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Fate

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How It Is

Time passes by us without us knowing

Life passes by us without us looking

He passes by me without me noticing

How It Is

I didn't detect the concern he showed – Only to me

The love that shone in his eyes -- When he looked at me

The warmth he emitted – Which consoled my broken soul

The tender-loving hands that roved all over my body – When he tried to make me forget about Youhei

The soft lips on mine – Which revealed all his affections for me

How It Is

In my saddened state

I didn't see it coming

A drunken driver accelerating his Mercedes towards me

"Hana!!"

Was all I heard

Before I blacked out

How It Is

Haruko handed me some of his belongings

When we attended the funeral together

Pictures of me crying

Photos of me smiling

Drawings of me sleeping

How it is

I am so blind

To everything that he has done for me

After the breakup with Youhei

I closed my heart

To protect myself from getting hurt again

Not knowing that there is already someone there for me all along

How It Is

Fate reveals all these --

Only when he is not with me any longer

And forever

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I read some fics on FFN and was tempted to post some of my works here. This is the first time I am writing this and I would like to write more in future. Comments and criticisms are very welcome. Hope you will like it.

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