Never have I felt this way,
To want to stop living,
And not go on to
The next day…
But I know,
There are people,
Who love me so,
And simply don't want me to go-----,
Never have I felt this way,
This pain deep inside---
And never have I wanted to,
Just die----
Though I know,
I can't just go,
Up and leave my friends behind---
And what would my parents think?
Would they think that,
It was all---their fault?
When it was just me,
With my stupidity?
And I know,
There have been a lot,
Of people who couldn't,
Make it through today
And I say,
That's too bad,
And I'm sorry they had to pay,
In that non-refundable way,
Never have felt this way,
To look at my future,
And to find that it's not,
Worth living through today
No, Never have I felt this way,
No, Never have I just wanted to stop,
No, never, not like this,
And not think that'd I'd be missed,
No, Never have I felt this way…
