A/N: So I think this could be the end of this story. But I'll start the next one a.s.a.p Hope u like it.
Part 3
Just yesterday
It always seemed like such a dream
We're unstoppable, indestructable
Nothing happens to our machine
And there's no harm
At least nothing I can see
As for you, not so true
You couldn't choose where his road would lead
I lost track of how long I lay with my head burried in the pillow.
I just let myself space out and disconnect. Something I learned from drying out.
I remember when Glenn, my first love, and I broke up. I lay in exact same position, crying my eyes out like the homonal teenager I was. And Piper came through with this sickly choclate ice cream and a shoulder to lean on while I cursed boys and swore to join a nunery.
She's always the one who would sit there and let you talk, give you the hug you needed. Prue is more the action girl. I thouht she was going to rip Glenn's head off.
Which is why I'm so shocked by this situation. I'd expect Prue to be screaming blue murder at me and Piper to be in the middle, trying to stop any fighting.
I must have hurt her so much to make her act this way.
God, I'm such a horrible person...
Maybe I could leave now, stop screwing in their life's.
Ugh, shut up, Paige. I just need to show them I am really sorry, that I'm not that self destructive bitch anymore.
I heard footsteps and someone kneeling infront of me.
I hoped it was Piper but as I raised my head it was Prue with a sympathetic look on her face.
"She just needs some time." She told me.
I didn't say anything. I held her gaze though, I think that said enough.
I knew I felt guilty rather than sad. But guilt is terrible. Weigh's heavier on your heart than any other emotion.
That whole, 'I'm not gonna cry' thing seemed to run out the door.
Everything that happened was just a blur. I felt everything fall apart and then next thing I know Prue has her arms around me, rocking me like she used to.
I'm grateful for the comfort. I never realised but I haven't been held in so long. Probably since the last time I broke down in front of Prue.
I realised I was clinging onto her shirt for dear life. And I didn't let go.
Slowly my cries eased and eventually my breathing returned to normal but Prue still sat there, letting me lean against her.
I got the feeling Prue had missed this as much as me. She gave no sign of letting me go.
I hurt her too.
I was always Prue's weak spot. she was my main carer.
Grams was great, she done so much for us but she was away a lot. And... I guess our bond as sisters was just closer.
There were times that Prue and I were at each other's throats. She was my big sister and she was loving but she had to be the authority in my life too.
I didn't understand that then but now I just appreciate her more.
Prue sotly asked "You ok, kid?" I almost smiled at that. She used to torment me by calling me kid.
I nodded. "Tha--"
She cut me off, "Shh, it's what I'm here for."
Again I found myself nodding and not moving. Thankfully Prue didn't either. Just sat there, both enjoying the comfort.
I was beginning to feel human again. Emotions, good and bad were a plus and I hadn't run out to the nearest off license at the first sign of confrontation.
I felt a warm hand on my head and couldn't move with shock.
Prue's hands were always cold... so that meant it was Piper.
As I opened my eyes, I was blinded by light.
Squinting, I made out the figure of Piper standing behind the sofa.
As the light disappeared we all looked at each other in confusion.
"Must have been an electricity surge." Prue said as she gave my shoulder a squeeze then stood up.
Both Piper and I nodded awkwardly before she spoke up.
"Um... I thought you might be hungry. I could make you pasta?" She said still avoiding my eyes. I was just as bad.
"That'd be... uh... only if it's not too much trouble." I stumbled.
She looked me in the eye then. "It's not." She gave a hint of a smile then headed ino the kitchen.
Prue gave me a playful shove to follow with a grin on her face.
I'm glad. The one thing I missed more than Prue and Piper was Piper's cooking.
Part 3
Just yesterday
It always seemed like such a dream
We're unstoppable, indestructable
Nothing happens to our machine
And there's no harm
At least nothing I can see
As for you, not so true
You couldn't choose where his road would lead
I lost track of how long I lay with my head burried in the pillow.
I just let myself space out and disconnect. Something I learned from drying out.
I remember when Glenn, my first love, and I broke up. I lay in exact same position, crying my eyes out like the homonal teenager I was. And Piper came through with this sickly choclate ice cream and a shoulder to lean on while I cursed boys and swore to join a nunery.
She's always the one who would sit there and let you talk, give you the hug you needed. Prue is more the action girl. I thouht she was going to rip Glenn's head off.
Which is why I'm so shocked by this situation. I'd expect Prue to be screaming blue murder at me and Piper to be in the middle, trying to stop any fighting.
I must have hurt her so much to make her act this way.
God, I'm such a horrible person...
Maybe I could leave now, stop screwing in their life's.
Ugh, shut up, Paige. I just need to show them I am really sorry, that I'm not that self destructive bitch anymore.
I heard footsteps and someone kneeling infront of me.
I hoped it was Piper but as I raised my head it was Prue with a sympathetic look on her face.
"She just needs some time." She told me.
I didn't say anything. I held her gaze though, I think that said enough.
I knew I felt guilty rather than sad. But guilt is terrible. Weigh's heavier on your heart than any other emotion.
That whole, 'I'm not gonna cry' thing seemed to run out the door.
Everything that happened was just a blur. I felt everything fall apart and then next thing I know Prue has her arms around me, rocking me like she used to.
I'm grateful for the comfort. I never realised but I haven't been held in so long. Probably since the last time I broke down in front of Prue.
I realised I was clinging onto her shirt for dear life. And I didn't let go.
Slowly my cries eased and eventually my breathing returned to normal but Prue still sat there, letting me lean against her.
I got the feeling Prue had missed this as much as me. She gave no sign of letting me go.
I hurt her too.
I was always Prue's weak spot. she was my main carer.
Grams was great, she done so much for us but she was away a lot. And... I guess our bond as sisters was just closer.
There were times that Prue and I were at each other's throats. She was my big sister and she was loving but she had to be the authority in my life too.
I didn't understand that then but now I just appreciate her more.
Prue sotly asked "You ok, kid?" I almost smiled at that. She used to torment me by calling me kid.
I nodded. "Tha--"
She cut me off, "Shh, it's what I'm here for."
Again I found myself nodding and not moving. Thankfully Prue didn't either. Just sat there, both enjoying the comfort.
I was beginning to feel human again. Emotions, good and bad were a plus and I hadn't run out to the nearest off license at the first sign of confrontation.
I felt a warm hand on my head and couldn't move with shock.
Prue's hands were always cold... so that meant it was Piper.
As I opened my eyes, I was blinded by light.
Squinting, I made out the figure of Piper standing behind the sofa.
As the light disappeared we all looked at each other in confusion.
"Must have been an electricity surge." Prue said as she gave my shoulder a squeeze then stood up.
Both Piper and I nodded awkwardly before she spoke up.
"Um... I thought you might be hungry. I could make you pasta?" She said still avoiding my eyes. I was just as bad.
"That'd be... uh... only if it's not too much trouble." I stumbled.
She looked me in the eye then. "It's not." She gave a hint of a smile then headed ino the kitchen.
Prue gave me a playful shove to follow with a grin on her face.
I'm glad. The one thing I missed more than Prue and Piper was Piper's cooking.