30 Minutes-Final Decision
A/N I have taken quite a liking to t.A.T.u. as you can tell! This is my second songfic based on one of their songs. This is for Sailor Saturn. If you are uncomfortable with suicide, then DO NOT READ. THis fic implies that when Sailormoon and Sailorsaturn destroyed Pharoh 90, they didn't fully get rid of him, and a part of Mistress 9 still lives in Hotaru.
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~*~Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time to decide
Do we run? Should I hide
For the rest of my life~*~
Hotaru sat on the bus. Yes, she had run. She had run like a coward from confrontation. She had done the unthinkable. She knew that if she didn't leave as soon as possible, that Setsuna would be looking for her. She had to be as far away from there as possible to prevent Setsu from finding her. That was all that was important now.
~*~Can we fly? Do we stay?
We could lose we could fail
In the moment it takes
To make plans or mistakes~*~
The bus stopped. It was the last stop of the night, so Hotaru got off the bus. She had no clue of where she was. For hours, she wondered the city aimlessly. It didn't matter anymore. Nothing mattered. She was away from them.
*Flashback*
"Hotaru what were you thinking?" demanded Rei angerly.
"How could you be so irresponsible?" screamed Minako.
"You should know better than to use your glaive for selfish reasons!" screeched Michiru.
Hotaru dropped to the ground, crying. "But...I...only wanted to save her..." she tried desperatly.
"The life of that mortal was not as important as our princess! You endangered the lives of all of us, Chibi-Usagi, and Princess Serenity, all to save her! How could you do something like that? You could have caused the end of the world as we know it!" scolded Haruka.
Hotaru looked up, "Well that's all I'm good for isn't it? Destroying things?" she spat bitterly at the senshi before picking herself up and running. She had ran for at least 30 minutes before finding the bus stop. She was out of breathe and almost collapsed, but she knew what she had to do now.
*End Flashback*
~*~30 minutes, the blink of an eye
30 minutes to alter our lives
30 minutes to make up my mind
30 minutes to finally decide
30 minutes to whisper your name
30 minutes to shoulder the blame
30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies
30 minutes to finally decide ~*~
Hotaru stopped running when she came to a deserted alleyway. She smiled eerily, a smile that was not her own, as she transformed and grasped the glaive. She had decided what she was going to do. She had just planned to kill herself, but she wasn't going to give them that satisfaction. If she was going to die, they would die with her. She would punish them for all the pain they caused her.
~*~Carousels in the sky
That we shape with our ways
Under shade silhouettes
Casting shame
Crying rain
Can we fly do I stay
We could lose, we could fail
Either way, options change
chances fade, Trains derail. ~*~
Sailor Pluto felt that the cosmos was about to be ripped. She knew what was happening as the words were being said. She dropped her head in saddness.
"Death. . .Reborn. . .REVOLUTION!!!" Sailor Saturn screamed into the night.
'So this is how it all ends.' Pluto thought to herself as she felt her very being get torn apart.
~*~30 minutes, the blink of the eye
30 minutes to alter our lives
30 minutes to make up my mind
30 minutes to finally decide
30 minutes to whisper your name
30 minutes to shoulder the blame
30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies
30 minutes to finally decide~*~
Hotaru Tomoe smiled. She was free. She would never have to suffer again. Nobody would.
~*~TO decide to decide to decide...~*~
Pharoh 90 smiled. She had done her job. The Sovreign of Silence had been awoken. . .
A/N I have taken quite a liking to t.A.T.u. as you can tell! This is my second songfic based on one of their songs. This is for Sailor Saturn. If you are uncomfortable with suicide, then DO NOT READ. THis fic implies that when Sailormoon and Sailorsaturn destroyed Pharoh 90, they didn't fully get rid of him, and a part of Mistress 9 still lives in Hotaru.
~ ~ ~
~*~Out of sight, out of mind
Out of time to decide
Do we run? Should I hide
For the rest of my life~*~
Hotaru sat on the bus. Yes, she had run. She had run like a coward from confrontation. She had done the unthinkable. She knew that if she didn't leave as soon as possible, that Setsuna would be looking for her. She had to be as far away from there as possible to prevent Setsu from finding her. That was all that was important now.
~*~Can we fly? Do we stay?
We could lose we could fail
In the moment it takes
To make plans or mistakes~*~
The bus stopped. It was the last stop of the night, so Hotaru got off the bus. She had no clue of where she was. For hours, she wondered the city aimlessly. It didn't matter anymore. Nothing mattered. She was away from them.
*Flashback*
"Hotaru what were you thinking?" demanded Rei angerly.
"How could you be so irresponsible?" screamed Minako.
"You should know better than to use your glaive for selfish reasons!" screeched Michiru.
Hotaru dropped to the ground, crying. "But...I...only wanted to save her..." she tried desperatly.
"The life of that mortal was not as important as our princess! You endangered the lives of all of us, Chibi-Usagi, and Princess Serenity, all to save her! How could you do something like that? You could have caused the end of the world as we know it!" scolded Haruka.
Hotaru looked up, "Well that's all I'm good for isn't it? Destroying things?" she spat bitterly at the senshi before picking herself up and running. She had ran for at least 30 minutes before finding the bus stop. She was out of breathe and almost collapsed, but she knew what she had to do now.
*End Flashback*
~*~30 minutes, the blink of an eye
30 minutes to alter our lives
30 minutes to make up my mind
30 minutes to finally decide
30 minutes to whisper your name
30 minutes to shoulder the blame
30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies
30 minutes to finally decide ~*~
Hotaru stopped running when she came to a deserted alleyway. She smiled eerily, a smile that was not her own, as she transformed and grasped the glaive. She had decided what she was going to do. She had just planned to kill herself, but she wasn't going to give them that satisfaction. If she was going to die, they would die with her. She would punish them for all the pain they caused her.
~*~Carousels in the sky
That we shape with our ways
Under shade silhouettes
Casting shame
Crying rain
Can we fly do I stay
We could lose, we could fail
Either way, options change
chances fade, Trains derail. ~*~
Sailor Pluto felt that the cosmos was about to be ripped. She knew what was happening as the words were being said. She dropped her head in saddness.
"Death. . .Reborn. . .REVOLUTION!!!" Sailor Saturn screamed into the night.
'So this is how it all ends.' Pluto thought to herself as she felt her very being get torn apart.
~*~30 minutes, the blink of the eye
30 minutes to alter our lives
30 minutes to make up my mind
30 minutes to finally decide
30 minutes to whisper your name
30 minutes to shoulder the blame
30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies
30 minutes to finally decide~*~
Hotaru Tomoe smiled. She was free. She would never have to suffer again. Nobody would.
~*~TO decide to decide to decide...~*~
Pharoh 90 smiled. She had done her job. The Sovreign of Silence had been awoken. . .