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~~~~ The Price of Being Happy
Chapter four. Bad Decisions
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Lily gradually moved her hand to the pastel colored letter. Her friends looked at her with bewilderment; obviously they could sense something was wrong.
"What is it Lily?" asked Angelina softly. Lily looked at Angelina then to the others and opened the letter within her hands. She read to herself, reading each line carefully, her eyes filled up with tears and she stood up and ran out. Her friends stood up immediately after and tried to chase her out the door. But an obnoxious voice rang though their ears.
"Did the nasty little Mudblood finally realize she doesn't belong in our world?" said a blonde haired boy, by the name of Luscious Malfoy.
The group of teenagers stopped in there tracks.
"I don't think I heard you right Malfoy," said Isabella defensively, Angelina stepping up to her friend's side.
"Well I don't think you half-bloods would understand anyhow. A pixie and a veela, still not a good combination you should be ashamed of you mixed parents. The only ones that are full in your Muggle loving clan are Those boys over there, at least they now when to bond together." said Luscious Malfoy, with this buddies snickering behind him.
This ticked Isabella and Angelina off; Isabella jumped on the table and started punching the light out of Luscious, while Angelina held him. Professor McGonagall along with every other teacher hurried, down to break up the fight. Now James, Sirius and Remus started in on the fight by beating up Crabbe, Goyale, and Servaus. The teacher muttered a few spells with sent each adolescent to a different end of the room, with a vigor holding them in their place.
"I am very ashamed off you, all of you, starting a fight in the middle of breakfast, and you seven, you already got in trouble once today. It, hasn't been an hour, and you," said McGonagall pointing at the Slytherins, "you had no right talking to Lily, Isabella, and Angelina, in the offensive manner, you should be ashamed. Now, I am going to take 30 points away from Slytherin house, each, and Talk to Professor Keota, to see that you have proper punishment for you actions. Now, Griffindor, 20 points form each of you, and you will meet me in my office in 5 minutes after you wash up. Now MOVE." said McGongall stalking angrily out of the Grand hall.
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Lily ran out of the Grand Hall and up so many stairs and around so many corners, she was getting dizzy. Finally she stopped in one of the unused towers. She collapsed on of the stone walls and wiped away her tears with her sleeve. She, needed to reread the letter,
Dear Lily,
I know I am only supposed to use the owl for emergencies, but I had no other way. I needed to tell you I have met someone else, and we are to be married next Fall, I know this is sudden but, I think this will work out for the best, I would like you to come visit me on Christmas to meet my new found love, Please don't be mad, and reply so I know when to pick you up and Kings Cross.
Love,
Daddy
Not be MAD! How could I not be mad, I mean how many frigging months has it been, about what 3? No, I am not going to meet that slut, NO WAY! Thought Lily angrily. She pulled out a yellowish piece of parchment and a spare pen, which she always kept in her invisible pocket, just for occasions such as this. With a great deal of anger she wrote all of her thought down on paper.
Dear father,
I will NOT go to your house on Christmas Hol's. I will not meet your SLUT of a fiancée. I DON'T EVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN I HATE YOU FOR LEAVING; I HATE YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFE!
Your "daughter"
Lillian Dominique Evans
P.S. I hope you ruin this slut's life to!
There, said lily looking at her letter, I thin that explains it. She attached the letter to the awaiting owl and sent it off into the cool night air.
Lily balled up her fists in a mad rage, and started screaming in the silent air. They weren't screams of pain they were screams of frustration and deep distress. After letting her scream out, she ripped up the letter threw it over the balcony and, threw her pen across the barely empty room. With a great thud, it dropped onto the cold floor. After, her outburst she broke down into hysterical sobs, why does my life have to suck, what did I do to deserve this!" she thought to herself. Okay Lily pull yourself together you don't want anyone to see you cry, your friends probably are looking for you, don't let your sadness show.
She was right they were looking for her, but they weren't necessary her friends.
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"10 detentions, and no Hogsmeade trips for 2 mouths how harsh is that," said Angelina sighing, "I mean this is our last year, shouldn't we get a break? No, not with McGonagall 'Ms. I think have something up my but that is permanently there so that gives me the right to be a bitch. Well I am not going to take it, well I am but still I don't want to," said Angelina clearly overreacting.
"Angie stop being a drama queen." said Remus smiling,
"I am not a drama queen, I'm just, mad?" said Angelina poorly defending herself. "Okay you guys, let's stop think about ourselves for a moment, we need to find Lily." said Isabella.
"Your right, do you think she went to the Dorms?" asked Sirius.
"That's a possibility, okay lets spread out me and Angie with look in the common room and dorms, Remus and Peter look outside, and James, Sirius look anywhere's in the castle, you know almost ever passageway and tower. Now, let's meet here in 1 hour okay? Let's get moving."
"Wow, a demanding one." Sirius dodged a slap from Isabella, and ran in the other direction. This was going to be one hell of a search.
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Lily stopped crying and did a spell that made her look like she hadn't been crying. She quickly gathered her pen and spare paper, and left the tower. She made her way down the gray steps and onto the narrow cobalt carpet. She walked slowly, not worrying about the time, she new she had at least 20 minutes to get her books and head to Transfiguration.
Liyl was turning the corner when she saw a bunch of kids' head out side. Lily's curiosity took over and headed after them. She went outside and watched them turn he corner, as she heard giggles and laughs, turning the corner s he noticed the teenagers were hiding something, and the something was drugs.
They were illegal drugs, pot to be exact; she was stunned to see these people doing such a thing. The laughs stopped when Lily was noticed.
"Umm, hi please don't tell anyone. Please?" pleaded a pretty black hair girl.
Lily walked closer, to them observing what she saw; she took it out of the boy's hands.
"Where did you get this?" asked Lily.
"I went to America this summer and got a big bag of it, are you going to tell?" Asked a blonde boy.
"No, I don't think so, but please don't do it again," said Lily attempting to walk away.
"Do you want to try some?" asked the same blonde boy.
"I don't know, I don't think I can," said Lily looking at it.
"Try some it is really stress reliving," said a brunette.
"Are you sure?" said Lily looking at the brunette. The brunette nodded and so did everyone else in the tight circle.
"If you say so," Lily took a puff of the unknown object, it tasted like she was eating a plant from herbology, she didn't know but it did kind of relive her stress.
"See I told you, by the way my name is Annie." said the brunette, "7th year Hufflepuff."
"I'm Zech, 7th year Ravenclaw," said the blonde boy.
"And I'm Lizzie 7th year Hufflepuff," said the back haired girl, she beckoned Lily to pass the pot to her, she took a puff and passed it to Zech, with went to Annie, then back to her. It was like a chain, by the time she had her 5th hit she was stoned, as were the rest of the kids.
"Well, umm you guys, uhh I think I umm, yeah I have to go, send you an owl sometime okay?" said Lily.
"Bye, umm what's your name?" asked Annie.
"Oh yeah I forgot that umm little detail, yeah im L LLL Lily, yeah that's it Lily 7th year Griffindor, see ya later." lily bouncing away.
"Lily continued her way threw the school, classes were in session so no one was around, she stumbled to the portrait of the Fat Lady, after muttering the password, Lily walked into the room, and up the stairs to her dorm. Lily felt like she was on top of the world, door some reason, it was great! She lie down in her bed, and sat back. Slowly she drifted off into a forced sleep.
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After searching the castle there was still no sign of Lily, where could she have gone?
"Where could she have gone?" said Angelina with her big brown eyes deep with woe.
"I don't know I mean we searched every single hideout, tower, passageway, we even searched Hogsmeade. I don't know where they could have gone. Maybe Mooney and Wormtail found something."
"We sure as hell found something." said Remus desolately. Peter just nodded his head in agreement.
"What did you find?" asked Isabella, her eyes turning gray, she was a fairy after all, and fairy's eyes turn different colors with their emotions.
"We found pieces of that note torn up on the ground, All we could piece together was, 'dear Lily, found someone else, come over Christmas, please don't be mad, and love Your Father' so I guess her father found someone else." said Remus.
"Well no dip Sherlock." Said James sarcastically.
"Okay, we know she has to be in the castle, she must have cast an invisibility spell on herself." Isabella concluded.
"But Isabella, this isn't like Lily, I mean why would she hide from us. She would eventually come to us, you know Lily she vents her feelings to almost everybody. Well, not really but still." said Angelina flicking her perfect blonde hair away form her face.
"Ummm, you guys we already missed History of Magic, we need to get to Transfiguring, you know McGonagall, she will kill us if were late." said Remus.
"You right after class we can talk to McGonagall, she'll know what to do."
"Okay lets go."
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"Isabella?" asked McGonagall going down the list of pupils.
"Here,"
"Angelina?"
"Here."
"James,"
"Present,"
"Sirius?"
"Currently present,"
"Lily?"
There was no reply,
"Lily Evans?"
"She isn't here Professor," said Angelina look down at her desk.
"What do you mean Angelina?" "She is sick, she wont be at class today," James cut in.
"Oh okay well today's lesson we will be transfiguring carrots into rabbits, just to reinforce tenuous from last year. You will have 5 minutes proceed.
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After Transfiguring Sirius, James, Peter, Remus, Isabella, and Angelina went back to the common room to see if Lily was there. Angelina and Isabella went up to their dorm to see Lily fats asleep in her bed, with a couple breaths of relief, they quietly woke the red-head up.
"Lily?" asked Angelina.
"Wha? Oh Angelina Isabella, how nice to see you," said Lily rubbing her face.
"Lily are you okay, you scared us, and we didn't know where you were or anything."
"Really? Oh I am fine never better," said Lily rubbing her eyes.
"Lily why are your eyes so blood shot?" asked Isabella.
"Oh I don't know, maybe form sleeping, but I know I am really hungry. Do you want to make a surprise trip to the Kitchen?" asked Lily combing her hair, and putting a make-up charm on herself.
"Umm, Lily Hun we have class in 5 minutes." said Angelina grabbing Lily's History of Magic book.
"Come on or we are gonna be late," said Isabella.
"Okay lets go, " lily grabbing her book and actively running out the door. Angelina and Isabella gave each other a 'the is up with her' look. But shrugged it off, the letter must not have been hat bad.
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They have been up there along time, they must have found her." said Remus.
"I hope so," said James. Everyone gave him a weird look. "Hey I never said I hated the girl."
"I bet she is gonna look like a train-wreck." said Sirius; there were many nods in reply. Then the girls' door flew open and Lily came bouncing out, she ran down the stairs and tripped, but James's Quittach reflex's over came him, as he quickly caught Lily.
"Why thank you James, I didn't know you cared." said Lily giving hi a kiss on the cheek and bouncing up.
"Okay lets get moving," said Lily. Everyone stared at what she just did, Isabella almost fell down the stairs, and Lily just kissed James Potter! Her archenemy, and she just kissed him.
"Are you guys coming." with that, she left.
"What the fuck is wrong with that girl?" said Sirius still astounded at her actions, and no one noticed but James has a big grin on his face.
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Authors Note: okay there is some drug use in this so that's why it is rated pg-13 k? so don't be alarmed!
~~~~ The Price of Being Happy
Chapter four. Bad Decisions
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Lily gradually moved her hand to the pastel colored letter. Her friends looked at her with bewilderment; obviously they could sense something was wrong.
"What is it Lily?" asked Angelina softly. Lily looked at Angelina then to the others and opened the letter within her hands. She read to herself, reading each line carefully, her eyes filled up with tears and she stood up and ran out. Her friends stood up immediately after and tried to chase her out the door. But an obnoxious voice rang though their ears.
"Did the nasty little Mudblood finally realize she doesn't belong in our world?" said a blonde haired boy, by the name of Luscious Malfoy.
The group of teenagers stopped in there tracks.
"I don't think I heard you right Malfoy," said Isabella defensively, Angelina stepping up to her friend's side.
"Well I don't think you half-bloods would understand anyhow. A pixie and a veela, still not a good combination you should be ashamed of you mixed parents. The only ones that are full in your Muggle loving clan are Those boys over there, at least they now when to bond together." said Luscious Malfoy, with this buddies snickering behind him.
This ticked Isabella and Angelina off; Isabella jumped on the table and started punching the light out of Luscious, while Angelina held him. Professor McGonagall along with every other teacher hurried, down to break up the fight. Now James, Sirius and Remus started in on the fight by beating up Crabbe, Goyale, and Servaus. The teacher muttered a few spells with sent each adolescent to a different end of the room, with a vigor holding them in their place.
"I am very ashamed off you, all of you, starting a fight in the middle of breakfast, and you seven, you already got in trouble once today. It, hasn't been an hour, and you," said McGonagall pointing at the Slytherins, "you had no right talking to Lily, Isabella, and Angelina, in the offensive manner, you should be ashamed. Now, I am going to take 30 points away from Slytherin house, each, and Talk to Professor Keota, to see that you have proper punishment for you actions. Now, Griffindor, 20 points form each of you, and you will meet me in my office in 5 minutes after you wash up. Now MOVE." said McGongall stalking angrily out of the Grand hall.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Lily's Point of View. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``
Lily ran out of the Grand Hall and up so many stairs and around so many corners, she was getting dizzy. Finally she stopped in one of the unused towers. She collapsed on of the stone walls and wiped away her tears with her sleeve. She, needed to reread the letter,
Dear Lily,
I know I am only supposed to use the owl for emergencies, but I had no other way. I needed to tell you I have met someone else, and we are to be married next Fall, I know this is sudden but, I think this will work out for the best, I would like you to come visit me on Christmas to meet my new found love, Please don't be mad, and reply so I know when to pick you up and Kings Cross.
Love,
Daddy
Not be MAD! How could I not be mad, I mean how many frigging months has it been, about what 3? No, I am not going to meet that slut, NO WAY! Thought Lily angrily. She pulled out a yellowish piece of parchment and a spare pen, which she always kept in her invisible pocket, just for occasions such as this. With a great deal of anger she wrote all of her thought down on paper.
Dear father,
I will NOT go to your house on Christmas Hol's. I will not meet your SLUT of a fiancée. I DON'T EVER WANT TO TALK TO YOU AGAIN I HATE YOU FOR LEAVING; I HATE YOU FOR RUINING MY LIFE!
Your "daughter"
Lillian Dominique Evans
P.S. I hope you ruin this slut's life to!
There, said lily looking at her letter, I thin that explains it. She attached the letter to the awaiting owl and sent it off into the cool night air.
Lily balled up her fists in a mad rage, and started screaming in the silent air. They weren't screams of pain they were screams of frustration and deep distress. After letting her scream out, she ripped up the letter threw it over the balcony and, threw her pen across the barely empty room. With a great thud, it dropped onto the cold floor. After, her outburst she broke down into hysterical sobs, why does my life have to suck, what did I do to deserve this!" she thought to herself. Okay Lily pull yourself together you don't want anyone to see you cry, your friends probably are looking for you, don't let your sadness show.
She was right they were looking for her, but they weren't necessary her friends.
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"10 detentions, and no Hogsmeade trips for 2 mouths how harsh is that," said Angelina sighing, "I mean this is our last year, shouldn't we get a break? No, not with McGonagall 'Ms. I think have something up my but that is permanently there so that gives me the right to be a bitch. Well I am not going to take it, well I am but still I don't want to," said Angelina clearly overreacting.
"Angie stop being a drama queen." said Remus smiling,
"I am not a drama queen, I'm just, mad?" said Angelina poorly defending herself. "Okay you guys, let's stop think about ourselves for a moment, we need to find Lily." said Isabella.
"Your right, do you think she went to the Dorms?" asked Sirius.
"That's a possibility, okay lets spread out me and Angie with look in the common room and dorms, Remus and Peter look outside, and James, Sirius look anywhere's in the castle, you know almost ever passageway and tower. Now, let's meet here in 1 hour okay? Let's get moving."
"Wow, a demanding one." Sirius dodged a slap from Isabella, and ran in the other direction. This was going to be one hell of a search.
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Lily stopped crying and did a spell that made her look like she hadn't been crying. She quickly gathered her pen and spare paper, and left the tower. She made her way down the gray steps and onto the narrow cobalt carpet. She walked slowly, not worrying about the time, she new she had at least 20 minutes to get her books and head to Transfiguration.
Liyl was turning the corner when she saw a bunch of kids' head out side. Lily's curiosity took over and headed after them. She went outside and watched them turn he corner, as she heard giggles and laughs, turning the corner s he noticed the teenagers were hiding something, and the something was drugs.
They were illegal drugs, pot to be exact; she was stunned to see these people doing such a thing. The laughs stopped when Lily was noticed.
"Umm, hi please don't tell anyone. Please?" pleaded a pretty black hair girl.
Lily walked closer, to them observing what she saw; she took it out of the boy's hands.
"Where did you get this?" asked Lily.
"I went to America this summer and got a big bag of it, are you going to tell?" Asked a blonde boy.
"No, I don't think so, but please don't do it again," said Lily attempting to walk away.
"Do you want to try some?" asked the same blonde boy.
"I don't know, I don't think I can," said Lily looking at it.
"Try some it is really stress reliving," said a brunette.
"Are you sure?" said Lily looking at the brunette. The brunette nodded and so did everyone else in the tight circle.
"If you say so," Lily took a puff of the unknown object, it tasted like she was eating a plant from herbology, she didn't know but it did kind of relive her stress.
"See I told you, by the way my name is Annie." said the brunette, "7th year Hufflepuff."
"I'm Zech, 7th year Ravenclaw," said the blonde boy.
"And I'm Lizzie 7th year Hufflepuff," said the back haired girl, she beckoned Lily to pass the pot to her, she took a puff and passed it to Zech, with went to Annie, then back to her. It was like a chain, by the time she had her 5th hit she was stoned, as were the rest of the kids.
"Well, umm you guys, uhh I think I umm, yeah I have to go, send you an owl sometime okay?" said Lily.
"Bye, umm what's your name?" asked Annie.
"Oh yeah I forgot that umm little detail, yeah im L LLL Lily, yeah that's it Lily 7th year Griffindor, see ya later." lily bouncing away.
"Lily continued her way threw the school, classes were in session so no one was around, she stumbled to the portrait of the Fat Lady, after muttering the password, Lily walked into the room, and up the stairs to her dorm. Lily felt like she was on top of the world, door some reason, it was great! She lie down in her bed, and sat back. Slowly she drifted off into a forced sleep.
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After searching the castle there was still no sign of Lily, where could she have gone?
"Where could she have gone?" said Angelina with her big brown eyes deep with woe.
"I don't know I mean we searched every single hideout, tower, passageway, we even searched Hogsmeade. I don't know where they could have gone. Maybe Mooney and Wormtail found something."
"We sure as hell found something." said Remus desolately. Peter just nodded his head in agreement.
"What did you find?" asked Isabella, her eyes turning gray, she was a fairy after all, and fairy's eyes turn different colors with their emotions.
"We found pieces of that note torn up on the ground, All we could piece together was, 'dear Lily, found someone else, come over Christmas, please don't be mad, and love Your Father' so I guess her father found someone else." said Remus.
"Well no dip Sherlock." Said James sarcastically.
"Okay, we know she has to be in the castle, she must have cast an invisibility spell on herself." Isabella concluded.
"But Isabella, this isn't like Lily, I mean why would she hide from us. She would eventually come to us, you know Lily she vents her feelings to almost everybody. Well, not really but still." said Angelina flicking her perfect blonde hair away form her face.
"Ummm, you guys we already missed History of Magic, we need to get to Transfiguring, you know McGonagall, she will kill us if were late." said Remus.
"You right after class we can talk to McGonagall, she'll know what to do."
"Okay lets go."
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"Isabella?" asked McGonagall going down the list of pupils.
"Here,"
"Angelina?"
"Here."
"James,"
"Present,"
"Sirius?"
"Currently present,"
"Lily?"
There was no reply,
"Lily Evans?"
"She isn't here Professor," said Angelina look down at her desk.
"What do you mean Angelina?" "She is sick, she wont be at class today," James cut in.
"Oh okay well today's lesson we will be transfiguring carrots into rabbits, just to reinforce tenuous from last year. You will have 5 minutes proceed.
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After Transfiguring Sirius, James, Peter, Remus, Isabella, and Angelina went back to the common room to see if Lily was there. Angelina and Isabella went up to their dorm to see Lily fats asleep in her bed, with a couple breaths of relief, they quietly woke the red-head up.
"Lily?" asked Angelina.
"Wha? Oh Angelina Isabella, how nice to see you," said Lily rubbing her face.
"Lily are you okay, you scared us, and we didn't know where you were or anything."
"Really? Oh I am fine never better," said Lily rubbing her eyes.
"Lily why are your eyes so blood shot?" asked Isabella.
"Oh I don't know, maybe form sleeping, but I know I am really hungry. Do you want to make a surprise trip to the Kitchen?" asked Lily combing her hair, and putting a make-up charm on herself.
"Umm, Lily Hun we have class in 5 minutes." said Angelina grabbing Lily's History of Magic book.
"Come on or we are gonna be late," said Isabella.
"Okay lets go, " lily grabbing her book and actively running out the door. Angelina and Isabella gave each other a 'the is up with her' look. But shrugged it off, the letter must not have been hat bad.
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They have been up there along time, they must have found her." said Remus.
"I hope so," said James. Everyone gave him a weird look. "Hey I never said I hated the girl."
"I bet she is gonna look like a train-wreck." said Sirius; there were many nods in reply. Then the girls' door flew open and Lily came bouncing out, she ran down the stairs and tripped, but James's Quittach reflex's over came him, as he quickly caught Lily.
"Why thank you James, I didn't know you cared." said Lily giving hi a kiss on the cheek and bouncing up.
"Okay lets get moving," said Lily. Everyone stared at what she just did, Isabella almost fell down the stairs, and Lily just kissed James Potter! Her archenemy, and she just kissed him.
"Are you guys coming." with that, she left.
"What the fuck is wrong with that girl?" said Sirius still astounded at her actions, and no one noticed but James has a big grin on his face.
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Did that totally suck? Please be nice and Review! Thankies!
Alhambra - thanks for all of the great comments! And you never did get around to e-mailing me ; )
B0dini- Thank you so much! You actually put me on your favs list! AHHHH thanks! He he I thought the pink rollers were kinda funny myself, lol
Nichole- Thanks, and your part will be coming soon! Please review!
Thanks again to all of my reviewers! Your great I would love if this list was a bit longer!!!
:wink wink:
~*Meg*~