Never have I felt this way,

To want to stop living,

And not go on to

The next day…

But I know,

There are people,

Who love me so,

And simply don't want me to go-----,

Never have I felt this way,

This pain deep inside---

And never have I wanted to,

Just die----

Though I know,

I can't just go,

Up and leave my friends behind---

And what would my parents think?

Would they think that,

It was all---their fault?

When it was just me,

With my stupidity?

And I know,

There have been a lot,

Of people who couldn't,

Make it through today

And I say,

That's too bad,

And I'm sorry they had to pay,

In that non-refundable way,

Never have felt this way,

To look at my future,

And to find that it's not,

Worth living through today

No, Never have I felt this way,

No, Never have I just wanted to stop,

No, never, not like this,

And not think that'd I'd be missed,

No, Never have I felt this way…