Does he like me?
Does he love me?
Can he see me?
Can I really see him?
I want him to hold me.
I want him to touch me
Does he want his hand in mine?
Does he want my body against him?
It's been so long
But it's not been long enough
Why do I feel this way?
I shouldn't feel this way
It might not work
It won't work
It shouldn't matter, I love him so much
I'm in love with him
He makes me tingle
He makes me scared.
I want him so much
I want him too much
Someone's in the way
Something is in the way
Maybe if I hold him close, touch his soft, wet lips, run my fingers gently through his hair, caress the back of his neck, just smiling, then look into his eyes and tell him how I really feel, how I love him so much, then maybe it'll it be ok, maybe I'll be.. enough.
Love should conquer all, that's what they say; those quacks who live in a perfect world and never have problems with love themselves. No, it won't work I'm kidding myself as per usual, delusional in a word of fantasy, it'll never be the way I dream, nothing can change destiny, what I am, what he is, we can never be together.
Why is everything so wrong?
Why does everything go wrong?
What have I done, why not me?
Am I being punished?
She can sometimes be a burden.
This is a curse.
What am I doing wrong? What's wrong with me? Is it my strangely flat hair, my dull, brown eyes, my pale, lifeless skin or is it just the fact I'm not good enough, a freak.
I always do things wrong, how could he love me? I am a bitch basically, he can hold me in his arms and give me that look which makes the whole world seem perfect for a single moment and I would pull away. Because I am hurting, for the way he makes me feel inside, the way he makes me burn.
I'd do anything for him
He does too much for me
When will this feeling end?
It never stops; I'll love him until my last breath.
Why can't I tell him?
He deserves to know how I feel
I can't pine forever, it's tearing me up inside, I cant be 'the girl next door' my whole life I want to be 'the girl who he looks at an then gets jelloey at the knees and can't find the words to say or the air to breath, as if under a spell, (but not quite that bad because that's kind of psycho).'
I've admitted it to myself, even though I know I didn't want to at first, it's hard to see that you aren't really your own person anymore, but entrapped by some else, the love that almost controls you, every action, every thought, every movement.
I'm going to do it, make the first move, um I think.
I can admit my love. I know it won't be easy, but is anything? I can't deny my it forever, it isn't fair on him or me.
Nothing's easy, in fact this is too hard, I think I'll wait, I'll wait for him always, I mean he knows where I am, I even think deep down he 'knows'. We can grow together.
Once we commit there's no stopping, we'll be in love always, under destiny's spell. Our thoughts will be entwined in a spider's web, caught in destiny's possession, as with our hearts.
I'll wait. I love him that much
I'll pour my heart and soul into him. I don't care what happens, I can't pretend I don't have feelings, I can't pretend he doesn't make me glow inside, makes me complete. I can't pretend I don't think he's absolutely gorgeous in every way.
We're going patrolling tonight, maybe, just maybe, this will be our first kiss.. we've been getting closer lately and she's not here, no distraction. God that sounded awful.
I'll be home soon, I'll tell him then. and I'll look into his eye, the window to his soul, then he will know. That I am in love.
Wish me luck
I don't need luck I need a complete re-vamp........
Does he love me?
Can he see me?
Can I really see him?
I want him to hold me.
I want him to touch me
Does he want his hand in mine?
Does he want my body against him?
It's been so long
But it's not been long enough
Why do I feel this way?
I shouldn't feel this way
It might not work
It won't work
It shouldn't matter, I love him so much
I'm in love with him
He makes me tingle
He makes me scared.
I want him so much
I want him too much
Someone's in the way
Something is in the way
Maybe if I hold him close, touch his soft, wet lips, run my fingers gently through his hair, caress the back of his neck, just smiling, then look into his eyes and tell him how I really feel, how I love him so much, then maybe it'll it be ok, maybe I'll be.. enough.
Love should conquer all, that's what they say; those quacks who live in a perfect world and never have problems with love themselves. No, it won't work I'm kidding myself as per usual, delusional in a word of fantasy, it'll never be the way I dream, nothing can change destiny, what I am, what he is, we can never be together.
Why is everything so wrong?
Why does everything go wrong?
What have I done, why not me?
Am I being punished?
She can sometimes be a burden.
This is a curse.
What am I doing wrong? What's wrong with me? Is it my strangely flat hair, my dull, brown eyes, my pale, lifeless skin or is it just the fact I'm not good enough, a freak.
I always do things wrong, how could he love me? I am a bitch basically, he can hold me in his arms and give me that look which makes the whole world seem perfect for a single moment and I would pull away. Because I am hurting, for the way he makes me feel inside, the way he makes me burn.
I'd do anything for him
He does too much for me
When will this feeling end?
It never stops; I'll love him until my last breath.
Why can't I tell him?
He deserves to know how I feel
I can't pine forever, it's tearing me up inside, I cant be 'the girl next door' my whole life I want to be 'the girl who he looks at an then gets jelloey at the knees and can't find the words to say or the air to breath, as if under a spell, (but not quite that bad because that's kind of psycho).'
I've admitted it to myself, even though I know I didn't want to at first, it's hard to see that you aren't really your own person anymore, but entrapped by some else, the love that almost controls you, every action, every thought, every movement.
I'm going to do it, make the first move, um I think.
I can admit my love. I know it won't be easy, but is anything? I can't deny my it forever, it isn't fair on him or me.
Nothing's easy, in fact this is too hard, I think I'll wait, I'll wait for him always, I mean he knows where I am, I even think deep down he 'knows'. We can grow together.
Once we commit there's no stopping, we'll be in love always, under destiny's spell. Our thoughts will be entwined in a spider's web, caught in destiny's possession, as with our hearts.
I'll wait. I love him that much
I'll pour my heart and soul into him. I don't care what happens, I can't pretend I don't have feelings, I can't pretend he doesn't make me glow inside, makes me complete. I can't pretend I don't think he's absolutely gorgeous in every way.
We're going patrolling tonight, maybe, just maybe, this will be our first kiss.. we've been getting closer lately and she's not here, no distraction. God that sounded awful.
I'll be home soon, I'll tell him then. and I'll look into his eye, the window to his soul, then he will know. That I am in love.
Wish me luck
I don't need luck I need a complete re-vamp........