the picture of James and he was putting on a puppy dog face. She saw the words and she read the letter by the time she was done she was in tears she didn't know what to do - was this al just a scam so she would go back to him or was he telling the truth she went to his room, he was in his bed and his hair was more messed up than ever and he had only his boxers on - they were red plaid - very sexy lily thought.
She knelt by his bed and began brushing his hair with her hand she began talking to him pouring all her thoughts out,
" James I don't know what to do - I love you so much and I don't know if you just want me back for more publicity or you really love me - I don't know what to say - you are so beautiful."
James saw lily look away, he took her hand and kissed it, " I would never use you. I love you too much. Will you forgive me."?
" James."
Lily was caught up in a kiss she climbed on top of James and he began untying her robe, loved her so much and he wanted to show her how much he loved her. And if a room in the leaky cauldron is the best he could do well - yeah
Lily could believe what was happening she was down to her beater and Victoria secret underwear.
" Lily you are so beautiful."
" James."
" Yeah."
" Shut up."
He rolled her over, he was onto he looked into her emerald eyes and went to kiss her red swollen lips.
The door cracked, Sirius was standing in the doorway,
" YOU ASSHOLE how dare you take control of lily like that." Sirius jumped on James and threw him off the bed, James stood up and hit Sirius across the face, Sirius never felt anger like this before lily was like a sister to him and if James thought that he could get whatever he wanted, he was so wrong Sirius lunged forward at James and they fell to he ground brother against brother.
Cliffhanger - lol kind of - well ill write more later when you all review, Lexie Babysky2988@aol.com I love your emails
Lily got to the inn and went straight up to bed, she decided she didn't want to talk to anyone and she just wanted to go to bed.
Why wasn't this going the way she planned - why did everything have to be screwed up - why her?
"Lily, its Sirius please let me James told me everything that happened."
"I don't want to talk to anyone - I'm sorry Sirius - but make sure you get James's autograph for me. SO there is something I can remember him by."
" Lily he isn't leaving you."
" I know but if he doesn't have time to remember me maybe I should leave him and find someone who will at least remember that I am going out with them."
" Fawkes- I don't know what to say."
" I know just go please."
Sirius went back to the guys' room that they decided to share.
" How is she Padfoot?"
" Not looking to great, you really screwed her over this time. What were you thinking I mean this isn't the James Harry Potter I know."
" I don't know Sirius I just don't know."
" Well I mean you could go and try to fix it."
" What am I suppose to say she wont even look at me trust me I thought of everything."
" Well she did ask for your autograph."
" Sirius you are brilliant."
" Well yes that's my middle name Sirius you are brilliant, fine, and incredible wonderful Black."
" Sirius shut up."
James ran out of the room and got a picture of him the ones he saved just for the special people. It was one of him laying with his shirt off and drinking some butterbeer. He decided to write lily a letter on the back and maybe she would take him back.
Fawkes, I heard you wanted this- I wanted to introduce myself to you - My name is James I am an asshole Potter and I go to Hogwarts school for witch craft and wizardry and I am a prefect with a wonderful red headed girl who means the whole to me. I don't know how to tell her how I really feel and that I am completely sorry and she shouldn't take me back- but that isn't the lily I know so I am asking if you could find it in your heart to forgive me cause you are a sweet and wonderful person and I want to be with you and hold you again and even thou I didn't write you I missed you like you wouldn't believe I stared at the picture of us every night hoping maybe you would magically appear. You never did so I tried to get you off my mind by playing Qudditich and getting in trouble - lily I wanted to write you and tell you everything how I feel about you and everything that was happening but I didn't think you would care - you were in a better place and you probably forgot about me and had a new life a better life. I missed you so much - I love you more than all the stars in the sky and I cant wait for you too forgive me so I can hold you and kiss you and make everything better and have you be mine - Please think about it cause I know I don't deserve this - but I should shut up now - Yours Always and Forever with love - James I am a asshole Potter
He folded the picture up and slid it under her door and went back to his room and soon fell asleep and he had a wonderful dream that he and lily were married and were cuddling on the couch watching a little boy that looked just like James crawl around.
Lily heard something by the door she went to see what it was - a piece of paper she opened and saw the picture of James and he was putting on a puppy dog face. She saw the words and she read the letter by the time she was done she was in tears she didn't know what to do - was this al just a scam so she would go back to him or was he telling the truth she went to his room, he was in his bed and his hair was more messed up than ever and he had only his boxers on - they were red plaid - very sexy lily thought.
She knelt by his bed and began brushing his hair with her hand she began talking to him pouring all her thoughts out,
" James I don't know what to do - I love you so much and I don't know if you just want me back for more publicity or you really love me - I don't know what to say - you are so beautiful."
James saw lily look away, he took her hand and kissed it, " I would never use you. I love you too much. Will you forgive me."?
" James."
Lily was caught up in a kiss she climbed on top of James and he began untying her robe, loved her so much and he wanted to show her how much he loved her. And if a room in the leaky cauldron is the best he could do well - yeah
Lily could believe what was happening she was down to her beater and Victoria secret underwear.
" Lily you are so beautiful."
" James."
" Yeah."
" Shut up."
He rolled her over, he was onto he looked into her emerald eyes and went to kiss her red swollen lips.
The door cracked, Sirius was standing in the doorway,
" YOU ASSHOLE how dare you take control of lily like that." Sirius jumped on James and threw him off the bed, James stood up and hit Sirius across the face, Sirius never felt anger like this before lily was like a sister to him and if James thought that he could get whatever he wanted, he was so wrong Sirius lunged forward at James and they fell to he ground brother against brother.
Cliffhanger - lol kind of - well ill write more later when you all review, Lexie Babysky2988@aol.com I love your emails