Disclaimer: Square owns the characters and Manson owns the words.
A/N: This is set up as a letter written by Vincent. Who's it to? I know, but you don't, HAHA! Since I'm such a fan of little things with ambiguous endings, I won't tell you here, but If you scroll ALL the way down, I'll tell you who it is.
Coma Crimson
All the things I wish I could say. To you, to him, to the other 5 of them, to anyone. But I couldn't speak, I shouldn't speak, for my mouth was merely a crib, and it was growing lies.
I didn't know what Love was on that day. My tiny, bloodclot heart, never healing, never fading away, will never know love again.
I've killed, I've betrayed, I've burned all the good things in Eden's eye. That was my job after all. As a Turk, so many years ago, and as a member of AVALANCHE, as recent as yesterday.
But we could've gotten away. I could've taken you away, but I didn't. We were too dumb to move, and I was too dead to die.
But this is not my world. I don't belong here. My home is in the past. He has taken away the only thing that made me feel at home here: my angel, You.
I would kill myself to make all of them pay. Everyone from that ninja girl to the talking dog. They all used you; they all should pay. Especially him.
I should've told you when we parted that you were the only thing I could love in this dying world, but the simple words "love" itself already died and went away.
No, this was never my world. I can never go back to where I belong. So I write this to you, and say goodbye. Once again, I will burn all the good things in the Eden eye, because I am too dumb to run and too dead to die.
-Vincent Valentine
Here are the lyrics to Marilyn Manson's "Coma Black"
Coma Black
a) eden eye
my mouth was a crib and it was growing lies
i didn't know what love was on that day
my heart's a tiny bloodclot, i picked at it
it never heals it never goes away
i burned all the good things in the eden eye
we were too dumb to run, too dead to die
this was never my world, you took the angel away
i'd kill myself to make everybody pay
this was never my world, you took the angel away
i'd kill myself to make everybody pay
i would have told her then, she was the only thing
that i could love in this dying world
but the simple word "love" itself
already died and went away
this was never my world, you took the angel away
i'd kill myself to make everybody pay
this was never my world, you took the angel away
i'd kill myself to make everybody pay
i burned all the good things in the eden eye
we were too dumb to run, too dead to die
b) the apple of discord
her heart's bloodstained egg we didn't handle with care
it's broken and bleeding and we can never repair
It's to Tifa (and it should be pretty obvious that the him referred to is Cloud).