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Usagi slowly opened her eyes adjusting to the bright light that burned through her eyelids. She must have fallen asleep later after thinking in bed. She looked around in the room to remember where she was. Definitely not her house of course because this was not a room in her house. Her mind flashed for a second and then things slowly started to come back to her. Images flashed through her head of faint memories of her dream and the day before. Remembering the dream made her tremble slightly. She remembered how the bodies had burned into the pitch black. She held her head in her hands trying to calm down. She just couldn't get it out of her. What had the dream meant? It had been so terrorizing, and sad. She felt like she had lost something important to her. She took a big breath and kept her threatening tears in. She felt so disabled laying down in Wufei's bed like this.
Slowly she tried to sit up. She felt her scars burn and the pain ran throughout her body. She fell back down and waited a few seconds to try again. Slowly she used her hands and brought her self against the headboard. She sighed and let her scars burn. She had to get used to the pain. She wanted to get out of this bead so she could be free. She hated being stuck in place lost without anywhere to go.
The thoughts just pushed her farther into thinking of rushing. She could do this couldn't' she? She glared at the soft carpet below the bed pondering for a second. She took a big breath and made her mind. Slowly she swung her legs around so they dangled to the side of the bed. She felt a new pain in her back and laid down half in and out of the bed. Slowly she came up more determined then the last time. She grabbed onto the headboard and rested her feet flatly on the ground. Her muscles then used themselves to help her stand. She stood there for a second and got used to what she was feeling. She could get used to this. She tried to just ignore it the best she could. What would Wufei say when he saw her like this?
Usagi slowly opened the door quietly and peeked out. She got a full view of the rest of the apartment from this room. Her eyes then roamed over to Wufei. He was sleeping on his side and his head rested on his hands. His face was serious but it gave her a calm and warming feeling. She smiled at his calm and peaceful face. She walked slowly over to him studying him. It was hard to believe he was the one to save her but deep down she could feel that she knew he had the part of that heart somewhere. Maybe he wasn't that cold blooded as she thought. She was now kneeling in front of the couch and staring into his face. She tried to hold it in but it was hard. Her tiny chuckle came out and all was ruined.
Wufei's eyes immediately flew open and were now staring right into her eyes. They immediately widened and he sat right up shocked. He stared at her examining her as if she was an alien.
"You're supposed to be in bed!" he proclaimed.
Usagi jumped back in surprise and fell back. She winced as she felt her back hardly hit the floor. Wufei immediately felt guilty for this and went up to her. She lay silently on her back, taking rather large gasps of air. He slowly took her hand and pulled her up a little. He then picked her up and laid her on the couch he had just gotten off of. He hadn't meant to scare her so she fell.
Wufei watched as she regained herself and slowly sat up on the couch. She tried not to glare at him. She hadn't meant to scare him to that extreme. She bit her lip and ignored the stinging pain in her cuts. She looked the total opposite way away from him not knowing what to say. Suddenly everything she was thinking started to go away. She then became conscious of a warm hand running up and down her arm. She was shocked at this and she turned to face him. He almost had a caring look on him and a slightly worried look in his eyes. He almost looked as if he had changes completely in the last second.
He immediately took his hand away a little scared at his action and felt a heat rise up his neck to his cheeks.
Wufei looked at his hand and then it fell to his hand. Why had he doe that? He couldn't quite grasp what had just happened. Why was he doing this? Wasn't he supposed to be emotionless? His teeth gritted and he thought of a way to get away from the annoying silence that had been sitting between them for almost a minute.
"I'm sorry" he muttered staring down forcing himself not to look her in the eyes. If he did he knew he would be locked in another world that he had been in before, one that was almost too irresistible.
Usagi silently nodded and then took a chance to look at him. He seemed almost ashamed at himself for doing that. It had been an embarrassing moment but it was almost.. she couldn't find the word she wanted. Pleasing? She shook her head to herself. That was impossible. Here she was saying the comfort of a guy whom she had hated from the first day was pleasing. She mentally slapped herself and took another breath. Wufei however had saved her and that had almost made up for what he had said.
Finally Wufei gained himself again and looked her in the eyes. Maybe now he was ready to talk to her.
"Why were you out of bed?" he asked in a calmer tone.
"I don't want to be stuck, disabled. Almost everyday that is what I felt. I was always stuck under harsh rules and sometimes punishment for nothing. I have always been disabled and for once I have a chance where I don't have to be" she answered slowly. She didn't realize what she was saying had immediately come out of her heart.
"Your not afraid to die are you?" he asked in a matter of fact tone.
This question hit her for a second. Was she afraid to die? Maybe? She wasn't sure yes sometimes she was afraid but others she wasn't. She hadn't been the day she had almost gotten killed.
"I don't know" she murmured. She then felt like changing the subject.
"Can you help me up?" she asked quietly.
Wufei held for a second. Did he want her to get hurt again? Should he help her? Maybe he should learn to just trust her strength and follow her. He nodded and got up from kneeling next to her.
He took her hand and slowly pulled her up. Both of her hands gripped his arm tightly and she slowly took a step this way and that. She just wanted to get used to walking. Slowly she loosened her grip on him as she walked around his apartment. She then felt as if she knew she could overcome the pain. She then let go of hi arm and started to walk around on her own.
Wufei watched astonished at how strong and brave she was. Her pace quickened and she started to walk around like she would any normal day. He almost shook his head in disbelief. His vision had to be wrong. This girl was seriously hurt, right? She then got to a fast pace walk and her face tightened in determination. He then looked in her eyes and saw how determined they were. After all the beatings she had had, this had been the last and had hurt her the most, yet she didn't let that hurt her. Her eyes though still showed a little bit of despair and agony. He then realized that anything was possible for her.
Wufei then realized she had stopped in front of him and stared him in the eyes hard waiting for him to snap out of his trance. Her eyes locked his again and he furiously battled the urge. He shook his head slightly.
"Geeze" was all that came out of his mouth.
"Did I prove myself?" she asked raising an eyebrow.
"You sure did" he answered.
"Maybe in a few days I'll be able to kick your but?" she asked in a teasing tone.
"Definitely not" he answered. He could only play back with her. Even if it wasn't him his trance sort of forced hi into it.
She just giggled slightly and sighed. She then walked over to the window. Rain made soft padding noises on it. It made her feel moody every time it rained. It almost seemed as if Mother Nature was weeping and asking her to help. Her hand touched the window and almost wished to go out and soothe Mother Nature. It was as if she was part of her. Or part of something else.
She then realized a churning feeling in her stomach. Her head then started to feel dizzy and her vision blurred. Her hands flew to her head and she fell, her knees saving her fall.
"Iie! Leave me alone!" she screamed.
Wufei rushed to her confused at what was happening. Why was she screaming? He knew it was not because of her back. He shook her on the shoulder but his hand ran right through her. He gasped and grabbed his hand back. What the heck was happening?!
She felt her body being torn into shreds and pulled everywhere. Her molecules started to separate and the spinning grew faster. The spinning so intensely she let out a shrill scream but then everything stopped. She didn't want to do this. She then fought with her heart. 'No!' she screamed inside. Everything froze except for everything in the apartment. Just then she was see able. She had on her icy blue dress but for a second it flashed white. Her body became solid for only that second but then she completely dissolved.
Wufei stared in complete shock at where she had just been. His hands ran through the empty air of where she had just stood, or floated if he had seen correctly. She was completely gone. What had happened? Why had she screamed leave me alone? His head ran through the brief memory and then something flashed white that seared in his head. He remembered for the brief second when her dress had changed. It had flowed down to her feet in multiple layers. Threads of gold shaped in rings and ran across her chest. It had seemed so familiar to him. It seemed as he were solving a mystery that he had figured out long ago but then forgotten. He held his head and the searing remembrance slowly calmed but still stuck with him.
"Usagi?" he asked in a hushed and confused whisper.
Usagi furiously cried trying to fight away whoever was taking her here. She wasn't afraid or mad. She was confused and she wanted to know now. She fought for it to stop and answer, but it didn't and her molecules carried her farther. She watched as her ice tears fell bellow. She watched as the rain so suddenly became sleet. Had she done that? That had never happened before. Her tears continued to fall and she finally gave up on fighting. Now she had to do her job. Maybe one day an answer would come.
She then started to wonder who was in trouble now. Was the person in trouble or already hurt?
She glanced back at where she had come from. She wondered how Wufei had taken this. Her disappearance must have been very confusing for him. How would she explain when she got back?
Just the she felt her molecules start to buzz and start to form her half- invisible self. She let a big sigh of breath out and it traveled off with the rest of the wind in the air. Now she was nearing where she was supposed to be taken. She watched as the wind lowered her and she was now in a dark and deserted street. She looked around carefully for whom she was supposed to protect.
A sudden noise caught her attention and her head whipped around. A man in his 30's came running down the street. He seemed to be looking for a place to hide. She slowly came up to him and he stared at her in shock. She put a finger to her lips telling him to be quiet. He looked in confusion and did nothing. He just looked back at where he had come from. Another person then came in view and they had a gun.
Usagi gasped looking at the stranger. It was none other than her dad. She looked at him in terror. Could he see her? No he couldn't. She could tell he was looking straight through her. She put up her shield slowly. She wasn't sure what to do at the moment. Is this what her dad did all day? Why hadn't she known he was a murder? She watched as he aimed the gun at the guy. The guy looked at her wondering if she was real or not. Soon he would find out. Tears streamed down her face. They wouldn't be usually but this time it was different. She didn't want to see him. She held her ground though. She could feel herself slightly shake as she cried softly.
Her father then pulled the trigger. It almost seemed as if it were heading for her but she knew what would happen. The bullet stopped in midair and disintegrated. The pieces of it blew away in the wind and rain. Her father looked at the man in awe. Just then Usagi sent out her icicles and they hit her father. His face and arm bled in multiple places but not too hard.
Usagi's hands then spread out widely and she released the same white power she had multiple times before. The power came to her shocked and scraped father. It then was sent to the man behind her and both of them disappeared. She was now left to cry alone.
Her molecules started to spin and she once again became transparent. Her sobs grew louder and she continued to cry. Why had that happened. Her questions before then came back. When would she get an explanation of this?
'You will when you have found the other half of your memory' a voice answered.
Usagi shook her head confused and continued to cry. The other half of her memory? What was that supposed to mean? She looked ahead and saw herself getting nearer to Wufei's apartment. How would she tell him?
'You will not, it is forbidden. It could change every fate on this planet' the voice answered again.
'Just leave me alone!' she screamed back to the voice. She sobbed harder and ignored the feeling of her molecules forming as one again. Her world began to spin and then stopped as she landed where she had disappeared. Her tears were no longer ice but her cheeks were cold from the previous tears.
Wufei looked at her in shock. He had been so worried if she would even come back. Where had she been? Why had she disappeared. He suddenly felt as if he were in a dream though his consciousness told him he was not. Suddenly he felt a sting inside as if he wanted to soothe her. Was it a weak reaction? Suddenly he forgot his questions and looked back at the still crying Usagi.
"Usagi?" he asked not knowing what to do. He had never been around a girl like this enough to know how to get her to calm down. Usagi shook her head and continued to cry.
He nodded slightly understanding she did not want to talk at the moment. He sat next to her and she slowly started to calm down. He watched as she became tired and he sighed. He was relieved she had stopped crying. It almost pained him for some reason. He mentally slapped himself and then sighed. He picked her up and brought her to her bed where she could sleep. Maybe in the morning he would get an answer.
He pulled the covers over her and looked down at her sad face. He wished he could just for one second be someone else and soothe her. He almost wanted to change himself for longer than a second, what if forever? He looked back at her and ran his hand across her cheek. He then pulled back. What was happening to him?
His mind ran over what had happened earlier and his head started to spin. It was all too confusing for him. What if she didn't answer him tomorrow? He looked down but then back up at her. Maybe would always be tomorrow or later. It was never now. He looked at Usagi once more and then closed the door.
Hey! What did you think?! OOH! I'm so glad to at least to be able to type one chap once in a while! This week was nerve racking but cheered me up. I got all A's on my quizzes on tests! Yay! OK! Well ne ways I gotta got to bed! I'm tired in all so I'll see you all in a couple of days. Please don't expect another update soon. You may be lucky though.
Usagi slowly opened her eyes adjusting to the bright light that burned through her eyelids. She must have fallen asleep later after thinking in bed. She looked around in the room to remember where she was. Definitely not her house of course because this was not a room in her house. Her mind flashed for a second and then things slowly started to come back to her. Images flashed through her head of faint memories of her dream and the day before. Remembering the dream made her tremble slightly. She remembered how the bodies had burned into the pitch black. She held her head in her hands trying to calm down. She just couldn't get it out of her. What had the dream meant? It had been so terrorizing, and sad. She felt like she had lost something important to her. She took a big breath and kept her threatening tears in. She felt so disabled laying down in Wufei's bed like this.
Slowly she tried to sit up. She felt her scars burn and the pain ran throughout her body. She fell back down and waited a few seconds to try again. Slowly she used her hands and brought her self against the headboard. She sighed and let her scars burn. She had to get used to the pain. She wanted to get out of this bead so she could be free. She hated being stuck in place lost without anywhere to go.
The thoughts just pushed her farther into thinking of rushing. She could do this couldn't' she? She glared at the soft carpet below the bed pondering for a second. She took a big breath and made her mind. Slowly she swung her legs around so they dangled to the side of the bed. She felt a new pain in her back and laid down half in and out of the bed. Slowly she came up more determined then the last time. She grabbed onto the headboard and rested her feet flatly on the ground. Her muscles then used themselves to help her stand. She stood there for a second and got used to what she was feeling. She could get used to this. She tried to just ignore it the best she could. What would Wufei say when he saw her like this?
Usagi slowly opened the door quietly and peeked out. She got a full view of the rest of the apartment from this room. Her eyes then roamed over to Wufei. He was sleeping on his side and his head rested on his hands. His face was serious but it gave her a calm and warming feeling. She smiled at his calm and peaceful face. She walked slowly over to him studying him. It was hard to believe he was the one to save her but deep down she could feel that she knew he had the part of that heart somewhere. Maybe he wasn't that cold blooded as she thought. She was now kneeling in front of the couch and staring into his face. She tried to hold it in but it was hard. Her tiny chuckle came out and all was ruined.
Wufei's eyes immediately flew open and were now staring right into her eyes. They immediately widened and he sat right up shocked. He stared at her examining her as if she was an alien.
"You're supposed to be in bed!" he proclaimed.
Usagi jumped back in surprise and fell back. She winced as she felt her back hardly hit the floor. Wufei immediately felt guilty for this and went up to her. She lay silently on her back, taking rather large gasps of air. He slowly took her hand and pulled her up a little. He then picked her up and laid her on the couch he had just gotten off of. He hadn't meant to scare her so she fell.
Wufei watched as she regained herself and slowly sat up on the couch. She tried not to glare at him. She hadn't meant to scare him to that extreme. She bit her lip and ignored the stinging pain in her cuts. She looked the total opposite way away from him not knowing what to say. Suddenly everything she was thinking started to go away. She then became conscious of a warm hand running up and down her arm. She was shocked at this and she turned to face him. He almost had a caring look on him and a slightly worried look in his eyes. He almost looked as if he had changes completely in the last second.
He immediately took his hand away a little scared at his action and felt a heat rise up his neck to his cheeks.
Wufei looked at his hand and then it fell to his hand. Why had he doe that? He couldn't quite grasp what had just happened. Why was he doing this? Wasn't he supposed to be emotionless? His teeth gritted and he thought of a way to get away from the annoying silence that had been sitting between them for almost a minute.
"I'm sorry" he muttered staring down forcing himself not to look her in the eyes. If he did he knew he would be locked in another world that he had been in before, one that was almost too irresistible.
Usagi silently nodded and then took a chance to look at him. He seemed almost ashamed at himself for doing that. It had been an embarrassing moment but it was almost.. she couldn't find the word she wanted. Pleasing? She shook her head to herself. That was impossible. Here she was saying the comfort of a guy whom she had hated from the first day was pleasing. She mentally slapped herself and took another breath. Wufei however had saved her and that had almost made up for what he had said.
Finally Wufei gained himself again and looked her in the eyes. Maybe now he was ready to talk to her.
"Why were you out of bed?" he asked in a calmer tone.
"I don't want to be stuck, disabled. Almost everyday that is what I felt. I was always stuck under harsh rules and sometimes punishment for nothing. I have always been disabled and for once I have a chance where I don't have to be" she answered slowly. She didn't realize what she was saying had immediately come out of her heart.
"Your not afraid to die are you?" he asked in a matter of fact tone.
This question hit her for a second. Was she afraid to die? Maybe? She wasn't sure yes sometimes she was afraid but others she wasn't. She hadn't been the day she had almost gotten killed.
"I don't know" she murmured. She then felt like changing the subject.
"Can you help me up?" she asked quietly.
Wufei held for a second. Did he want her to get hurt again? Should he help her? Maybe he should learn to just trust her strength and follow her. He nodded and got up from kneeling next to her.
He took her hand and slowly pulled her up. Both of her hands gripped his arm tightly and she slowly took a step this way and that. She just wanted to get used to walking. Slowly she loosened her grip on him as she walked around his apartment. She then felt as if she knew she could overcome the pain. She then let go of hi arm and started to walk around on her own.
Wufei watched astonished at how strong and brave she was. Her pace quickened and she started to walk around like she would any normal day. He almost shook his head in disbelief. His vision had to be wrong. This girl was seriously hurt, right? She then got to a fast pace walk and her face tightened in determination. He then looked in her eyes and saw how determined they were. After all the beatings she had had, this had been the last and had hurt her the most, yet she didn't let that hurt her. Her eyes though still showed a little bit of despair and agony. He then realized that anything was possible for her.
Wufei then realized she had stopped in front of him and stared him in the eyes hard waiting for him to snap out of his trance. Her eyes locked his again and he furiously battled the urge. He shook his head slightly.
"Geeze" was all that came out of his mouth.
"Did I prove myself?" she asked raising an eyebrow.
"You sure did" he answered.
"Maybe in a few days I'll be able to kick your but?" she asked in a teasing tone.
"Definitely not" he answered. He could only play back with her. Even if it wasn't him his trance sort of forced hi into it.
She just giggled slightly and sighed. She then walked over to the window. Rain made soft padding noises on it. It made her feel moody every time it rained. It almost seemed as if Mother Nature was weeping and asking her to help. Her hand touched the window and almost wished to go out and soothe Mother Nature. It was as if she was part of her. Or part of something else.
She then realized a churning feeling in her stomach. Her head then started to feel dizzy and her vision blurred. Her hands flew to her head and she fell, her knees saving her fall.
"Iie! Leave me alone!" she screamed.
Wufei rushed to her confused at what was happening. Why was she screaming? He knew it was not because of her back. He shook her on the shoulder but his hand ran right through her. He gasped and grabbed his hand back. What the heck was happening?!
She felt her body being torn into shreds and pulled everywhere. Her molecules started to separate and the spinning grew faster. The spinning so intensely she let out a shrill scream but then everything stopped. She didn't want to do this. She then fought with her heart. 'No!' she screamed inside. Everything froze except for everything in the apartment. Just then she was see able. She had on her icy blue dress but for a second it flashed white. Her body became solid for only that second but then she completely dissolved.
Wufei stared in complete shock at where she had just been. His hands ran through the empty air of where she had just stood, or floated if he had seen correctly. She was completely gone. What had happened? Why had she screamed leave me alone? His head ran through the brief memory and then something flashed white that seared in his head. He remembered for the brief second when her dress had changed. It had flowed down to her feet in multiple layers. Threads of gold shaped in rings and ran across her chest. It had seemed so familiar to him. It seemed as he were solving a mystery that he had figured out long ago but then forgotten. He held his head and the searing remembrance slowly calmed but still stuck with him.
"Usagi?" he asked in a hushed and confused whisper.
Usagi furiously cried trying to fight away whoever was taking her here. She wasn't afraid or mad. She was confused and she wanted to know now. She fought for it to stop and answer, but it didn't and her molecules carried her farther. She watched as her ice tears fell bellow. She watched as the rain so suddenly became sleet. Had she done that? That had never happened before. Her tears continued to fall and she finally gave up on fighting. Now she had to do her job. Maybe one day an answer would come.
She then started to wonder who was in trouble now. Was the person in trouble or already hurt?
She glanced back at where she had come from. She wondered how Wufei had taken this. Her disappearance must have been very confusing for him. How would she explain when she got back?
Just the she felt her molecules start to buzz and start to form her half- invisible self. She let a big sigh of breath out and it traveled off with the rest of the wind in the air. Now she was nearing where she was supposed to be taken. She watched as the wind lowered her and she was now in a dark and deserted street. She looked around carefully for whom she was supposed to protect.
A sudden noise caught her attention and her head whipped around. A man in his 30's came running down the street. He seemed to be looking for a place to hide. She slowly came up to him and he stared at her in shock. She put a finger to her lips telling him to be quiet. He looked in confusion and did nothing. He just looked back at where he had come from. Another person then came in view and they had a gun.
Usagi gasped looking at the stranger. It was none other than her dad. She looked at him in terror. Could he see her? No he couldn't. She could tell he was looking straight through her. She put up her shield slowly. She wasn't sure what to do at the moment. Is this what her dad did all day? Why hadn't she known he was a murder? She watched as he aimed the gun at the guy. The guy looked at her wondering if she was real or not. Soon he would find out. Tears streamed down her face. They wouldn't be usually but this time it was different. She didn't want to see him. She held her ground though. She could feel herself slightly shake as she cried softly.
Her father then pulled the trigger. It almost seemed as if it were heading for her but she knew what would happen. The bullet stopped in midair and disintegrated. The pieces of it blew away in the wind and rain. Her father looked at the man in awe. Just then Usagi sent out her icicles and they hit her father. His face and arm bled in multiple places but not too hard.
Usagi's hands then spread out widely and she released the same white power she had multiple times before. The power came to her shocked and scraped father. It then was sent to the man behind her and both of them disappeared. She was now left to cry alone.
Her molecules started to spin and she once again became transparent. Her sobs grew louder and she continued to cry. Why had that happened. Her questions before then came back. When would she get an explanation of this?
'You will when you have found the other half of your memory' a voice answered.
Usagi shook her head confused and continued to cry. The other half of her memory? What was that supposed to mean? She looked ahead and saw herself getting nearer to Wufei's apartment. How would she tell him?
'You will not, it is forbidden. It could change every fate on this planet' the voice answered again.
'Just leave me alone!' she screamed back to the voice. She sobbed harder and ignored the feeling of her molecules forming as one again. Her world began to spin and then stopped as she landed where she had disappeared. Her tears were no longer ice but her cheeks were cold from the previous tears.
Wufei looked at her in shock. He had been so worried if she would even come back. Where had she been? Why had she disappeared. He suddenly felt as if he were in a dream though his consciousness told him he was not. Suddenly he felt a sting inside as if he wanted to soothe her. Was it a weak reaction? Suddenly he forgot his questions and looked back at the still crying Usagi.
"Usagi?" he asked not knowing what to do. He had never been around a girl like this enough to know how to get her to calm down. Usagi shook her head and continued to cry.
He nodded slightly understanding she did not want to talk at the moment. He sat next to her and she slowly started to calm down. He watched as she became tired and he sighed. He was relieved she had stopped crying. It almost pained him for some reason. He mentally slapped himself and then sighed. He picked her up and brought her to her bed where she could sleep. Maybe in the morning he would get an answer.
He pulled the covers over her and looked down at her sad face. He wished he could just for one second be someone else and soothe her. He almost wanted to change himself for longer than a second, what if forever? He looked back at her and ran his hand across her cheek. He then pulled back. What was happening to him?
His mind ran over what had happened earlier and his head started to spin. It was all too confusing for him. What if she didn't answer him tomorrow? He looked down but then back up at her. Maybe would always be tomorrow or later. It was never now. He looked at Usagi once more and then closed the door.
Hey! What did you think?! OOH! I'm so glad to at least to be able to type one chap once in a while! This week was nerve racking but cheered me up. I got all A's on my quizzes on tests! Yay! OK! Well ne ways I gotta got to bed! I'm tired in all so I'll see you all in a couple of days. Please don't expect another update soon. You may be lucky though.